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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Ahh.

Alright, so i wanted to save this post for the last day of blogging for me, which is on the 31st of December this year, but i so foolishly wrote a foolish post which offended someone.

Again.

I'm really sick of being so into blogging that i 'accidentally' write stuff about people and offend them, if you know what i mean. A blog is an ONLINE JOURNAL, i think i should bear that in mind and not treat it as if it's my personal diary or something.

Right. So this post shall be about my thanks to everyone who has left an impact on me this year. In terms of both blogging and friendships and stuffs.

Starting with

1)Feffe.

Let's clear things up.

I knew that it was extremely foolish of me to post what i just did yesterday, and i knew stuff like that would probably make you angry. Only, i thought you would take it lightly and laugh along but come to think of it now, if anyone did that to me, i'd be frigging annoyed too. So i'm really, really sorry if i hurt you and offended you in any way. Coz i just felt that what people thought of you was quite silly and you would think that too but apparently you didn't.

I mean, just look at my list of things that i want on the left hand side. The first thing, is world peace and the riddance of people who disrupt it.

So why in hell would i purposely want to offend you? Please think about it and once again for the thousandth time, sorry.

[now this thing is settled so don't bother reading anymore about it.]

Now the good things. [:

Feffe, i have never told you this before, but you are one of the greatest influences to me, on your style of blogging.

I just love the way you come up with all these nice phrases and words and i also start using the same words or phrases, which is copying if you think about it and i'm sorry if copying your words and phrases angers you but it's just too creative and nice to just stare at and not get influenced by.

:D

If it weren't for you, i wouldn't have blogged ANYWHERE near how i'm blogging today. I'd be saying really dumb stuff, like when i just started blogging in the gc-mcr-gdfreakofied blog. I was so nervous about what people thought of me, that all my posts were crap. Most, at least.I couldn't find my identity, and reading all your interesting posts really helped me do that.

So thanks for saving me from blogging LoIkKe DisShH. or any other way that might look very disgusting.

[PS:Trust me feffe, you are really really smart. I think if you tried harder you would have gotten into RGS or Cedar or whatever.Not that i meant that to be an insult, just a compliment.And don't worry you still can achieve =D

By the way, i still think that you are naturally cute. XD]

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2)oRA-RAnge.-. / >=D

~~Shahirah, suci dan segar :D~~

And how can i ever forget you bibah? Lol. You are also included in the helping-me-find-my-blogging-style bit.

The ironic thing is that, you are so damn happy and fun and yayee, but your 'chronicles of life' posts were so serious and factual and cheem-ofying and sometimes, people as daft as me can't understand some of your posts.

So feffe influenced all my happy posts, while you influenced me in all my serious factual posts.

lol.

And i'm really sorry if i have gotten pissed with you for the smallest things like being too happy when i'm bad-mooding or whatnot. I appreciate your effort for trying to cheer me up by being happy, but i'm sorry i'm just not like that. I prefer being alone or with someone to confide in when i'm in a bad mood, and happiness in a bad mood doesn't work for me. = /

Thanks for being a sunshine in my grey skies. XD

[PS: And heehaw, thanks for adding me on msn and friendster last year when you didn't know me yet. I guess it really did help us become much closer. Kudos to you for making the first move.]

I hope 'the first move' didn't sound gay in that PS thinger =O

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3)Yi Sze

Yi sze i doubt that you are reading this blog because i haven't told you about it, i figured you would think of it as unimportant.

In case you do, well i would just like to say thanks for being the most generous friend anyone could ever ask for.

I mean, all the treats you give me? It's out-of-this-world! Nobody i know except myself [which isn't a good thing] is that kind to people. Until we're being used, you know?

Just to let you know, yesterday i passed by the little india mrt station where we did our history project in sec 1. Then i remembered all the times i used to get along with you much, much better as compared to now, when talking to you feels like talking to your long-divorced husband or something.

I'm really sorry for us drifting apart, it was, come to think of it now, mostly my fault. And nothing can be done now that we're like continents apart.

I forgive you for all that you've done which made me feel hurt, and i guess after drifting apart with me shahiylia's the natural source for a good friend.

I will never forget you. I hope that you won't forget me too, considering you'll be in the same class as shahiylia and hwee key next year and you're going to be good friends.

