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Friday, December 01, 2006

*105 question on your random life*
Home life
What do you do when you wake up?:	Reach out for the alarm clock and cease the shrieking >_<
Do you drink coffee?:	sometimes.
Do you clean your house?:	no.
If so,then what room is the easiest room to clean?:	i don't know. ):
Whats the hardest room?:	i don't know.
Do you have siblings?:	cwyawgh. <.<
If so,how many?:	2.
What are their names?:	Nazrul and Nazif.
Do you like your siblings?:	I like pig testicles better please.
Do you get along with your parents?:	Okay ah.
Do you bond with them?:	Uhh. sometimes.
How many pets do you have?:	7 cats. and a billion thrillion zillion bacteria and creepy crawlies on my body.
What kind of pets do you have?:	cats, bacteria, creepy crawlies.[psssh don't be disgusted, YOU have them too ;)]
Which pet is your favorite?:	Sylvester i think. He's the most affectionate.
School life
Do you go to highschool,middle school,or college?:	Secondary school?
What is your favorite class?:	Definitely not maths because the teacher can't teach for nuts, maybe art.
What do you have 6th period?:	It changes everyday.
Who do you hang out with the most in school?:	Friends.
Whos locker are you next to?:	Our school is so rich we have none :D
Do you have any of your friends in your classes?:	of course moron.
Do you take the bus or do you get driven?:	bus. Get driven only when i'm really late.
If you take the bus,where do you sit usually?:	Anywhere that's vacant and not beside some creepy person.
Are there labled groups in your school?:	Do the meembo babes or whatever they're called now count?
If so,what group lable is yours?:	The slenge bacens. XD
Do you get detention offten?:	i'm innocent. Ok, except for being late sometimes. Other than that, nawh.
Have you ever been in a food fight during lunch?:	Singaporeans are boring and dead so nothing like that ever happens. But we're civilised at least, so no. (:
Do you hate your teachers?:	Most of em.
Are you an honors student?:	hell nooo.
Social life
Whats your favorite place to hang out at?:	My room which is my asylum.
Do you go to the mall offten?:	Not very, since i'm more...introverted nowadays.
Are you on the computer 24/7?:	NOOO.
Are you on the phone 24/7?:	Who do you take me for eh? A bimbo? OF COURSE NOT. -_-
Do you go to parties offten?:	hell no. hate them.
What are your hobbies?:	comp,peeyano,books,music.
Whats your favorite hobbie?:	don't know?
Are you good at it?:	i said don't know lah idiot.
Do you listen to music offten?:	yes.it calms me down, which is ironic because it's mostly loud and screaming :D
Do you have AIM?:	nah.MSN.
If so,whats ur sn?:	Don't have AIM dude.
Do you gossip?:	Yes, but i try my best not to because i don't think the person i'm gossiping about is worth all my good deeds, thank you very much.
Do you care more about your social life more than you do about school?:	Not really. I'm introverted and nerdy. Not really interested in my social life.
Do you moslty socialize with your friends?:	Yeah, then. -_-
Friendship life
Who is your best friend?:	No best friend darling.
Which friend calls you the most?:	uhm. Aisyah i think.
Which friend IMs you the most?:	on MSN? BIBAH AND FEFFE AND RIN =D
Which friend understand you the most out of all ur friends?:	i think none understand me fully. the only person who i open up to is my grandmother. i don't know what i will do without her ):
Which friend is funnier?:	funnier is a comparison between two people only. the question now is, WHICH two people?
Which friend is quiet?:	Feffe. But online she's cute and hyper and yay i lke =D
Which friend has a temper?:	Yi Sze. and kapoor throws these weird childish tantrums sometimes -_-
Which friend is the girliest?:	I'm guessing none except me. -_-
Which friend cheers you up the most?:	Not many that i know of. Shahiylia is a good listening ear, and thanks to bibah for trying, but i prefer to isolate myself from the world when i'm upset.In my room, that is.
Which friend has a low self-esteem?:	None except myself? Seriously. Everyone i asks has 'medium self-esteem'. I just.. didn't like myself since i was young and currently still don't.
Which friend is honest?:	All of us are honest. Brutally honest sometimes >_<
Which friend holds a grudge for a while?:	I don't really know.
Which friend is flirty?:	Well, she isn't exactly my FRIEND, but we all know her. [hint:youvegottodiewithme.]
Which friend is the loudest?:	We're all loud :D
Love life
Do you have a bf/gf?:	Nope.It's useless getting one at this age because you're bound to break up and not get married in the end.
If so,whats their name?:	I have none dear :D
If not,are you crushin?:	Nope. Given up on boys. Or maybe till i met the right one. T_T
Do you beleive in love?:	Yes. But it confuses me as to why i can't feel it.
Do you see love at first sight?:	See love? Wth. Anyway, i quite believe in love at first sight. But most of the time it's due to looks, which is cowturd if the personality is hideous.
Do fall for ppl because of their looks?:	sometimes.but then again, refer to my answer above.
Do you hook up with ppl on the internet?:	nooo.
How many bfs/gfs have you had in your entire life?:	zilch. infatuations, yes. but relationships? none whatsoever.
Have you ever had your heart broken?:	by people who are not my crushes or whatever.like certain friends. yes.
Have you broken a heart?:	well, i'm not evil so the last thing i would do is break a heart. If you're reading this and thinking,"yeah right bitch, you broke mine" well then i'm sorry.
Have you been cheated on?:	betrayed by friends, yes.
Have you cheated?:	on tests, ONCE. in primary school. >_<
Do you think sex matters more?:	than love? uhh.no.
Have you ever made out?:	are you insane.NOO.
Image life
What color is your hair?:	black.But you can still see some red or brown when it's in the sunlight.
What color are your eyes?:	Brownish-black.
What kind of cloths do you wear?:	Clothes you mean. -_____- at home, anything comfy, outside, anything nice.
Do you wear make-up?:	Only when i go out. I don't if i can' t be bothered, or if i'm at home.
Are you punk?:	I don't label myself punk, i just think they have an extremely interesting fashion sense so sometimes i look a BIT punk.
Are you prepy?:	I'm bouncy alright. -.-
Are you gangster?:	Innocence, remember?
Are you goth?:	Same answer as punk.
Are you a jock?:	Wazzat o_o
Are you a nerd?:	Yes.But not the achieving type. <.<
Are a head banger?:	Hahaha.To certain songs,yes.XD
Whats your nationality?:	Singaporean and ~~loving~~ hating it.:D
Do you have small or big eyes?:	What do YOU think.
Are you a girl or a boy?:	Haha. once again. what do YOU think.
Peronality life
Do you think your nice?:	too nice that i eventually become a doormat.
Do you have a bad temper?:	quite.
Are you helpful?:	read the answer to 'nice'.
Are you depressed offten?:	quite.
Do you have additude?:	additute?wth.attitude la dhey.anyway, i'm not spoilt so not really. unless i'm pms-ing or whatever.
Do you get along with alot of people?:	quite.
Do you hate on alot of people?:	hate ON? i don't want to hate but sometimes people make me.
Are you flirty?:	hell no.
Do you have an ego?:	ego as in, self-esteem? not much.
Do you pick on people you don't know?:	NOO. i'm not evil!!!
Would take a bullet for the people you love?:	yes.but the problem now is who DO i love? <.<
Are you amusing?:	Hahaha. i don't know.
Do you take blames for others?:	take blame you mean. uhh. depends i guess.
Do you blame others for your actions?:	sometimes. really sorry for that people. i'll try not to do that again.
Take this survey Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site ----------------------------------------- So now, it's time for you to listen to me whine. Well not really. I'm just expressing my displeasure of some situations so if you think it's whining, so be it. Don't go tagging stuff like,"stop whining la" or some shit like that.If you think i'm whining, then just don't read this part of the post.

