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Monday, January 29, 2007

haiz, good times until you had to turn jamban. oh well. i'll move on. but i just want you to know that you were nice before you turned jamban.

PEACE OUT.

twisting beside myself @12:11 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

HAHAHA OMG YOU GUYS HAVE TO SEE THESE TWO VIDEOS, SO CUTE!!!



haha that must have been so annoying. anyway dominic was so enthu and matt was so un-enthu -_- and chris was being cute and smiley all the way ^_^ hehe




HAHAHA I LOVE THE WAY MATTHEW LAUGHS, SO CUTEEEEE!!! AND DOMINIC CUTE LAH, STEAL SLIPKNOT'S MASK. LOOOOL.


k bye

twisting beside myself @10:57 AM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

You would say anything
You would try anything
To escape your meaningless
And your insignificance
You're uncontrollable
And we are unloveable

And I don’t want you to think that I care
I never would
I never could
Again

Why can’t you just love her?
Why be such a monster?
You bully from a distance
Your brain needs some assistance

But I’ll still take all the blame
'Cause you and me are both one and the same
And it's driving me mad
And it's driving me mad
I’ll take back all the things that I said
I didn't realise I was always talking to the living dead

And I don’t want you to think that I care
I never would
I never could
Again

You would say anything
You would try anything
To escape your meaningless
And your insignificance

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I bloody love that song above. It reminds me of something that really hurt[s] me a lot, but whatever i don't feel like talking about it. I just love the angst and softness all wrapped up together in that song.

Anyway, hurray! just came back from obs.

Somehow i don't feel like blogging about it now, because i have other stuff to say.

K.

This is about a certain someone whom i'm so annoyed with right now. Let's just call this person, 'person'.

To person:

1) You just HAD to make a mountain out of a molehill, didn't you? All i said was that i was pissed with you for a reason, but you had to delete your blog and write all your feelings on your tagboard which i find extremely pathetic. But it's okay lah, i mean i'm so flattered that i'm the cause of your deleting your blog. It was full of nothing but bitchings anyway.

2) If you're so scared of confrontations, then why do YOU confront people in YOUR blog? You seem to have forgotten that it's a WWW, meaning world wide web right?ANYONE and EVERYONE can view it! If you have the balls to write about people in YOUR blog, then have the balls to take responsibility for your actions lah! Which, in my case, is a confrontation through a letter. But of course, you are an angel so you're perfect and can't accept the letter. And i swear i don't know how ANYONE can move on in a friendship not knowing what the other person has against him/her. So freaking weird and stupid.

3) This last thing to you is beyond pathetic. I'm giving advice to my own enemy, how cool is that. K person, if people irritate you and you seem affected, they will do it more. So deleting your blog only attracted more people to hate you. Congratulations.


Hahaha hurrayy i'm a syaitan jamban cheekopek[HAHAHA] kpo person now. So amusing. Thanks for the laughs man, you rock. I think you will earn millions of dollars entertaining people to read your blog and laughing at it.

I didn't want to hate you, but you made me hate you. So you've got only yourself to blame, stop acting all holier-than-thou and calling everyone but YOURSELF a syaitan.

EH! wait a second. I thought only GOD makes judgements? So why are YOU calling other people syaitans? I thought that you are the most alim person on earth? What are you trying to do here?

Crazy walking contradiction.

But yeah thanks a lot for the entertainment in your blog. i appreciate it :D

okay whatever, i'm not going to waste my precious time blogging about useless people.let them live in their own lies and when people who actually careD about them tell them to change, they don't want to because they are perfect.

oh wait, one last thing

4) Putting a tagboard where EVERYONE can tag, and bitching about them in your posts isn't a very bright thing to do is it? Then when people get angry and tag angry stuff, you get hurt. Use your brain lah dhey. God didn't give you a brain for no reason. It's just that YOU don't want to use it. Typical of you, actually.

So this is all about you. You didn't want me to confront you, fine. Just don't blame us and not yourself when people start hating you.Tak sedar diri bodowh. pfft.

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Tag Replies


14 Jan 07, 13:15
kapoor: OOOOHHH!!! im gonna die in sec 3 too!! like, i have hmt homework, and i didnt bring the book home. its the same for social studies man!! and like, the computer is really distracting..

14 Jan 07, 13:15
kapoor: and yeah, i tagged ur cousin's blog.. hehehhehehehe, no life want

14 Jan 07, 13:16
kapoor: eh, i need to tell u something , so if ur reading this, READ MY SMS!!!

Hahaha. Dhey, it's all about self-control and self-discipline. Have to control yourself in order to study lah! and what only man you, no life haha -_- and your sms is really wth.


14 Jan 07, 15:52
feffe: hehe i said SINCERE apology lah =D

14 Jan 07, 15:53
feffe: "because i planned to go crazy and jump up and down and scream 'OOH, JOIN NPCC JOIN NPCC' y'know" HAHAHA SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE I CAN IMAGINE SIA! LMAOLMAOLMAOO =D

14 Jan 07, 15:54
feffe: and aiyoh, stomach flu sucks =O

14 Jan 07, 15:54
feffe: WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! SORRY, AM I SEEING THINGS WRONG? YOU'RE GOING TO THE MUSE CONCERT??????????????????????????????????

14 Jan 07, 15:54
feffe: SERIOUS???????????????????????????????????????

14 Jan 07, 15:55
feffe: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! TAK FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!! *nangis*

14 Jan 07, 15:55
feffe: hehe enjoy the concert =D

14 Jan 07, 15:55
feffe: ):

Hahaha chill lah babe. It's okay, i put up vids and pics and stuffs already for you to see part of it. :D


14 Jan 07, 16:59
oRA-RAnge 0>=): haiyoyo stomach flu?i got that for a whole week...sucked la.and now i'm having a flu thx to ytd.haiiz.don't feel good at all...anws,get well soon kays. (:

14 Jan 07, 17:00
oRA-RAnge 0>=): and i have freaking emaths and chem test on thurs and lit test on fri.how the fuck am i supposed to study with a freaking FLU!??haiiz... ):

BIBAHHH. It's all in your head! Just have to tell yourself that you have to study no matter what, and you'll pull through. oh and i'm so screwing my damn chem test. -_-


14 Jan 07, 17:56
matt: baru sec3..

Haha. True, but sec 3 is a huge jump from sec 2 okayee


14 Jan 07, 22:55
ain: hey ma'am.haha.I kesiankan Bob.And I watched 'Vampires Will Never Hurt You' and Frankie had DREADLOCKS!!DREAKLOCKS.I shall go laugh and cry in disbelief.Btw,I prefered this url too.: DDD

14 Jan 07, 23:05
ain: DREADLOCKS

14 Jan 07, 23:11
ain: Oh,I realised I would be mean not to kesiankan Gee-Gee so..poor Gerard.Why did you have to jump on his leg,Frank??

