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Monday, December 18, 2006

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

so here's the problem: i DON'T KNOW when to delete my blog!

Or even whether to delete it in the first place.

pffft. but i know i have to, don't want to feel like a louzer next year.

):

CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR OPINIONS? well, i'm going to Malaysia in 4 days' time and i was thinking of deleting it on the 20th at night, but then again i don't want shahirah to miss out so i'm thinking of letting her come back from malaysia first and then on the first of jan when everyone's in singapore, that's when i delete my blog.

):

well, i think this is the third time i'm asking for your opinions about this, so if nobody's going to say anything about it, then i have nothing to say...

AHH WHATTHUHELL I LOVE ALL OF YOUUUU. I LOVE YOU FEFFE, SHAHIRAH, KAPOOR, HEEQMAH, NADIA LAMRI, AND MY JUNIORS, AND EVERYONEEEE.

ARGHHH AND FEFFE AND SHAHIRAH AND KAPOOR AND HEEQMAH AND ALL, I SHALL MISS READING YOUR BLOGS NEXT YEAR, I CAN'T EVEN TOUCH THE COMPUTER.

D:>

D:<

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sooo, opinions needed please and thank you.

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Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to kapoorrrr, happy birthday to youuuu :D

Hahaha.

Well if you are wondering why the heck i'm wishing kapoor happy birthday when i just fought with her like, 2 days ago[which was my birthday], it's because i already made up with her.

-__-

yes, kapoor and i are like siblings. always squabbling for the smallest things. haa. also, our birth dates are 2 days apart, which makes it even more o_ofying coz it means that we might be long lost sisters or something.

well, there you go. happy birthday. and just forget about what your mum said lah. mums can be so pffft-fying sometimes. and you just thank God that you're mum doesn't have a temper quite as horrible as mine.

but anyway, i totally agree with

"seriously, last yr, i was counting down to my birthday and this year, the meaning of birthday have totally change for me. birthdays are like numbering ur days to live. ur just a freaking one yr old to ur expiry date which is soo not cool."

so, lesson of the day is: birthdays are just like any normal day. you get one year older,which is nearer to your deathday, so boo to that. presents can be yay for some, but they are just okay to me. therefore, birthdays are just like any normal day.

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Welll, so i went shopping yesterday!

^_^!

because my mother was asking me what i wanted for my birthday and i couldn't answer so i just said shopping, and she said okay since she came back early from work yesterday. she wanted to bring my two brothers along, but i said i'd totally DIE if i have boys around me while shopping because all they'll do is:

"HURRY UP!" *sulks in one corner*

"HURRY UP, I'M HUNGRY!" *sulks in another corner*

well that's my dad, but for my bros:

"HURRY UP, WE WANT TO GO HOME AND PLAY LAA. DON'T ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF CAN."

-______________-

so yay, shopping with my mommee :D

so first, i went CD-shopping! We took the lift from the carpark and it stopped at Isetan, then i said i wanted to buy CDs with the money my grandmother gave me, so my mum said ok and that we'll meet outside Isetan at 8.45pm.

So i went to gramaphone.

The first thing that caught my eye as i entered that shop, was this person who was arranging some DVDs or something, near the pop/rock section.

That person looked freakishly like paul twohill from the back. And the person was very tall [pssh i was wearing high heels and the person was taller. -_-] and wore all these paul-twohilly clothes and had a nice black studded belt around the waist and nice black boots and nice paul-twohill hair.

I had a mini crush on paul-twohill look-alike and kept staring at the paul twohill look-alike.

until....

a girl went up to paul twohill look-alike and said something and paul twohill look-alike replied and guess what!

SHE WAS A GIRL!

Immediately my hopes of well, having a crush on her was dampened. Hello, i'm not a lesbian okay. >=[

So, i disappointedly went to look for the Taking back Sunday CD. There was this band called Take That and i was 'cmon taking back sunday!!!' and i searched and searched and i couldn't find it.

Well, so i took one more look at paul twohill look-alike, and then a miracle happened! Well, either a miracle happened or i did not see properly, i FOUND THE TAKING BACK SUNDAY CD!

=D

it was right beside the Take That CD, what the hell.

And i was so happy i was smiling to myself [if i got my way i would have been screaming and jumping up and down, so smiling to myself without doing crazy stuff is already good enough for me.]

Then i checked the price of the CD and my heart sank-$27.95!

But it's okay, i mean it's the last one and it's imported from the US so whatever.

:D

So then i decided that i ~~wanted to have a chance to talk to paul twohill look-alike~~ wanted the other taking back sunday CD, Louder Now.

So well, i walked and walked and then i saw paul twohill look-alike coming in my direction!

:D

Then i asked her about whether there was the other taking back sunday CD , and she so nicely helped me check and i just tried my best not to stare at her, then she said no, it was out of stock. and then i asked will it ever be coming in and she said no. and then she so nicely said that if i wanted to find those kinds of CDs i should go to HMV at The heeren.

-_-

well so then i thanked her and looked for more CDs.

I have a feeling that she brings good luck or something. I found the 'The Used' CD and it was the last one, and then i found Muse's old CD, showbiz.

