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Saturday, November 25, 2006

lol. In case you hadn't noticed, i changed blogskin.

YAY.

:D

So anyway, yesterday was day the psle doods received their results.

And all i can say is, meh.

Was watching the malay news yesterday and the highest score was 281, scored by a girl for Raffles girls' primary. Duh. -.-

Andd the second was 280 by this girl from some North-something primary school.

Her reaction when she received the results, and also when it was announced that she was the highest malay to score in singapore, was kinda familiar to me.

okayee so i haven't scored the highest in singapore or whatever, but [i really don't mean to sound like i'm boasting] i got the first in class before.

In primary four. -.-

And the feeling was damn nice. Like at first when the teacher told me to stand up, i was like o_o coz i thought she was going to scold me. Then suddenly she was like," everyone clap for nadiah ameerah coz she got first in class" or something like that, and i was like

O_O.

to

=O

to

:D =D 8D XD =D

and my so-called 'best friend' at that time was sulking away probably coz she was jealous, whereas all my other friends were congratulating me and hugging me and stuff.

ARGHH.

I want that feeling again. Maybe, if God lets, for O'levels. Who knows.

I mean i worked so hard during primary six that everyone thought i would be going to raffles but i didn't. which pretty much sucked.

But i know now that if i were in RGS i would suffer like shit. I mean, i'm ALREADY suffering like shit in tkgs. =.=

And,talking about successes, let me talk about failures.

When for instance, someone gets his or her results for major exams like psle or o'levels, and he or she doesn't do well despite all the effort put in, the reaction will be like this:

O_O.

to

D=>

to

:'( ): D: >='O >='O >='O

and i really feel for these kinds of people. considering i am/was one of them. -_-

Like yesterday on the news there was this raffles primary school girl who was crying and hugging her mother, but her mother was frowning. Meaning it's not a good reason to cry, meaning she didn't perform very well.

And it's really much worse for these kinds of people because once you think about what you COULD HAVE DONE, it really just stings.

arghh.

okay whatever i think i need to bathe now, yay byee

twisting beside myself @3:22 AM

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