14 Jan 07, 23:13
ain: Oh and around 4:25,Bob says "I can't take this f-ing heat anymore."Poor poor thing.

HAHAHAHA WTH LAUGH AND CRY IN DISBELIEF, LMAO. And yeah, MCR is crazy when performing. In 'life on the murder scene', frank kicked gee's balls while performing. HAHAAHA.

Yep, could see bob mumbling something but i don't know what. so thanks for telling me. actually, i kesiankan all of them in the video lah. suffering because of too much adrenaline. buahaha.

15 Jan 07, 17:37
maryam: OMGOMG. MCR - FAMOUSLASTWORDS!!! :DDD

YEAH I KNOWWW =D=D=D

15 Jan 07, 18:04
hanis: ur shockingly abit slow wif mcr's new vid. haha. usually u'd be all "HAHA IM THE FIRST TO KNOW!!!". haha. kidding.

WHAAATTT. YOU MEAN PEOPLE KNEW BEFORE MEE >=O GARHHHH

15 Jan 07, 21:03
oRA-RAnge 0>=): AHHHHHHHH FAMOUS LAST WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

YAYIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =D


16 Jan 07, 16:20
lee: helloooo. u linked me and u said u didnt know my blog! haha

16 Jan 07, 16:36
lee: oh yes sorry to say this but i saw the mcr video a week ago. haha nvm i'll watch it again!

Hahaha oops sorry i'm a bit daft -_- and great, people are watching mcr vids before me. RAWRR

16 Jan 07, 18:57
rin: gerard is scary.

Yep. Also hot, cute and smart. Hurray :D

16 Jan 07, 19:34
kapoor: omg, tmr is emaths test and ur going to muse concert? LIKE, HELLO!! THIS IS NOT NADIAH!!

STUDY ALREADY LAH DHEY. LOL.


17 Jan 07, 20:17
feffe: gerard gile.

17 Jan 07, 20:17
feffe: tapi cute. hehe.

17 Jan 07, 20:17
feffe: frank cuter and gilerer.

17 Jan 07, 20:17
feffe: i love the vid lah, like even though the concept is simple and merepek, it's like, so fun gitu HAHA

17 Jan 07, 20:18
feffe: ray jahat kesian frank! =O but anyway frank pernah bash his head with guitar or something kan HAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAH yeah they all giler when they perform lah. frank kicked gee's balls before, heeho! so cute and annoying! haha.

19 Jan 07, 18:23
hanis: no fair no fair no fairrrrrrrrrrr. i wanted to go to muse's concert also. i cant believe their tix were'nt sold out yet.

It's okay, i have vidss :D and yeah i also can't believe their tix weren't sold out yet lah o_o lol.

21 Jan 07, 17:21
lee: practically everyone i knew went to the muse concert! oh yea, did i mention that ur mom's cool? i want a cool mom too

Hahaha she's weird lah.lol. and who's everyone?! TELL MEEEEEE

That's all peeps, next time maybe shall update about muse and obs. goodnight and don't let jambans take you alive...

twisting beside myself @2:13 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

So i'm not supposed to be on the comp now, but i simply HAVE to update about the Muse concert.

Obviously you can guess that it's friggin awesome :D

Well it was just good for me. But that's only coz i don't know like 70% of the songs so while the audience was going crazy and jumping up and down and singing the song, i was just standing there with a O.o expression and turning to my mum and asking what song it was and yeah.Other than that, it was brilliant.

annoying. >=O

i needed more time to 'revise' the lyrics!! rawr.

Here's the story:

After all the nonsense rushing here and there and all after school and after sleeping for one hour and waking up at about 6pm, i went to get ready at about 7pm plus.

I decided to wear my glasses because if i wore my contacts, i might not be able to see as clearly as if i wore glasses. And i let my hair down and wore a white hairband, and this slightly tight orange roxy shirt that i bought when i was primary 6 [good news because i usually can't fit into stuff which i bought like, 1 or 2 years ago.]and a pair of jeans.

AND this is the stupid part- i thought it was going to rain so i brought an umbrella and i wore a white sweater over my tight shirt,in case it would rain but mainly coz i needed something to cover my very unsightly blubber. in the end, i looked so geeky.

packed the umbrella and a camera and tissues into a bag and went downstairs.

as usual, my family and i just CAN'T get ready on time, so by the time my mother and father got ready it was like 8.05pm already. [the concert started at 8.00pm]

and my stupid brother, who konon-konon 'wanted to stay home to study because he has o-levels this year', followed in the end. he insists it was because my mother forced him to follow, but whatever lah -_-

so it was a loong drive to fort canning park, about 25 minutes. 8.30pm ftw!

heard music coming from inside the gates already so we were like, aiyah started already.but the weird thing was, how can ANY rock band possibly be on time?

my brother fortunately could get a ticket. yes, despite being half an hour late,the bozo could actually get a ticket. then we went in and mum asked how long the concert had started and they said half an hour and we were like

O.O wth.

but heehaw, turns out it was just this cover-up band playing a gig before muse actually came on.

then, some muse merchandise being sold caught our eyes and we decided to stop by for a while to check it out.

THEN THE REAL MUSE CAME ON AND EVERYONE WAS CHEERING AND WE WERE LIKE ?o.o? until the man selling the merchandise said that muse had already came on. pffft.

stopped buying stuff and went to join the crowd. i didn't recognise the first song but according to my brother it was Knights of Cydonia.

