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Thursday, December 14, 2006

Well,i just so happened to be replying testimonials on friendster, and i was replying to this person who started this 'MCR fanclub' thinger. And i checked her pictures, and guess what i found.

I just pray that he really said that and that it wasn't editted by some no-life arse. But it really touches me gawhh, if only there were more not-shallow guys in the world. Then i would get married. :
Gerard way, i love you. you're hansum and talented and you really touched me by saying that.

I feel like hugging the damn hottie now okay.

Speaking of which,i came across another photo

DO I SMELL SMOKE IN HERE? [:

HAWTIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

and

hansummmm :D [referring to all of them.but gee the most<3] href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/5692/1730/1600/556158/37327436848415l.jpg">

=hawt.

Love the eyebrows and how he raises them :D

and yayie i got something like his necklace thinger! you can get it from minibits. they have all those kinds of nautical stuff. [:

and HAHA you have to see this

funny. :D

and bob is hot now, and ray has very interesting hair.

:D

so anyways, meh. the holidays come and the holidays go. just like zat *snaps finger, or at least attempts to.*

in one weeks' time i shall delete my blog.

in 2 days i shall turn 14.

in 11 days' time, it shall be the 2nd anniversary of the day i discovered i had become a woman. and i was in JAPAN dammit! >.<

okay you didn't need to know the last one. but yeah, it was in japan. and i thought it was just another case of urinital track infection which i had earlier that month, then it turned out to be
______.

scary, rawr.

haha wth, i just said you didn't need to know the last one, but then i wrote it down for the whole world to see. -_-

stupid ironic me.

hum, waiting to delete your blog in seven days is like cancer. you know when you're going to die so you just sit and wait for your time to come. maybe that's why i can't update properly or that's why nobody has been tagging much. but maybe they're on holiday? i don't know.

ok so i said blogging was boring. well not really. only boring for this hoildays because i've been staying home and being a sloth like 80% of the time. and i DO have sentimental attachment to this blog okay.but i guess it has to go. studies, the fear of getting into trouble only because you have offended people....

oh yeah, that reminds me.

for the LAST time to my aunt&cousin:

Look, i'm sorry for washing my dirty linen in public okay. [if that phrase is gramatically correct.]

I didn't say i wasn't wrong for writing about family affairs for the whole world to read. and i know you're embarrassed.

However, i never said that i regret the content of it, because i don't. What i said was 100% how i feel. And i hope that before making any judgements on me or scolding me, you both can look into yourselves first.

I know what i said was rude. But it's how i feel, so there. And according to Lisha, there is a girl who tells my aunt everything i said, and that girl's my friend who reads my blog? Whoever you are, please own up. Coz what you did has caused me, my cousin and my aunt loads of problems.

By the way makbusu, i don't think you should ask pakngah to scold lisha for what i did.[that's what i meant by emotional blackmail.] scold me instead, that's fine with me. because whatever you say, i'll still stand by what i have said. No amount of scolding will make me change my mind.

And to lisha, i KNOW she's still my aunt. And i used to respect her a lot more until what happened. by the way, someone can still be your relative until he/she turns his/her back on you. it happened before. and those people who were betrayed obviously hate those 'relatives' of theirs. despite all that they've done.
so anyway,the point is, what i have done isn't right, but neither is what you have done. two wrongs don't make a right, so there.

i'm not going to blog anymore about this because i don't want to cause anymore unnecessary anger. to you, to myself, to everyone. okay? okay.

i have nothing else to blog about now. so there. goodbye.

Coz the hardest part of this, is leaving you.

Cancer;MCR

twisting beside myself @1:41 PM

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