But i ~~wanted to talk to paul twohill look-alike again~~ wanted the other CD by The Used, so i approached paul twohill look-alike again.

And asked the same question about whether they had the other CD, then she said no it was out of stock, then when i looked disappointed she said," Yeah i know, i like these bands too."

~~Yeah i can see that, hawtie~~

So then i looked for breaking benjamin's CD but ngeh it wasn't there so i went to pay up! [:

And the total cost for the three CDs are $68 something cents -__-

so i asked the person why so expensive, and he said it's because the TBS CD. oh well. -.-

so when i left the shop i caught paul twohill look-alike's eyes and sort of smiled.

Gah. And i think i was starring to much inititially. Once, she gave me the o_O look.

-_-

I think she thinks that i'm lesbian but noo, it's just that it's really annoying when girls look like hot guys and you can't have a crush on them or else you're gay.

-____________-

Oh yeah, did i mention that when she smiled at me when telling me about herself liking those bands too, that she wore BRACES?

^_^

Braces are yay. Paul twohill wears them. Paul twohill look-alike wears em. I wear em. And i don't think i want to take them off even though my teeth are straight, because i want to resemble paul twohill as much as possible

=D

Anyway i was so.. dazzled by Paul Twohill look-alike. I hope you guys don't think i'm lesbian now and start avoiding me, it's just that i get very 'geram-ed' at people who look like paul twohill coz they're hot.

And if you're thinking, 'paul twohill? hot?? EWWW'

Well i never said he was hansum. just hot. anyway nice body. he has abs man. Abs.

And his hair and his clothes and RAWR all that stuff *dies*

okay what the freaking hell i sound bimbo. -_-

but anyway,

Hope that picture's not to blur/huge.

So, from left: Showbiz-Muse, In love and death-The Used, Where you want to be- Taking Back Sunday.

[:

HAHAHAHA OMG i'm at my photobucket account now and i just uploaded that picture, and guess what i found

^_^ geeeee

Well, so after that whole CD thing i went up to Isetan again[just in time, 8.45pm. was done starring at paul twohill look-alike -_-] and mother was not in sight.

Waited and waited for five minutes.

No one.

So i went in and she was at this corner trying on a skirt and then i was just looking and walking around and seeing all the nice clothes and the only thing on my mind was of course, paul twohill look-alike. Ok fine. i have a mini crush on her, but i'm not lesbian. Anyway i only have a tiny crush on her coz she looks like paul twohill. I STILL LOVE PAUL TWOHILL TO BITSSSS <3

and i love paul twohill look-alikes, they're hawt [:

I'm todally sick with girls looking like hawt guys. Once, shahiylia, aisyah and i went to Singapore post centre's Mcdonalds, and we saw this hawt person.

Well, we were confused coz he/she looked like a boy and had a piercing on the top on her/his left ear. However, he/she had a piercing on his/her nose, and i mean come on, nose piercings are mostly for girls right.

-_-

And the nametag confused us even more. His/her name was 'Nur'. And nur can be for a boy or girl.And this one time, when he/she was doing some work, me and shahiylia saw his/her shirt being pulled back and THERE WERE NO BOOBS AND IT WAS FLAAAT. flatter than ME.

So we were sort of debating, 'no i think it's a boy lah', 'but it might be a girl'. We were using 'it' all the way because we were really confused about his/her gender.

In the end, we couldn't stand the suspense anymore.Me and shahiylia approached this lady who was cleaning the trays and asked whether Nur is a boy or girl. And guess what? SHE IS A GIRL.

So we were so malu-dified that we ran out of the damn place, and i turned around to see Nur laughing at the counter, pfffft.

PFFFFT TO ALL ANDROGINOUS [sp?] GIRLS WHO LOOK LIKE HAWT PRETTY BOYS

Hahaha okay well back to yesterday.

So after that i went looking around for nice stuff in Isetan, and bought this nice $12 black choker thing with a nice pendant.

So that's it. 3 CDs and a pendant. Wanted to shop more but dad arrived and was sulking coz he was hungry, so i had to stop shopping. -______________-

Then we went to eat at this restaurant/hawker center [i'm not sure] near our home, then we talked and talked and talked and suddenly my mother whispered to me, "psst, cute guy."

And i was like," WHERE WHERE??"

then i saw this sooo uncute guy whom she thought was cute, then i was like," nah. not my type."

then my father was like," who's your type? PAUL TWOHILL?"

and i said yeah and then my father so cute, he turned to my mother and said very solemnly,"where did we go wrong in bringing her up?"

haha. then they said their usual nonsense about how they would react if i 'bring a boyrfriend like paul twohill home' or some nonsense like that, i mean pfft

then mother said something about paul being a freakazoid and wanting negative attention.

THEN THEY CALLED ME KINKY. :O

well. kinky means unusual in a negative and sexual way. something like that, i think.

wth.

anyway hurray, i shall be piercing my left ear today. and it's the one above the first piercing lah. not the high high one that i had previously.

goodbye my friends :D

twisting beside myself @5:14 AM

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