First thing i realised- Matthew Bellamy is freaking SKINNY. And he was wearing this nice white short-sleeved shirt and this very very cool white scarf thinger as his belt so whenever he jumped around it will like move here and there, so creatively cool. :D

Second thing i realised- Whenever the drummer hits the drums, he does it so loudly and.. painfully. literally! you can feel the vibration and it makes your heart beat really fast coz i guess your heart just wants to have the same pace as the drums. at first i thought i was going to die of heart attack or something HAHAHHA ok whatever -_-


Third thing i realised-The bassist was wearing a long-sleeved black shirt and a white tie. tsk, tak panas or what man.

Fourth " " " [i'm tired of typing it out]- THERE WAS A FOURTH GUY! but couldn't really see lah. he was hidden behind the drums and i couldn't see from where i was standing. he was on synthesizers [sp?]

then they went on performing and lalalala i've got some piccies/videos :D

First song, Knights of Cydonia:

[sorry if the video is cut at every scene, my cam is a low-quality gay]





And i'm so goddamned amazed with matt [haha matt -_-]. The dude can jump up and down, and still sings as good or even better than in the CD! i mean wth, already it's hard enough to sing as good or better than what you sound like in the CD live, but to JUMP UP AND DOWN and RUN AROUND and still have the same voice which doesn't even shake? If you jump up and down and try to sing, your voice will shake.

BUT MATT'S DOESN'T!! =O

I thought it was lipsync at first, but i could hear him turning softer when his head moved back and forth from the mike, so obviously it was live. Amazing. That shows you the calibre [sp?] of his singing man.

AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HIS GUITARING AND PIANO! IT'S AWESOME! Pretty ironic coz he was playing heavy metal guitaring but his voice is so classical and high and all, it's like wow.

AND HIS PIANO! WAHHHH. On 'feeling good', his piano was awesome. And 'Sunburn' as well.








Starting of Map of the Problematique-





Map of the Problematique:" ...And I feel like everything I saw is being swept away.."-







OOH and halfway throughout the concert, i was feeling weird coz my MOTHER was singing and screaming louder than me and was jumping more energetically than me, and my brother and father were nowhere to be seen. Turns out those two dudes were stoning at one corner. -_-

AND OMG SO ANNOYING-So i wanted to take pics of them performing certain songs and stuff, but my camera was full of bullshit pictures and my card was full so i had to constantly delete pictures, and then they stopped playing the song and i couldn't bloody take a pic of them. -_-





Here's a one/two second video of Supermassive Black Hole. [pssh, card was running out of space.]-





And OMG would you believe it? The crowd was more excited for the song 'Time is Running Out' than Supermassive black hole like WOW. Coz black hole is a new song, so i had expected them to be more energetic during that song you see

hehe.

AND I LOVE THE SONG 'New Born' AND 'Bliss' AND MANY OTHERS.

Starlight was absolutely awesome. I reallyyyy love that song.

k, continue tmr. i think that's my parents i heard. bb!

twisting beside myself @2:43 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

Tsk. I'm supposed to be marking Heymaths now. -__-

But anyway.

OMGOSH MCR HAS A NEW VIDEO!!! FAMOUS LAST WORDS =D=D=D=D




K.

1:36- Why the HELL did Ray kick sand into Frank's face. -_-

2: something- GERARD LOOKS SO CUTE/FREAKY WHEN HE DROPPED THE MIKE AND SANG THE 'i see you lying next to me..' part. ARGHHH. <3

Overall video- PAINFUL! as in, literally. According to this comment person on youtube, bob suffered 3rd-degree burns and gerard tore some ligaments. Ouch.

But it was nice and OMG GERARD IS SO CUTE AND [for once i agree with you ain] FREAKY :D

like the way he was smiling and opening his eyes like this-

O.O

and rolling around the floor, omg so hot and cute and freaky. :D

and did you guys watch the starlight video by muse? The lead singer actually looks very good-looking in there, for some reason.




there you goo :D simple but cute video. hurray.can't wait to see the kawtie on tuesday.

okay byee, i gtg mark my heymaths then study emaths and bio to make up for my 95% of sleeping yesterday.

[ps to all pms-y people: CHOCOLATE IS THE SOLUTION. haha. good day everyone.]

[pss: is it me, or am i always ending posts with 'goodbye' or 'goodday' or 'goodnight'? ah well. my SIGNATURE. haha. k bye. :D]

twisting beside myself @12:48 PM

So like i was saying.

Wow, what a day yesterday was.

K. So the morning started off badly-REALLY badly.

I was rudely awoken by an excruciating pain in my stomach at about 6.20am. Wanted to wake up at 6.45am for CCA day.

Initially i dismissed that pain as you know, too much gas in your stomach.

But turned out is was stomach flu! =O

By 7am i decided i couldn't go to school because the pain was really horrible. My maid gave me a water bottle full of hot water wrapped in a towel to put around the stomach area for me to let out some gas.

But it felt really weird. It didn't work. I felt nauseous.

So i overturned a plastic bag to get rid of the contents and started vomitting in it. -_-

Then i kept going to the toilet.

In the end, Dad gave me two jabs-one for fever and one for gastric which i was having. And i ended up sleeping for like 95% of the day.

I had fever after i recovered from the stomach flu thingie. And i still can't eat anything funny now or else i'll get another case of stomach flu. pfft.

Another saturday wasted. And i'm really sad that i couldn't go for the cca promotion day, because i planned to go crazy and jump up and down and scream 'OOH, JOIN NPCC JOIN NPCC' y'know

-_-

Last saturday i slep 90% coz i had flu

and looked what happened yesterday

pfffft. i hate my immunity system. so sucky.

And i still have to

1) do my homework
2)study
3)memorise songs and lyrics for the muse concert on tuesday
4) study for my emaths, amaths and chem tests for next week

ARGHHH SEC 3 LIFE IS GOING TO BE FURKIN HARD. can tell.

anyway goodbye good people, till next time.

oh yeah, tag replies.