[PS: You'll be beside my class next year! i'm in 3e2, and yes, i didn't get into triple science. Hopefully we'll see each other during morning assemblies. ;) ]

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4)Shahiylia

Shahiylia. How can i ever forget you?

you're:

[a] A good listening ear to all my problems, and a person who tells me to cheer up or passes me a tissue when i'm crying or whatever. =D

[b] A nice person/friend

[c] A FUN friend, who's creative and doesn't only say 'lol' when i tell you something funny, but replies back with more interesting scenarios. XD

[d] A patient friend. Seriously, i'd be freaked out if i have a friend like myself. Always laughing for no rhyme of reason and saying weird random things and bouncing at school. [i didn't bounce to act cute because act cute is so not my thing. i bounce because it's a habit. swear. -_-]

[e]CUTEEEEEEE! Sometimes when you react, it's damn cute. Because you're always so deadpan i don't even know you had feelings, but you do. So when you show them, it's just really very cute.

You only irritate me when:

[a] you get higher results than me.

[b] i snap back to reality and realise that you're 2584857561736173614 times prettier than me.

[PS: With someone so pretty and charismatic like you, there'll be a thrillion guys swooning at your feet, i can just imagine it. XD

psshhh for the billionth time, don't disregard me next year okay ): ]

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5)Hwee key

[don't worry kapoor i didn't rate this according to who's more important or what, so don't get paranoid and ask me why hwee key's name is before yours.]

KIWI!!!

You're first and foremost, naturally cute. Like feffe. You draw and say [mostly draw] all these cute funny things that make people like me laugh our asses off.

I miss having you as a partner. You're really nice and funny. And cute!

I hope you too won't disregard me. Because you have two close friends in your class next year.

[PS: You're annoying coz you're about 2 or 3cm taller than me, but i still think you're cute. Anyways, if you just lose some weight, you might as well quit school and become a model. ;) ]

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6)Kapoor

Heeho to the girl who thought i was a lesbian just because i held her hair and said it was nice, in the beginning of sec 1.

-_________-!

Kapoor. As annoying as you can be sometimes, you're still a very nice person.

Why?

Coz you're fun, funny, and bubbly. And you like the same things as me so at least we can talk about them.

Though you say silly things sometimes, i forgive you because we're all human beings and are not flawless.

I hate you because you're born 2 days after me AND got your mensus almost one year after me, yet have bigger boobs than me. >=O

YAY BECAUSE WE'RE GOING TO BE IN THE SAME CLASS NEXT YEAR YAYIEEE :D

[PS: You have lovely deep-set eyes, be bersyukur or God will disfigure you in an accident one day, Astafirullahalazim to that.Lol.]

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7)Heeqmah

I wasn't so close to you during the first semester, but since i started drifting apart from yi sze and gang i drew closer to you and kapoor.

Heeqmah, i think you should know that sometimes you can be a BIT too bossy. But that's okay, i forgive you because like i said, we're all human beings with flaws.

You're fun and nice, and your family's cuteness is too much for words.

Thanks for tagging my blog a lot and loving PINK! You're so far one of the rare people i've met who actually love pink. YAY FOR PINK! =D

Thanks for all your patience for annoying retards like me. :D

And, kudos to you for initially trying to build up a friendship with nadia,it shows a lot of GOOD things about your character.

I hate you because you're going to see C.Ronaldo live and i'm not. =D

GET ME AN AUTOGRAPH IF POSSIBLE, PURTY PLEASE ^_^

[PS: I think your sister can be a model coz she's both tall and pretty. You also can be a model if you lose some weight! Good luck in IP next year! I will be missing you. ): ]

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8)Nadia Lamri

I've tried my best to patch the three of you up but all of you are obviously better off without each other. Oh well. I guess like what you said, it's fate. =
Because of blogging, i have become more bonded with you. Not in a pervy way. :P

Thanks for being there when i needed someone to complain to, or something like that.

And also,thanks for your patience for an annoying retard like me making weird noises that get the 2e3 people rolling their eyes during malay class. XD

I hope we'll see each other more next year! :D

[PS: I'm really sorry for the loss of you granddad. But to love is to let go, i guess. All you can do now is pray for him! =D ]

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9)Shahrin

I don't mean to sound like a boyfriend stealer or anything, but you really are one of the sweetest people i've met.

