Saturday, January 27, 2007
You would say anything
You would try anything
To escape your meaningless
And your insignificance
You're uncontrollable
And we are unloveable
And I don’t want you to think that I care
I never would
I never could
Again
Why can’t you just love her?
Why be such a monster?
You bully from a distance
Your brain needs some assistance
But I’ll still take all the blame
'Cause you and me are both one and the same
And it's driving me mad
And it's driving me mad
I’ll take back all the things that I said
I didn't realise I was always talking to the living dead
And I don’t want you to think that I care
I never would
I never could
Again
You would say anything
You would try anything
To escape your meaningless
And your insignificance
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I bloody love that song above. It reminds me of something that really hurt[s] me a lot, but whatever i don't feel like talking about it. I just love the angst and softness all wrapped up together in that song.
Anyway, hurray! just came back from obs.
Somehow i don't feel like blogging about it now, because i have other stuff to say.
K.
This is about a certain someone whom i'm so annoyed with right now. Let's just call this person, 'person'.
To person:
1) You just HAD to make a mountain out of a molehill, didn't you? All i said was that i was pissed with you for a reason, but you had to delete your blog and write all your feelings on your tagboard which i find extremely pathetic. But it's okay lah, i mean i'm so flattered that i'm the cause of your deleting your blog. It was full of nothing but bitchings anyway.
2) If you're so scared of confrontations, then why do YOU confront people in YOUR blog? You seem to have forgotten that it's a WWW, meaning world wide web right?ANYONE and EVERYONE can view it! If you have the balls to write about people in YOUR blog, then have the balls to take responsibility for your actions lah! Which, in my case, is a confrontation through a letter. But of course, you are an angel so you're perfect and can't accept the letter. And i swear i don't know how ANYONE can move on in a friendship not knowing what the other person has against him/her. So freaking weird and stupid.
3) This last thing to you is beyond pathetic. I'm giving advice to my own enemy, how cool is that. K person, if people irritate you and you seem affected, they will do it more. So deleting your blog only attracted more people to hate you. Congratulations.
Hahaha hurrayy i'm a syaitan jamban cheekopek[HAHAHA] kpo person now. So amusing. Thanks for the laughs man, you rock. I think you will earn millions of dollars entertaining people to read your blog and laughing at it.
I didn't want to hate you, but you made me hate you. So you've got only yourself to blame, stop acting all holier-than-thou and calling everyone but YOURSELF a syaitan.
EH! wait a second. I thought only GOD makes judgements? So why are YOU calling other people syaitans? I thought that you are the most alim person on earth? What are you trying to do here?
Crazy walking contradiction.
But yeah thanks a lot for the entertainment in your blog. i appreciate it :D
okay whatever, i'm not going to waste my precious time blogging about useless people.let them live in their own lies and when people who actually careD about them tell them to change, they don't want to because they are perfect.
oh wait, one last thing
4) Putting a tagboard where EVERYONE can tag, and bitching about them in your posts isn't a very bright thing to do is it? Then when people get angry and tag angry stuff, you get hurt. Use your brain lah dhey. God didn't give you a brain for no reason. It's just that YOU don't want to use it. Typical of you, actually.
So this is all about you. You didn't want me to confront you, fine. Just don't blame us and not yourself when people start hating you.Tak sedar diri bodowh. pfft.
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Tag Replies
14 Jan 07, 13:15
kapoor: OOOOHHH!!! im gonna die in sec 3 too!! like, i have hmt homework, and i didnt bring the book home. its the same for social studies man!! and like, the computer is really distracting..
14 Jan 07, 13:15
kapoor: and yeah, i tagged ur cousin's blog.. hehehhehehehe, no life want
14 Jan 07, 13:16
kapoor: eh, i need to tell u something , so if ur reading this, READ MY SMS!!!
Hahaha. Dhey, it's all about self-control and self-discipline. Have to control yourself in order to study lah! and what only man you, no life haha -_- and your sms is really wth.
14 Jan 07, 15:52
feffe: hehe i said SINCERE apology lah =D
14 Jan 07, 15:53
feffe: "because i planned to go crazy and jump up and down and scream 'OOH, JOIN NPCC JOIN NPCC' y'know" HAHAHA SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE I CAN IMAGINE SIA! LMAOLMAOLMAOO =D
14 Jan 07, 15:54
feffe: and aiyoh, stomach flu sucks =O
14 Jan 07, 15:54
feffe: WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! SORRY, AM I SEEING THINGS WRONG? YOU'RE GOING TO THE MUSE CONCERT??????????????????????????????????
14 Jan 07, 15:54
feffe: SERIOUS???????????????????????????????????????
