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WILKOMMEN

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Well, just as i had expected.

Many people did wish me happy birthday, thanks to them. But some others didn't.

-__-

I'm not going to be pissed off like i was last year, because like i said, i don't expect anything.And i had expected that the same people last year who didn't wish me happy birthday won't wish me again this year. And it came through.

Oh well, whatever. Actually i don't see the point in celebrating someone's birthday. I mean, it only marks the day you were born, what so special about it?

So yesterday came and went like nothing. Only went out at night to swensens with my family, and since it was my maid's birthday too [she's 27 and i'm 14, but i looked like the one who's 27 and she looked 14 -__-] my grandmother asked the waiters and waitresses to sing the happy birthday song, haha so embarrassing but cute and fun. And everyone was staring at us.

:D

And they came with balloons but when they saw that me and my maid were far from young kiddoes, they gave us only two balloons and kept the rest. -_______-

and then we went home and i waited for a looooong time for at least someone to call and say happy birthday, but neh. anyway they didn't say happy birthday last year, what makes me think they would this year? hahaha to me. so dumb.

Being a pessimist is good in some ways. You don't expect anything good to happen, and when they don't, you are relieved that you were right. Anyway i think i'm done with that 'expecting too much out of people' thing. The world is evil, and if everyone can get that into their skulls, everything will be fine.

=]

And some people don't come across as evil evil, but they're just moronic. Not malicious, just moronic. That's why they didn't say happy birthday. Moronic, not malicious. Shall get that into my head.

[:

Coz i know anyone with half a brain would know that saying happy birthday to someone who has a birthday is extremely duh-fying. If they don't know that then they're moronic. not malicious.

or maybe they're just overseas. Or whatever.

I feel this weird feeling now. I can't blog like i used to, and i don't know why. It's like i lost all my interest in blogging. Which is good, because i'm going to delete this blog in 4 days' time.

Or should it be postponed to the 1st of January?

I swear i don't know.

Anyway about the weird feeling thing, i mean i know what i should be blogging about but i don't,I just give a summarised version of it.

Hmm.

Well. I've nothing to blog about now. I'm officially 14, yay. I'm going to be a studious geek next year, yay. I'm going to lose weight and get good results, yay. I'm going to, to be a good senior, yay. Arrogant seniors should rot in hell, i swear. I don't know what's there to be so arrogant about. You're older than us, so? You're going to die sooner than us anyway, pffft.

Not really. Death is unpredictable. But anyway, people are known to die at an old age right. So there you go, arrogant seniors. Be prepared for your doom.

>=D

huh. how did i get to the death thing ah. What thu hell.

Right, bye.

twisting beside myself @4:43 AM

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