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Sunday, December 31, 2006

Well, i'm back from malaysia! Hurray.

No actually i was back at about 11.45pm on the 28th, but i can't be bothered/am too busy to update.

Running errands and last minute packing for school and such. :
And yes, i actually cannot be bothered to blog. Like i know you all are waiting for me to blog and all but i can't be bothered to switch on the computer and wait for 5 minutes for it to load and go online and blog and all that nonsense.

:D

this is actually great news, because i actually happen to have goals next year. To do well and all that.

Main focus: God & studies. Computer and other distractions ASIDE. hurray. XD

uhm. okay. uh.

shall be updating slowly about malaysia. i just don't feel like doing so right now. and sorry, shall tag your blogs hopefully tomorrow or the day after. toooo much to catch up lah. lol.

anyway,

ONE - About you
+ Known as: Nadiah/Nade
+ Born: 15/12/1992

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER
+ Fallen off the bed?: yes. retarded and painful. -_-
+ Broken someone else's heart?: i think so. well either i didn't mean to and sorry, or you deserved it, so there.
+ Had your heart broken?: sort of.
+ Had a dream come true?: nah.

SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing: batik! haha. no seriously, batik dress. the $5 kind that you can find in geylang that kind, you know.ok no i don't think it's batik but whatever. [so long winded. -__-]
+ Listening to: Stolen-Dashboard Confessional.
+ Chatting with: nobody.

SECTION 4 - DO YOU...
+ Have any piercings: three ^_^
+ Drive: i drove go-cart cars a few times, as well as bumper cars in amusement parks. (:
+ Drink: hell yeah. a LOT. waterrrr.
+ Have a cell phone: yes.

SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged: grandmother.
+ Talked with on the phone: some woman asking me if i have claimed a black top from ebase, which i have.
+ Text: aisyah.

SECTION 7- FAVORITES
+ Show: MTV things.
+ Food : CHOCOLATEE! ooh and my grandmother's deng deng, hmm yummay.
+ Color: PINK/black [>=D to bibah]

SECTION 8 - DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs: yeahhh :D
+ Like to walk in the rain: HELL YEAH.well,actually depends on how heavy it is la.haha.
+ Prefer black or blue: black is hurray.
+ Sleep on your side: yeap.
+ Have stuffed animals: i happen to have a hawt teddy whom i sleep with everyday. [and i'm still a virgin so don't think gross things.]

SECTION 9- This Or That..(pick)
+ Pierced nose or tongue: BOTH. but dad will pull my tongue out and tie a string around my nose piercing and pull. [bak pepatah seperti lembu dicucuk hidung. -_______-]
+ MTV or BET: mtv.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek: neither.
+ Chocolate or flowers: chocolate!<3<3<3
+ Colored or black-and-white photo: black and white. emo man.
+ Stay up late or sleep in: stay up late! :D
+ Hot or cold: ok temperature? too hot is eww, too cold is brr so yeah middle hum (:
+ Sun or moon: both!
+ Left or Right: left. feels emo.
+ Spring or Fall: it doesn't matter since s'pore experiences neither -_- <-hahaha yeah.
+ Happy or sad: well, right now i'm not in a very good mood so no comment. but i love to be happy though. fun. :D
+ Wonder or amazement: both! heeho.

SECTION 10: FIRSTS.
+ First piercing/tattoo: ears.
+ First crush: kindergaten dude. forgot his name, lmao.

SECTION 11: LASTS.
+ Last time you cried: i don't feel like talking about it. (:
+ Last phone call: just now, but it was missed coz i was scrubbing my massive body in the toilet, taking a bath. pfft.

SECTION 12: CURRENT.
Current mood: nothing really. oh and a bit of angst.
Current food: not eating anythg now.
Current annoyance(s): well. i hate the fact that my mother loves to run down whatever i like. shall tell you more later.

SECTION 13: WHO LAST...
1. Made you smile: nobody i can recall. -_-
2. Made you cry: well, me. coz i felt guilty about something. don't feel like talking about it!

SECTION 14: WOULD YOU RATHER..
1. Be serious or be funny?: most of the time funny, but i'm serious when the situation needs it.
2. Drink whole or skim milk?: skim, it is less fattening. but i'm not being true to myself [AGAIN] because i love whole milk. chocolate milk = <3
3. Spend time with your parents or enemy?: actually, enemy. more interesting. just hate those awkward tensions though.

SECTION 15: DO YOU PREFER...
1. Do you prefer gray or black?: black! but gray is nice too.
2. Lust or love?: a little bit of both. though muccchhh more love. lust is nonsense. well, quite. anyway nobody will want to get married to me, will they? haha.
3. Sunrise or sunset?: SUNSET! they are so beautiful that they make me sad. it's a very strange feeling, seeing something so beautiful that they make you sad. but it happens.
4. M&M's or skittles?: m&m's! chocolate is nicer than candy purlease

SECTION 16: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Do you like anyone right now?: nope. like i said, nobody'll want to marry me, so what's the point huh?
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope. i just realise now after kapoor and i had a two-hour chat yesterday on the phone. love at first sight is bloody nonsense. it only means their looks and not their personality, doesn't it? you can't SEE their personality through their face! unless they smile or whatever. but most of the time it's looks.

Judging a book by its cover is bullshit. Yet we all do it. It's sad, you know. Basing your self-esteem slowly on looks is extremely shallow. And it's funny how we all hate this fact yet live with it every single day of our lives.

And the world is unfair. 'Beauty' is what the media potrays it to be. Beautiful features and such. Pushing young and innocent teenage girls to the edge of insanity. Bullimia [sp?], anorexia, plastic surgery, etc.

To me, beauty comes from within. You can be gorgeous but have a fucked up attitude. Then you're ugly, aren't you?

So, point of all this is that, love at first sight is bullshit. you think this guy's cute, and he might think the same, then you start eyeing each other discreetly, and before you know it you're in bed? gross. love at first getting-to-know-each-other i understand. but first SIGHT, no. sight=looks only=fritter bullshit.

{bare with me, all this for that question about love at first sight is merely a summary of what would otherwise be a loooong post about people's perception on beauty nowadays.}

3. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl?: haiz. you have NO idea.

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updating about other stuffs hopefully tomorrow. have a good life, people. (:

twisting beside myself @4:18 PM

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