2 Jan 07, 19:53
kapoor: HELLO!!! about that sms, i shall tell u tmr, WHEN SCHOOL OPENS. *pengsan*. and and ur pictures were scary!! the one with the smile looked soo evil! ok, so, guess what? I LOST MY CALCULATOR!! omg,

2 Jan 07, 19:53
kapoor: ehehehe!!! nadiah !! u tag at the same time!!

2 Jan 07, 19:54
kapoor: oh no u didnt, my tags just went downstairs.. pfft, im selengeh...

2 Jan 07, 19:55
kapoor: just when i tot i was getting fairer, tmr, BACKT O BEING BLACK SHEEP!! ahaha, eh!! kuda kelabu!! oh well, im bored and im supposed to blog but nyeh..and are using internet microsoft? it has turn blond

2 Jan 07, 19:55
kapoor: !!!!!!

HAHAHA CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. to all your tags. haha kuda kelabu. i don't really like her now, come to think of it.... and wth? turned blond? whadda, whadda hell? lol!

Oh and you tagged my cousin's blog didn't you? lol.cute.


5 Jan 07, 14:13
feffe: HAHAHAHA TO THE PICS! CHANTIK!! lmao, funny lah, accidental. ehehe.

5 Jan 07, 14:14
feffe: i kind of have this major problem applying mascara properly too -____-

5 Jan 07, 14:14
feffe: ehhh, i wanna lose 15 kg also! no, 25! ehehe! =D

Not chantik, giler and scary :O

and heehaw hurray i thought i was the only one having problems applying mascara -_- LOL

LET'S LOSE 25 KG TOGETHERRRRR =D=D=D=D


7 Jan 07, 02:24
rin: i lost 5kg over the holidays by sleeping and eating

LUCKY BITCH! garhhh. seriously lah. i took like 3 months to lose that in 2005, all of which i gained back. ftw.

7 Jan 07, 11:46
feffe: O.o. eh btw nade i think thetasteofsin is better

hehe sorry i changed to the other url X(


11 Jan 07, 18:11
HeQie: Walalu.....TJ has made me BLACKER than ever!!! seriously!!! I got so fair in the hols and just after 2 days at school......i went red than black.....
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11 Jan 07, 18:11
HeQie: and i still have a chance of becoming the color of that bull right there

11 Jan 07, 18:11
HeQie: hahahaha

HAHAHA MEREPEK MAN YOUUUU. [eh man you, man u o.o] heeho no worries heqie, nobody can beat my charcoal skin colour. -_-

AND IS TJ FUN? HOW IS IT WITH PAKI? wakaka.


11 Jan 07, 20:56
oRA-RAnge 0>=): wtf that second pic is just sick.staring at the shit maks me wanna puke mann.and WHY THE HELL IS IT BESIDE THE TAGBOARD DAMMIT. >_<>

11 Jan 07, 20:56oRA-RAnge 0>=): *choices

HAHAHA yes, the sole purpose of that pic was to make people sick. hahaha. and sorry, changed url already! X


12 Jan 07, 08:23
feffe: THE SHIT DISGUSTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >=O>=O>=O>=O>=OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

12 Jan 07, 08:23
feffe: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

12 Jan 07, 08:23
feffe: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

12 Jan 07, 08:23
feffe: STUPID OLD MAN SHIT TAK TAU FLUSH! DISGUSTING

HAHAHAHAHA YOU CUTE AND FUNNY, HAHAHA I WAS LIKE LMFAO-ING IN THE COMP LAB HAHAHA CUTEEEEEEEE. it IS supposed to be gross heehaw ^_^


12 Jan 07, 19:49
hanis: yay. u didnt delete ur blog!!!. haha. sori alittle bit slow. haha. oh and veri awesome skin. veri awesome!!

12 Jan 07, 19:56
hanis: i want to agree with the malay people sitting in one corner thing. its so bullsh*t. tsk tsk. hahaha.

12 Jan 07, 19:57
hanis: oh and thanks for keeping my link. im touched. haha

LOL. thanks, i like this skin too. and yeah that malay people sitting in one corner thing is really really obvious yet they don't want to do anything. tragic. tsk. and it's okay, i go to your blog sometimes so that's why i keep your link! thanks for keeping mine too. :D


14 Jan 07, 12:02
feffe: ehhh get well soon D:

14 Jan 07, 12:04
feffe: and about the religion thing, just do what you think is right and don't care about what other people say ah.

14 Jan 07, 12:06
feffe: and only dumb people can't take a sincere apology =D

THANKEWWW =D=D=D for all your tags.

ooh, you might be referring to me in the third tag coz i didn't accept this one person's apology. lol.

>_<

k bye people. :D

twisting beside myself @4:38 AM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Wow. What a day.

I'm bloody SICK today. Wanted to blog about it but my effing stupid arsehole shitdog brother is bugging me to get off the comp now.

blogging maybe later. bye. pfft.

twisting beside myself @12:06 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

"Where can I turn? Cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainty I'm so unsure"

-Conspiracy; Paramore.

I'm not supposed to be blogging now. But i really need to.

I feel like an effed up person. There are so many people's feelings i've hurt, so many mistakes i have made.

I'm not perfect but there's no point giving people advice and constantly preaching, when you yourself need advice and you don't even practice what you preach sometimes.

I feel like i have multiple personalities. I'm different to different people, but somehow i can't even be myself around my own flesh and blood.

No, wait a second.

Who am i?

I can't even answer that. I really don't know.

Some people say i'm this and that and this and that, and some say the exact opposite.

I mean, only YOU know yourself best but i don't. There's really too many things that different people say, i can't even make out what to think.

And this not-knowing-yourself problem is really bugging me. Who can i turn to?

God. Obviously.

But likewise, i don't even know where i stand as a Muslim. I sometimes have doubts about my own religion, and other times i feel really proud to be a Muslim. So i don't even know if i'm actually a religious hypocrite [aka munafiks, who will go to the lowest level of hell] or not. I don't know, i just don't.

You have to ask God when you're confused.

But i don't know, i just really don't know anymore.

I don't even know the concept of life to begin with. I need to learn. A lot.

And to all those people whose feelings i've hurt despite all they have done for me, i just don't know what to say. Sorry is an understatement. Yeah i know what you're thinking, " that's what they ALL say."

But i mean it.

Truly.

