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Friday, December 15, 2006

Time is nonsense.

It's like in those cartoons. Like the main character looks very carefully at something, then when he turns around for a while and turns to look back, the thing disappears.

If you look at the clock, it will tick very slowly. But when you turn around and do your own things, it flies like noone's business.

I feel like taking this magic remote control thinger and press rewind all the way to the beginning of the year. or better, my whole LIFE.

But then again, if you think about it, everyone would be so perfect if that were to happen. No mistakes, nothing. Because you already know your past mistakes and you know how to correct them.

Therefore, the point of me saying all this nonsense, is that time is stupid and quick.

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So i just got back from our squad's BBQ a while ago. But shall talk about that later.

Right now, i just want to highlight something which i really can't stand about bloggers.

Well, first you go to a blog, be it your friend's or relative's or whatever. Then you read its contents and you find it quite interesting. Then you start flooding their tagboard. And sometimes leave the link for YOUR own blog.

But these people, they either

a) ignore your tags/links completely

b) don't even have the decency to go to your blog and TAG AT LEAST ONCE, DESPITE YOU FLOODING THEIR TAGBOARD LIKE SHIT.

And yeah, well nobody asked ME to go tag YOUR blog. But as a friend/family member/whatever, i would just like to go to your blog to see if there's anything new or interesting in your life.

But WHY CAN'T YOU DO THE SAME FOR ME?

What, once again Nadiah Ameerah Binte Khairul is another piece of doormat. You step all over me, and when i'm old or dirty you throw me away and forget what i have done for you.

IS IT??????????

If you SERIOUSLY have nothing to tag about, why can't you just say hi or something or better, just say why you're not tagging. Maybe "Hi,I'm tagging your blog now but i don't know what to tag about so bye" or SOMETHING like that?

But what kind of effed up excuse is this? :

"13 Dec 06, 11:45 kapoor: if i dont like what i see, i dont go to it"

Yes kapoor, disregard me. I'm after all, a piece of used sanitary napkin. yes, yes. Fuck. So fucking annoying.

And if you're still hung up about whatever i said to make you angry or what in previous posts, FINE! I'M SORRY! GET OVER IT, LIKE YOU TOLD NADIA.L TO GET OVER HER PROBLEM!

But noooooooooooo. you decide to not tag at all, which leaves me wondering why you're not tagging. Are you overseas, or are you just lazy.

Answer: Lazy.

More like lazy and annoying and selfish! Do you know how much EFFORT it takes to tag? Ok fine, not so much for very opinionated people like me. But still?

And it irritates me enough that you're not tagging despite my one billion tags on your blog, it irritates me even more when you say that "you don't like what you see". What the HELL do you see? WHAT? What's so stupid/boring/irritating/whatever that you can't stand?

You know kapoor, you've changed a lot okay. During sec 1 you were like so enthusiastic and friendly to me, and i was quiet last time because i was shy. But seems that we've swapped characters now! But you're not shy, you just CAN'T BE BOTHERED ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS AT ALL!!!!

Whatever okay? If you have anything to say about what i've said, whether true or untrue, kindly TAG it. thank you.

And other people,pffft. You tag their blogs also full of things, and they tag stupid short nonsense irritating tags. Shan't say who, though.

And i'm sorry if i seem very petty. Just that it annoys and hurts me a lot when i put a lot of effort into something and get something very little out of it. I hate it when i put a lot of effort into pleasing friends, but they just shrug me off like i'm nothing. It fucking hurts okay kapoor.

ARGH. Just what i needed on the eve of my birthday. I swear this year has been really bad.

And i'm not hoping for much tomorrow because i know not many people will call to say happy birthday to me. Since i'm so fucking unimportant what. Might as well take that stupid time remote control i mentioned earlier and rewind all the way before my parents even had sex to have me. Fuck.

Well, thanks a lot kapoor for making my day, i really appreciate it [:

twisting beside myself @12:56 PM

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