1) So i realised that another thing that sucks about life is that you can't choose your family members.

Which is pretty depressing for people like me.

Let's take brothers as an example.

Respect for your siblings.

One important thing about having siblings, is having respect for them.

examples of respect:

1)You see their chocolate and you don't take it because you don't know who's it is and if it is your brother's or sister's, they'll definitely scold you for not asking permission.

2)You see some windows on the computer and you don't close them in case your brother or sister is doing something important.

3)You do NOT snatch the papers from their hands when they are reading it.

Is that what i have been doing? Yes.

Is that what they have been doing? No.

In fact, there's this one thing my older brother said which made me feel so insulted, even until now.

At bus stops the bugger ignores me when i speak to him, and okay,so maybe what i say is pretty embarrassing but i think even telling me to shut up is better than pretending i'm invisible and making me seem like i'm from the mental hospital or something.

And he doesn't walk beside me when we go to tuition or whatever together, which leaves me walking about 10m behind him. My mum asked him once why, and you know what that ass said?

"She's too fat and embarrassing."

Embarrassing part, i can understand.But fat? FAT???

So, i'm supposed to look like some super hawt movie star as a criteria to walk beside him? Is he even THAT hawt himself? I don't think so. He's not even handsome in my opinion, just ugly.Both inside and outside. [especially outside,haha.]

Even if i have family members who are ugly as hell, i'll still walk beside them and tell people that they are my family proudly.

I don't care how they look because they are my family and i should be proud of them, however they look like.

Setting a good example.

As an older brother, you should set a good example. You don't be a loser and make your other siblings follow suit.[i'm not pointing a finger at my older brother and blaming him but i swear if he were smarter i'd be encouraged to do better in my studies too.]

And you most certainly need a GOOD ATTITUDE. Not one that is just pure fucking annoying, and you realise it yet you don't want to change it.

Do you know why i'm always so miserable in family outings? It's because my brothers gang up against me and start irritating me despite me telling them to stop. Is that purile or what.

I told this to my mother, who said that boys will be like that even till JC. Sometimes i even have a feeling that she loves my brothers more than me.

I've wasted about 40 pages scribbling these things out in my personal diary until some pages tore. Because i wrote too violently.

But whatever i guess. only God knows best...

2) Friends

I can't stand those kinds of friends who tell you their lifestories and even though you don't care about them you pretend to be interested so that your friend doesn't think you're a bitch, but then when you tell your friend YOUR feelings or lifestories, they don't even care and most of the time change the subject.

Is like hello, i'm only a friend for you to tell your lifestories to and not for you to help me when i'm down? What kind of friend ARE you?? Or should i reconsider your status as a 'friend'?

Thank goodness some of them are nice, if not i'll fucking scream at their faces what i just said.

Okay whatever

i'm not feeling very..sane now.

g'day.

twisting beside myself @6:13 AM

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