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k. that was what i blogged a few days ago but i saved as a draft because i thought i heard my parents at the gate. turns out it was just my maid. what duh heck. but it's okay, i've talked to my mum about this problem and i feel soo much better now. thanks mom.

anyway, i shall make use of two beautiful pictures to depict the first few days of school.



bull.




shit.[Hahaha look it's huge.]

bull+shit=bullshit.

Why?

1) I feel very awkward around people whom i don't know. Like primary one, but sec 3? Weird. Especially on the first day.

2) The teachers didn't even manage to bond us well on the first day of school. duh hell. -_-

3) Certain people who love to complain about our class being boring, don't even bother to interact with us. They just stick to their cliques. And i have a feeling that some people have something against me..

4) Kapoor and rae sit 10 miles [2 tables] from me, and i can't talk to them.

5) KAPOOR I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO READ THIS BECAUSE YOU'RE RIGHT BESIDE ME IN THE COMP LAB NOW BUT SOMETIMES I HAVE A FEELING THAT YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME. >_<

but i think it's just me being paranoid lah, tsk.

5) I'm currently not on good terms with someone.. well you know who you are. not wanting to accept the truth is really, really wrong. It should make you a BETTER person, not a worse one.

Only.. you CHOSE to make it worse. Then blame others for it. Sometimes i just don't understand you.

You know, not that i mean to be racist/bitchy but i realise a distinct attitude among malays. We are such escapists. While people of other races would want to tackle the problem head-on, we just sit in one corner and pretend everything's fine and make the problem worse. Very very tragic... Well i'm not spared so i can't judge others. I just hope all of us can change this attitude because it SUCKS.

Well that's about it. Shall blog later! Tomorrow perhaps. Yep, yep the plan about deleting the tagboard was all shit talk and yeah. I'm still having a blog and balancing school work. It's not that hard now that i'm not so obsessed.

Goodbye mortals. [:

ooh, before i forget, i want to change url. should i make it thetasteofsin.blogspot.com or buried-wreckage.blogspot.com? opinions please. i'm in a dilemma. lol. goodbye.

twisting beside myself @3:04 AM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

oh yeah, before i totally forget, tag replies.I'm ignoring some tags because i'm pissed with that particular person.[Hint: Siapa makan cili, dialah terasa pedas.]


21 Dec 06, 02:43
HeQie: well, my pic was big, coz' afterall its my BLOG!!! haha....but you have to agree on how nice it looks rite.....

21 Dec 06, 02:44
HeQie: ATTENTION!!! everyone go to my blog and look at my beautiful PICTURES!!! wooohooo

21 Dec 06, 02:44
HeQie: ...and why did u cncel the Ronaldo-hugging part!!!??? hrrrrmmmppph

21 Dec 06, 02:45
HeQie: thnx for all the well wishes and....all the best for ya too...all the same.....and the book is old..hopefully the world has changed...and yes it deed...nomore to blaks but now to Muslims....DAMN!!!!

21 Dec 06, 02:46
HeQie: haha...and keep visiting my bloggie whenu have a chance okay??!!! Gd luck

Reply: -_______- to your first two tags. and i cancelled it because it seemed silly, heeho. But i'm todallie happy for you if you got his hug. :D

and i agree with your second last tag, arghh. thanks to osama lah. pfft.

and okay! shall visit your blog whenever i can! you too! lol. although it will be quite dead next year. pfft. but whatever. thanks for all your wishes too!

21 Dec 06, 13:26
rin: HEHEHEHE. 9TH APRIL IS THE BEST DAY EVER. I MEAN, GERARD WAY IS BORN ON THAT DAY. ME TOO.

Reply: pffft whatever laaa. T_T rub-it-in person. pfft.


21 Dec 06, 16:00
kapoor: omg, everybody is going everywhere at the same time while im going NEXT WEEK! bah!!! and wtf to ur tag replies post@ tt's really long!!

21 Dec 06, 16:01
kapoor: and i cant see a damn thing man!! ahaha, i can highlight! so well, gd luck on ur trip and PLS GO TO AN INTERNET SHOP AND BLOG!

21 Dec 06, 16:02
kapoor: and well, im off to some bachen's blog so, OH YEAH!! i received ur sms but i THINK she meant ANOTHER person. and well, FITNAH is her middle nam. like how i was fitnah-ted. BAH!!

21 Dec 06, 16:02
kapoor: and omg! i watching anak metropolitan now!!! its soo unfair ur going now!! and pls tell me u didnt get me a pencil case!! coz i just bought a new one!!

21 Dec 06, 16:03
kapoor: and hope to see u soon next year!! TO HELL WITH REMEDIAL LESSONS!!

Reply: HAHAHA YOU CUTE AND KESIAN! lol. well i'm back! hurray. and i love long posts, so yeah.. ^_^

i just blogged a few stuff. i'm so sorry i'm not tagging your blog or anyone else's that much for that matter, it's because i'm damn busy doing loads of stuff lah. before school reopens, you know.

thanks for the good luck wish! oh and yes, i'm starting to really hate her. and all her fitnahs. i'm ignoring her now by the way.

it's not a pencilbox! it's a notebook.but you know already right. lol.

see you in two days' time! [T_T to the end of hols] and remedial lessons four times a week is because our principal is realizing that we suck in our studies i guess. i mean, tkss beat tkgs. bullshit!

ps, what about anak metropolitan?


21 Dec 06, 16:45
oRA-RAnge 0>=): omg i missed out sooooo much.btw,there's a quote..."Time exists so that everything doesn't happen all at once".hahah.so yeah (: and i forgot wat else i wanted to tag -_-

21 Dec 06, 16:45
oRA-RAnge 0>=): coz i missed out so much n read the whole chunk i missed out n said to myself wat i wanted to tag but now i forgot.excpt for the time quote. -_-

21 Dec 06, 16:45
oRA-RAnge 0>=): hahahaha

21 Dec 06, 16:45
oRA-RAnge 0>=): soriiii

Reply: that quote's cool! haha thanks. and you cute lah, abeh forget. -_- nevermind it's okay :D

21 Dec 06, 16:53
hanis: whoa. one post to reply ur tags. haha. so long summore. haha.

Reply: LOL. yes, i love long posts.