Who's a male, which makes it doubly better.

XD

I mean, your loyalty to your gf and friends, and fighting FOR them, hworh that's really a warrior's attitude man.

And it's going to be quite embarrassing to say this in this blog where the whole world can view it, but you are really pretty. With pretty eyes and pretty long lashes. Which irritates me because i don't have long lashes. >=O

Trust me, you are RI or VS quality, so why waste your life being a slacker? You are really smart but i just can't see why you want to waste it. People like me would die for intelligence, you know.

[PS: Thanks for lessening my boredom on MSN. And yours too. Lol. And you still haven't told me the secret to a damn flat tummy, which is so need. -_-]

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10)Matt

All hail the fun, hyper, crazy matt. =D

Who somehow developed a sense of humour since this past few months! :O

pro man.

Anyway, you ARE always hyper lah. Don't deny it.Lol. Hi-five for loving maths! ^_^

Although, i don't know how you can enjoy that bitch physics.

Thanks for making msn convos with feffe,bibah and me so interesting.

[PS: Art doesn't suck. Honestly. Why don't you try to develop an interest in it? lol.]

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11)Maryam

Hurray to the squadmate who hates NP as much/more than i do! =D

although you tag my blog sometimes only, it's really nice to know that you're bothered to tag even. haha.

I love just the fact that you hate np like me. YAYEE FOR US REBELSS

:D

hoho, sorry there'll be no PS for you coz i don't know what else to say haha. whatever. -.-

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12)Aisyah

Aisyah, stop being paranoid lah lol. I will never forget you. You and i are like dogs chained to a shitty cca, that is npcc.

And i'm the dog who's barking like shit and making everyone hate me, haha might as well call me a bitch HAHA.

1) Aisyah, you're not ugly. Your nose is like really sharp, sharper than mine, and you will look nicer if your hair is longer. SO STOP SAYING YOU'RE UGLY.

I mean, so what if you have a square jaw? It makes you unique. If people can't accept that about you, then people are bloody bullshit. =D

2) If you feel that your personality sucks, then do something about it! Maybe you can do more fun stuff so you have more things to talk about to people! No offense meant, but just some advice.

3) Getting into 3/5 doesn't make you a loser.

The school knows what's best for everyone so it's better to stick to a class which is not the best class, then study harder, then TOP YOUR CLASS, then be on par with B6.

~~as simple as that~~

Of course, with hard work and determination and discipline and time management and yeah all that shitz know.

[PS: i know you can do it. It's all up here *points finger to head.*]

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13)Khaleedah & Ain, NPCC juniors.

Why hello there my darling juniors.

I don't mean to show any kinds of favouritism but you guys have been especially friendly to me.

[But pssh don't forget to greet me at school, that's standard no matter how friendly i am. -_-
Maybe you can say hi after that.]

Ain, thanks for being the only junior who has:

1) The same taste in guys as me! [brendon= sMexy, ryan=purty, i'll remember that for life yay]

2) Looks like me. [the way we smile. it's weird man weird.]

3) The same taste in music. [ one time in this npcc sec 4 farewell rehearsel thinger aka, P.O.P, we were supposed to sing some songs. So our seniors went to this website where there were lyrics and there was 'panic! at the disco' at the side and guess what? Ain and i squealed "PANIC! AT THE DISCO!!!!!!!" simultaneously. like haha, how yay is that man.]

And thanks a lot for not feeling awkward around a person/senior who's so hyper like me, and who suddenly randomly says stuff on msn.

i mean, that's not senior man, that's nuts heehaw

Also, thanks a lot for letting me confide in you about problems with my own squad, i mean what kind of senior would do that? having your junior to counsel you, haha weird & pathetic

Khaleedah, thanks for being nice to me. in terms of letting my rip the quizzes out of your blog LOLL. Ok la. Also coz you're friendly and nice. :D

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Lisha, aka shasha.

Last but definitely not least, my dearest cousin who helped me in manyy situations, and for letting me confide in you on msn.

also for letting me crap with you endlessly and patiently

:D

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Kay uhh. That's about it. Don't worry, i'll still be deleting my blog on December, but not now.

Anyway i just hope everyone i've thanked/tributed to in this post will never forget me even though some of us will be in different classes.

:D

twisting beside myself @9:41 AM

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