14 Jan 07, 15:55
feffe: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! TAK FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!! *nangis*
14 Jan 07, 15:55
feffe: hehe enjoy the concert =D
14 Jan 07, 15:55
feffe: ):
Hahaha chill lah babe. It's okay, i put up vids and pics and stuffs already for you to see part of it. :D
14 Jan 07, 16:59
oRA-RAnge 0>=): haiyoyo stomach flu?i got that for a whole week...sucked la.and now i'm having a flu thx to ytd.haiiz.don't feel good at all...anws,get well soon kays. (:
14 Jan 07, 17:00
oRA-RAnge 0>=): and i have freaking emaths and chem test on thurs and lit test on fri.how the fuck am i supposed to study with a freaking FLU!??haiiz... ):
BIBAHHH. It's all in your head! Just have to tell yourself that you have to study no matter what, and you'll pull through. oh and i'm so screwing my damn chem test. -_-
14 Jan 07, 17:56
matt: baru sec3..
Haha. True, but sec 3 is a huge jump from sec 2 okayee
14 Jan 07, 22:55
ain: hey ma'am.haha.I kesiankan Bob.And I watched 'Vampires Will Never Hurt You' and Frankie had DREADLOCKS!!DREAKLOCKS.I shall go laugh and cry in disbelief.Btw,I prefered this url too.: DDD
14 Jan 07, 23:05
ain: DREADLOCKS
14 Jan 07, 23:11
ain: Oh,I realised I would be mean not to kesiankan Gee-Gee so..poor Gerard.Why did you have to jump on his leg,Frank??
14 Jan 07, 23:13
ain: Oh and around 4:25,Bob says "I can't take this f-ing heat anymore."Poor poor thing.
HAHAHAHA WTH LAUGH AND CRY IN DISBELIEF, LMAO. And yeah, MCR is crazy when performing. In 'life on the murder scene', frank kicked gee's balls while performing. HAHAAHA.
Yep, could see bob mumbling something but i don't know what. so thanks for telling me. actually, i kesiankan all of them in the video lah. suffering because of too much adrenaline. buahaha.
15 Jan 07, 17:37
maryam: OMGOMG. MCR - FAMOUSLASTWORDS!!! :DDD
YEAH I KNOWWW =D=D=D
15 Jan 07, 18:04
hanis: ur shockingly abit slow wif mcr's new vid. haha. usually u'd be all "HAHA IM THE FIRST TO KNOW!!!". haha. kidding.
WHAAATTT. YOU MEAN PEOPLE KNEW BEFORE MEE >=O GARHHHH
15 Jan 07, 21:03
oRA-RAnge 0>=): AHHHHHHHH FAMOUS LAST WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD
YAYIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =D
16 Jan 07, 16:20
lee: helloooo. u linked me and u said u didnt know my blog! haha
16 Jan 07, 16:36
lee: oh yes sorry to say this but i saw the mcr video a week ago. haha nvm i'll watch it again!
Hahaha oops sorry i'm a bit daft -_- and great, people are watching mcr vids before me. RAWRR
16 Jan 07, 18:57
rin: gerard is scary.
Yep. Also hot, cute and smart. Hurray :D
16 Jan 07, 19:34
kapoor: omg, tmr is emaths test and ur going to muse concert? LIKE, HELLO!! THIS IS NOT NADIAH!!
STUDY ALREADY LAH DHEY. LOL.
17 Jan 07, 20:17
feffe: gerard gile.
17 Jan 07, 20:17
feffe: tapi cute. hehe.
17 Jan 07, 20:17
feffe: frank cuter and gilerer.
17 Jan 07, 20:17
feffe: i love the vid lah, like even though the concept is simple and merepek, it's like, so fun gitu HAHA
17 Jan 07, 20:18
feffe: ray jahat kesian frank! =O but anyway frank pernah bash his head with guitar or something kan HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAH yeah they all giler when they perform lah. frank kicked gee's balls before, heeho! so cute and annoying! haha.
19 Jan 07, 18:23
hanis: no fair no fair no fairrrrrrrrrrr. i wanted to go to muse's concert also. i cant believe their tix were'nt sold out yet.
It's okay, i have vidss :D and yeah i also can't believe their tix weren't sold out yet lah o_o lol.
21 Jan 07, 17:21
lee: practically everyone i knew went to the muse concert! oh yea, did i mention that ur mom's cool? i want a cool mom too
Hahaha she's weird lah.lol. and who's everyone?! TELL MEEEEEE
That's all peeps, next time maybe shall update about muse and obs. goodnight and don't let jambans take you alive...
twisting beside myself @2:13 PM