22 Dec 06, 09:54
feffe: heeheeheeheeheehee

22 Dec 06, 09:54
feffe: ahahahhahha i love to kill a mockingbird too!=D

22 Dec 06, 09:55
feffe: not taking lit next year though pffft. -_- the good thing about not taking it though, is that you don't have to listen to what the lit teachers think about the book, but that's about all.

22 Dec 06, 09:55
feffe: hummm whatever geography elect seems pritty interesting after all [:

22 Dec 06, 09:55
feffe: PRITTY. pritty.

22 Dec 06, 09:57
feffe: alchemy! for i shall learn from flowere and leaf that color every drop they hold, to change the lifeless wine of grief to living gold! :D

Reply: CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! your first tag cute. and pritty is a good cute word. I've read only the first chapter of that book, lol.and yeah i agree with the lit thing. teachers are pfft-fying.

I don't get your last tag. o.o

excuse my bimboness.


22 Dec 06, 10:23
HeQie: hahah....fitnah-ted....exactly...kapoor...u r soo..true.....eeee....the only reason I'd be watching Suria...is because...my grandmum is here or.....i am too bothered to watch News or....nothing else

22 Dec 06, 10:24
HeQie: to watch or.......I see my beautiful face gleaming on the screen....okay kapoor....ur beautiful face too,..........

22 Dec 06, 10:25
HeQie: and....now....u r watching Anak Metropolitan....let's just send them to METRO and sell them one by one.........LOSER-fied.....people......

22 Dec 06, 10:25
HeQie: ********* fitnah ********** can be sent there tooo....haha

Reply: EHHH TELL ME EH! tell me what was so interesting about that show? And i agree with that FITNAH person who i am so pissed off with now.

and haha your second tag funnyee. :D

22 Dec 06, 16:42
kapoor: nyehehehhe

Reply: WHAAAT! tell me at school k? as in, about the anak metropolitan thing and how it is related to that FITNAH person.


29 Dec 06, 14:49
kapoor: hey,welcome back to singapore!!! omg, im saying like as if u migrate to england or somewhere.

29 Dec 06, 14:49
kapoor: and, thanks for the happyhouse notebook!!! i cant believe i guessed it correctly also lor!!

Reply: HAHA YOUR TAGS CUTE! and yeah lor, smart ass pfft. -_-


30 Dec 06, 07:46
maryam: i think you shld be back alr right.. haha. okay so since you are proposal ic, just wanna tell you tht we did the proposals alr. and only me and yj did it coz the rest were not free or cant use their

30 Dec 06, 07:48
maryam: [contd] comps but it doesnt matter anw as long as its done. . so yeah. if you want to know what are the changes, you can get the files frm me online. so yeah. cya arnd. .

30 Dec 06, 07:50
maryam: OOPS. i meant you are the souvenir ic. what proposal ic im talking abt. HAHA. okay. tht was silly.

30 Dec 06, 07:51
maryam: OOPS. i meant you are the souvenir ic. what proposal ic im talking abt. HAHA. okay. tht was silly.

30 Dec 06, 07:52
maryam: OKAY. now im like doubleposting and ending up flooding your tagboard. SORRY

Reply: HAHAHA! thanks a lot for your help! and see you in two days' time. perhaps you can tell me more about the proposals then. Reallyy sorry for not being able to help though.


31 Dec 06, 15:00
feffe: yayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i like your background musicccccc =D

31 Dec 06, 15:00
feffe: and hehe, fritter bullshit i sooooo agree with your love at first sight thing, i mean it's completely normal go gaga with some extremely hot guy but if you date him just because you thought he was

31 Dec 06, 15:01
feffe: hot at first sight, that's completely dumb.

31 Dec 06, 15:02
feffe: skim milk less fattening? if me i drink whole milk sudah hehehehe sedap lah

31 Dec 06, 15:02
feffe: :D

Reply: YAYIE i love my background music too. thinking of putting 'soundeffects and overdramatics' by the used but it's too noisy. rawr.

and yesss to your second and third tag. :D

your fourth and fifth tag cuteee! lol! yeah less fattening. tapi whole milk more sedap kan? bladder hell.


31 Dec 06, 16:19
oRA-RAnge 0>=): "bare with me" sounds wrong.HAHAHA.it's bear with me,btw.beruang,bukan bogel.HAHA.love at first sight can be u see smbody doing a good deed and u get atracted to that person wat.like,maybe that person

31 Dec 06, 16:20
oRA-RAnge 0>=): {cont'd} helped a cat which got abused and brought it to SPCA or smthg.

Reply: HAHAH i'm so dumb! thanks for correcting the mistake anw. And ok, i agree with your situation but most people think love at first sight is looks only. and if the person who helped the cat is ugly, would one date him/her? i don't think so.. so yeah. shallowness is stupid.

1 Jan 07, 00:54
matt: ..of all deeds,must be 'a cat which got abused' hahaa i noe u noe -___- whos the cat ?!

Reply: HAHA. shahirah is just plain random that's all... no cat in particular i think.


1 Jan 07, 11:06
rin: WHY THE TAGBOARD. NOT THE TAGBOARD. NOOOOOOO.

1 Jan 07, 11:06
rin: oh oh. and i love to rub the fact in that i have the same birthday as gerard. you hate me? D:<

Reply: The tagboard coz people leave their comments there and i find that i'm addicted to the tagboard most coz i have to constantly check it to reply tags you see. sorry! it's only for a month.

and STFU to your second tag. i'm jealous enough please. T_T

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Soundeffects and overdramatics-The Used

When the shirt came off, it was all in time
When a m-m-m-minute turned into a mile
And then I broke that grin, and I cut it out
And you got all turned on by the taste of your sin
When I mention blue, all you thought was color
When you mention drugs, all I thought was sober
When your pants came off and I turned you over
When you mention blue

Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while

Keep the mask aligned
Get it up in time
There's a space between valleys
and try and catch a vibe
Make a circle square, a rectangle curve
Use a smile as a noun and I think like a verb
Run quick switch sides
Spill the filled up canister
And the room is shaking
Now you're changing places,
and I switched my pace,
and my breathing races when you mention blue

Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time! (This is not [x6])
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while
Kill, smile, cut it out for me, cut it, cut it out
Smile, kill, cut it out for me, cut it, cut it out
We cut it out!
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time! (This is not [x6])
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while

Get down and stay awake
Smile


love this song. so screamy and lovely. <3

ok bye. shall talk about malaysia tomorrow. and that will prolly be the last post before i 'abandon' this blog for one month. ):

twisting beside myself @3:05 PM

1 Are you in a relationship?
Yes i am, with chocolates. And currently i'm having a love-hate relationship with it. I love it to bits but i hate it coz it makes me fat. And i haven't lost a gram and school's reopening the day after tomorrow. bladder hell.

