Saturday, February 24, 2007
hello.
yes, i'm finally updating for what seemed like a thousand years.
:D
but let's push those events away, shall we. let's concentrate on something else.
likeeee
you don't care about me do you.
PMS ALERT!
YES, YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME.NOBODY EVER GIVES AS DAMN ABOUT EACH OTHER. THE WORLD DOESN'T GIVE A DAMN, DAMN IT.
YOU'D ALL WILLINGLY LEAVE ME IN A DRAIN IF IT WERE FLOODED LIKE THOSE JAKARTA PEOPLE. LIKE YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT THOSE JAKARTA PEOPLE.
AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THOSE OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO NEED HELP LIKE THE ISRAEL AND PALESTINE PEOPLE WHO ARE IN WAR BUT OBVIOUSLY THOSE RICH STUCK UP JERKS OUT THERE ARE SAYING," OOH THEY DON'T NEED MY HARD-EARNED MONEY. LET THEM FACE WAR, IT'S THEIR FREAKING PROBLEM"
FUCK THEM MAN!!!
AND OBVIOUSLY NOBODY COULD OR WOULD OR SHOULD CARE ABOUT ME, I'M SUCH AN UGLY BITCH WHOM BOYS WOULD VIEW AS 'FAT AND UGLY AND DARK' COZ OBVIOUSLY PALE-SKINNED STICK-INSECT-LOOKING GHOSTS ARE A BILLION OR MORE TIMES ATTRACTIVE
FUCKERS
AND EVERYBODY NEEDS LOVE, IT'S NOT LIKE GOD CREATED US WITHOUT FEELINGS COZ WE DO HAVE FEELINGS AND WE NEED LOVE IF NOT WE FEEL DEPRIVED RIGHT
I AM LOVED BY PEOPLE LIKE MY FAMILY BUT I DON'T FEEL IT. AND I MOST DEFINITELY DO NOT FEEL LOVED AS IN 'THAT' KIND OF LOVE, BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY LOOK MATTERS AND I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT EVEN QUALIFY AS AVERAGE-LOOKING BECAUSE I'M SUCH A FAT UGLY DARK BITCH WHO DOESN'T DESERVE LOVE
FUCKERS!!!
AND I HATE THOSE GANGSTERS WHO THINK THEY'RE SO COOL, LIKE WHAT THE HELL, YOU'RE JUST INSECURE THAT'S WHY YOU FREAKING NEED ATTENTION!!!!!!! MY TUTOR JUST TOLD ME THIS EXTREMELY FRUSTRATING TRUE STORY ABOUT HOW THIS INNOCENT CHINA BOY FROM THE SECONDARY SCHOOL THAT SHE TEACHES GOT BEATEN UP JUST BECAUSE HE ACCIDENTALLY PUSHED THIS GANGSTER ASSHOLE DURING BASKETBALL, THEN GANGSTER ASHOLE [GA] TOLD CHINA BOY [CB] TO GO OUT OF SCHOOL FOR A 'TALK', AND CB BEING INNOCENT THOUGHT IT WAS A REAL TALK BUT APPARENTLY THERE WERE TWO OTHER GAs WAITING OUTSIDE, AND THEY BEAT THE HELL OUT OF HIM AND GUESS WHAT? GUESS FRIKING WHAT????? HE WAS WEARING SPECS AND THEY PUNCHED THE SPECS INTO HIS EYE AND THE GLASS FUCKING GOT STUCK ON HIS CORNEA AND HE BLED A HELL LOT AND HE IS NOW IN ICU. THE GA GOT EXPELLED AND HIS PARENTS HAVE TO PAY FOR CB'S HOSPITAL FEES AND I'M GLAD JUSTICE IS SERVED
I HOPE GA BURNS IN HELLLL!!!!!!!! DIE BITCH DIE AND BURN IN HELL, AND I HOPE YOU NEVER GET ACCEPTED INTO ANY SCHOOL AND GET JOBLESS YOUR WHOLE LIFE AND I WISH I COULD GOUGE YOUR EYEBALL OUT AND SEE HOW IT FEELS EH? NOW THE CHINA BOY IS PROBABLY GOING TO BE BLIND THANKS TO YOU , CRAZY MF
ARGH
AND THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS I'M PISSED ABOUT, PERHAPS I SHOULD RANT LATER
GOODBYE
twisting beside myself @9:28 PM