2 If no, would you like to be?
Well you mean with a person? Well uh. Like i said i would want to get married and have a relationship and all, but nobody will want if it's with me, so whatever.

3 How often do you visit your Friendster profile?
sometimes.

4 What is your favourite candy bar?
nah. CHOCOLATE BARS are hurray.

5 What are your favourite shoes?
i bought myself a pair of black converse shoes at KL! i love them. RM 89.90, that's about S$40. Cheaper than Singapore man.

6 Have you ever tripped going up steps?
I think so.

7 Where did you on holiday last summer?
um, exactly which part of summer? It's permanent summer here in singapore.That and rainy seasons.

8 Would you bungee jump?
i don't know. Maybe?

9 Do you own a Fall Out Boy CD?
yeah.

10 Do you like amusement parks?
yessss. so exciting.

11 Do you ride rollercoasters?
yep.

12 What is your current favourite CD?
Loads of em. The best ones this year are by P!ATD and MCR.

13 Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
nay. I have a short tongue, unfortunately ):

14 When was the last time you were in the ocean?
what's the diff between ocean and sea? Anyway if it's sea then it was a few days ago when i was at Pangkor Island.

15 Do you like beer?
i've never tasted it and i won't ever taste it.

16 Would you kiss someone of the same sex?
on the cheek or hand but not lips.

17 What did you sleep in last night?
a shirt and track pants.

18 Are you sarcastic?
when i want to be.

19 Is there anything you wait for every summer?
which part of summer?

20 In your opinion, what is the best summer smell?
the odour from my armpits. -_-

21 Socks and sandals?
huh?

22 Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
feffe and bibah :D

23 What's one thing you really hope to do this winter?
there isn't winter here.

24 Do you like to go Mini-Golfing?
not really. tried once though.

25 Are you moving this winter?
there isn't winter here bodowh.

26 Are you going to be starting a new job this winter?
bodowh. no winter la dhey.

27 Have you ever slapped someone?
yes.

28 Do you get poison ivy?
nope.

29 Do you plan on going camping next summer?
it's permanently summer here, and this year i'll be going for four camps -_____-

30 What was the last restaurant you ate at?
Banquet at PP

31 Favourite pizza topping?
Anything. pizzas rule! Don't really fancy the pineapple pieces in them though.

32 Pants or shorts?
pants! shorts reveal my gargantuan thighs and make me feel naked. eww.

33 Do you play any sports?
not really.

34 Do you use Chapstick?
haha nooo. wouldn't want my lips to be chapped would i hunney?

35 What's the last movie you watched?
step up!

36 Are you currently fighting with anyone?
not exactly. I'm just really really pissed with her and i haven't told her yet. I just hate all her fitnah-ing. It's bloody annoying.

37 Are you too forgiving?
hell yeah. That's why people step all over me all the time.

38 How many pets do you have?
7 cats, a hellafrikin lot of bacteria on my body and dustbunnies.

39 Do you own clothing from Hot Topic?
no. ):

40 What is your favourite breakfast?
i would love break nutella bakar, which is basically nutella on bread and then put in the oven so that the nutella would turn crispy. niceeee :D

unfortunately, i'm on a shit diet now, so all i eat are veggies, chicken and shit xando. pfft.

Don't tell my mother, but i just ate a few biscuits and some chocolate.

41 Where was the last place you drove?
i'm still 14 man, how to drive. -_-

unless it was that bumper car in berjaya times square in KL. I drove to my younger brother's car and hit him continuously, hahaha funn.

42 Where will you be in 24 hours?
at home. still have to:

1)clean my room and arrange things.
2)Decorate my file and pack my school bag

all in one day. sheeesh.

43 What did you do 3 nights ago?
go to parkway i think.

44 When was the last time you went to a fancy restaurant?
in putrajaya. a seafood restaurant.

45 What was the last thing you bought?
a wallet from happy house for myself, a pair of earrings from iforgotthatshopname and two ipod skins.

46 Have you ever been in a foreign country, if so, where?
m'sia,aust,japan,amsterdam.

47 Anywhere you want to go?
korea,paris,africa,egypt,many many many places :O

48 Where's the furthest you've ever travelled from home?
amsterdam.

49 What have you done today?
crun some errands. bleh.school's reopening sucks. T_T

50 Do you own something from a sex shop?
NOOO. that would be gross.

51 Are you thinking of someone right now?
nope.

52 Have you ever thrown something out of a moving car?
i think so. lol.

53 Do you smoke cigarettes?
nah. just tried a puff or two from that arab shisha thing.

54 Would you date someone who smoked cigarettes?
smoked and already stopped, of course. but presently smoking, no. because his teeth would have ugly yellow stains and his breath will always have that certain smell and it would be hard and gross to kiss him uh nevermind.

55 Are you happy with your life right now?
NO. I still have to:

1)Lose 15 kilos.
2)get good grades.
3) Be a better person on the whole.

56 What's the last thing you ate?
some chocolates from my mother's room, i swear i can't survive without them even if i'm on a diet SHOO! SHOO! KEPO.

57 What's the next place you have to go to?
room to clean up.

58 How many hours do you sleep per night?
depends.

59 What's the next important date on your calender?
school's reopening. pffft.

60 Who last called you?
this scary-sounding dude who called me thinking i was his son. -_- wrong number.

61 McDonald's or Burger King?
both. but mostly macs.

62 Who last messaged you?
yi jun.

63 Are you closer to your mother or father?
none. grandmother.

64 Do you like to quote things?
YES! hahaha.

65 Are you afraid of the dark?
hell yes. even in my room sometimes. this year's npcc night walk for sec 3s is to be done alone...

but don't worry, aishah and i shall devise a plan to meet each other and walk together during the night walk. :D

66 Do you exercise regularly?
can't you tell from my size that i don't?bodowh.

67 What is the most expensive thing you ever bought?
hmm, i don't know.

68 What should you be doing right now?
hahaha guess what people, i haven't taken a bath since morning, hurray.

so i guess uh, toilet? nono wait, i should be cleaning my room first and then exercise right?

ah whatever. happy new year people. be true to yourselves, stick to your resolutions. goodbye.

twisting beside myself @2:14 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

Well, it's 12.02am right now.

Just two minutes ago it was 2006. X(

oh well. let's just move on, shall we? forget the past, move on to the future.

I mean uh, not exactly forget everything about the past, just the very unpleasant memories. :D

Hurray.

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YOU'VE GOT TO SEE THIS! =D=D=D=D










Ok well, before you jump to conclusions that i'm an act-emo-bleeding-mascara-piece-of-bullshit, the first thing i'd like to say about these three pictures are that they were all accidental.

Yes, accidental. Despite my love and interest for all these rock songs and stuff, i really didn't mean to make myself look like this. It was an accident.

Here's the story:

So today's [yesterday i mean, considering it's 1/1/2007 now X ] Hari Raya Haji right, [OH! Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims.] my neighbours had an open house.

So obviously i got dressed, put on make-up, all that shit. Just that i thought that i'd experiment with mascara this time.

You know, it seems that i ALWAYS have bad luck with mascara, because the last time i put it on which was during hari raya in 2005, it looked dry and ugly.

And now, this.

Well so my mistake was putting on my contact lenses after i had already applied my make-up. And that included the mascara.

Then, i think i put both contact lenses upside down and i needed to take it out and put it in again and all. And cleaning it before putting it back requires you to rub it in saline solution, so the saline solution contributed a bit to the bleeding thing.

Then my left eye started tearing a LOT because the contact lense was still upside down [-__- to my bimboness.] so it added much more to the bleeding-mascara effect.

Then i looked into the mirror and saw how i looked like and was appalled yet amazed at the same time. So i went to get my camera and new batteries for it because it was low and went into the toilet [my favourite place to take pictures. -____-] and snap snap snap HURRAY emo pics.

:D

oh and i just realised that i started three paragraphs with the word 'then', how dumb of me pfft

and lol, if you're wondering why i'm only frowning in the first pic and smiling in the other two, [and spastically too, in the second one -_-] it's because i love irony and smiling in emo-effect pictures is ironic. Yay. :D

Hmmmm i think they would look better if i edit them to be black and white in photoshop. hmm, hmm. maybe next time. [see what i mean by bored of computer?]

ooh by the way check this out :http://www.stardoll.com/en/dolls/533/Gerard_Way.html

nyahaha, he looks so weird. XD

make him up people!!! :D

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Well okay, since i haven't been updating about 60% of the interesting things that have happened in my life over the past few days/weeks, let me start now.

list of interesting things that have happened in my life over the past few weeks and days.

20/12/06: [I'm sorry if i seem like i'm boasting.] Dad got me 30GB ipod. Wanted the black one but there was only white. The other black one was the U2 one with the red navigation and their autographs on the back, so i took that one because i love the red and black combination. It is my birthday present from my parents.

21/12/06-28/12/06: Malaysia trip, shall blog about that maybe tomorrow, i'm just feeling so bored and indifferent now.

30/12/06:

-Due to the rain, the parquee wood thingers on my walls have been full of maggots because the water made the wood wet and gross. This dude helped to get rid of some of them though. But they still lurk everywhere. My bros' room, parents' room, etc. My house really isn't very practical for rainy seasons. Flooding and maggots and such. Gross.

-Went to parkway for brunch and some shopping. And mum ordered tickets for her,dad and i to go to the muse concert [January 12 for all muse fans]. Brothers backed out coz: my older brother will so-called be 'busy studying for his CAs since he's taking the O's next year' and my younger brother doesn't like muse. Weird people, my brothers are.

-Went to the new ikea at tampines. Veryyyyy huge, love all the practical yet attractive designs of the furniture.Very smart and thoughtful, those designers are.I'm going to get a new cupboard, hurray. But i'll have to clean out all my clothes and all that from my current cupboard first. pfft. And i bet that when i remove this current cupboard of mine, it will be infested with maggots too. eeyeww.

Asked mum whether i can repaint my room [which is now pink and still has a barbie doll wallpaper. so me when i was primary 2 please] and she said i could. Asked if i could paint it with pink and black stripes and she said no. And then i suggested pink background and black polka dots, and she still said no. Fine then, maybe fuchsia?Or hot pink. Still undecided.


31/12/06:Went to the Sin Lim [sp?] shopping center at orchard. Got two skins for my ipod. Black and pink of course, what other two colours would i pick.And also these things which you tie on the skins. Forgot what they're called. Meh. Anyway i love my skins. <3

OH and i really reallyeee love the song 'I so hate consequences' by Relient K, just thought you ought to know. And maybe you could listen to it too. niceee.

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Ok that's about all. I'm tired now and i need to sleep for it is 1am and i need to get my sleeping system right before school, which is in 2 days' time.

Still, there are a few things i need to say.

1) HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU! Hope you have enough discipline to stick to all your new year resolutions and stuff. (:

2)School starting in 2 days' time?Didn't it seem only like yesterday when the hols stared? Well not really. Just the fact that time flies too damn fast and i've accomplished nothing whatsoever.Except maybe being a sloth. -_-

I'm SO not prepared. Mentally, physically,emotionally, you get my drift. I also have not finished packing my bag yet, shit.

3) I WON'T be deleting this blog, just the tagboard. And i'll do that as soon as i reply all your tags. Shall be deleting it hopefully on the night of the 1st or maybe the 2nd. That means all updating should be done tomorrow. [Insya Allah. -_-]

4) I'll still update, but maybe during the hols. Or on Sundays. But for the first month i shall not even be touching the computer because i need to detoxify this addiction to the computer. [which is practically non-existent now that i feel bored blogging and always can't be bothered to blog.]

There. That's about all. Have a good life everyone. (:

twisting beside myself @5:08 PM

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