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Sunday, February 04, 2007

Muse Concert cont'd.

So where was I? oh yeah, starlight.

Starlight: "I just wanted to hold you in.."-

Then i forgot what happened, but after this one song they went inside and stupid Singaporeans, instead of cheering for them to give an encore, we just took that as them ending the concert and left. According to my mum, U2 had i think three or six encores. pffft.

So hurray, ended around 10 plus? I took a pic of the sign

Oh and i bought some merchandise

that's a belt, and my mom bought two shirts, and dad bought a cap i think.

and a poster too.

heh.

great concert it was. Recently my parents told my brother and i that we might [note the word, might] be going to the concert in malaysia. The only problem is that it's on the 25th of February, and that's a Sunday. So that means that if we are going, we'll have to go to KL and come back all by monday , which will probably be around 3-4am.-_- oh well, anything just to see muse again.

And i'm going to have to revise all their lyrics. It really feels nicer when you can sing with your favourite band. Like how i sang with the crowd at the GC concert, yep.You'll enjoy it much better rather than just stand there and here people singing and being jealous. Lol.

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Right now, still have to update about OBS. But maybe i'll do that later. Now i'm just really not in the mood.

Sec 3 life sucks. And it's only the first term. I have piles of work to do now, and a composition to write but i can't think of anything to write with that title. argh.

and i'm having a stupid head ache i got from npcc yesterday. All that lying down and standing up immediately caused me this stupid sort of headache that won't go away, despite the fact that i slept for about 9 hours today.
the kind of headache where you see stars all the time, for some weird reason.

andddd, my muscles ache too. shows how unfit i am huh. lol.

Am i really supposed to believe that playing the computer would cure my headache?

...

but whatever. Anyway i feel like updating.

Tag replies:

[i'm going to italisize it and not colour the tags now because i don't feel like it.]

28 Jan 07, 10:12
Shasha: Whee!!CUz!! LOL.Like org giler.Hhaah.I received your letter already!!Like,thanks man!!but sadly,his face is gonna/already has glue on it.*sobs*

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28 Jan 07, 12:59
feffe: HAHAHA THE VIDEO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

28 Jan 07, 12:59
feffe: alamak you got a new crush now! hahaha! later you will keep on tembaming about matt bellamy

28 Jan 07, 12:59
feffe: and going "HEHEHE MATT. HEHEHE"

28 Jan 07, 12:59
feffe: TEMBAM YOU!!!! >=O

YEAH THE VID CUTE KAN :D and hehehehe whaaat only 'tembaming about matt bellamy'. loll. he is kawte kaee

28 Jan 07, 17:19
kapoor: i think the best way is too leave her alone. then she will confirm ramble like nobody's business and ppl think she giler.. but i think she got mental illness eh. she cant get over the past. AT LEAST,

28 Jan 07, 17:19
kapoor: depression. but who am i to jugde.. OOH.. a syaitan.. yeah, we are both syaitan man!!

28 Jan 07, 17:19
kapoor: i seriously hope she sedar diri.. like, the clock is ticking.

Lol. I don't think she has a mental illness but some people just can't get over the past as quickly as others. And what depression?

Yes, i hope she sedar-diris too. Because 1 person hate her, it's okay but a hell lot of people hate her, it only means there's something wrong with her.

28 Jan 07, 20:57
oRA-RAnge 0>=): hwowww check out the whole muse playlist mannn.haha.try imeem la.much neater. (:

But they will play automatically instead of just like. If you click then can play you know. yeah. haha.

30 Jan 07, 20:41
hanis: yes please!!!!!. i have the songs from the whole cd. but i just want plug in baby. wait i think ur on msn right now. hmm. haha

30 Jan 07, 20:41
hanis: i guess not. haiss. haha. come online ASAP!!

30 Jan 07, 20:41
hanis: pleeeeeeeeas

Hahahaha. It's okay, i'll send you the song through email!

31 Jan 07, 21:27
HeQie: OMG!!! nade......e'o......by the way..jamban is so clogged up.......did u see kapoor's blog.....tagboard to be precise................

31 Jan 07, 21:40
HeQie: OMG!!! nade....i love that post the one below the lyrics

31 Jan 07, 21:44
HeQie: nade.....loves loves it......

31 Jan 07, 21:45
HeQie: anyway, shes got that pathetic mentality also coz of her mom....her momthinks her daughter is sooooo SUCI!!!!!!!! obviously that stupid LEMBU will naik muka........muahahahaha STUPID LEMBU!!!! muahaha

31 Jan 07, 21:45
HeQie: :D

lollll. Lembu is a cute word. And thanks! i like that post too and hopefully it will make her change. and i have to agree about the pathetic mentality thing. lembu hahahaha. cute.

31 Jan 07, 22:41
nadia: u know sth nadia, i would NEVER WANT to treat you as my enemy..

31 Jan 07, 22:42
nadia: the reason why i dont want to read that letter was becos I KNOW I'M A WEAK PERSON. I ADMIT I CANT TAKE THINGS LIKE THIS. nad i was really hoping you could understand..

31 Jan 07, 22:42
nadia: *and

31 Jan 07, 22:43
nadia: and why i dont want both of us to talk becos i just knew that we could never agree together.. wat i ask for is only FORGIVENESS. i just wish for your willingness to forgive me and start anew...

31 Jan 07, 22:44
nadia: but u didnt want, u really wanted me to realise my mistakes.. NOBODY is perfect in this world.. me neither.. why cant u just accept my character?

31 Jan 07, 22:45
nadia: u know yi sze told me aft u confessed her ur feelings, she says that there'll be a weird tension wen u talk to her now.. i dont want that to happen to us. i just want us to be..

31 Jan 07, 22:45
nadia: best frens forever like good old times.. dont u miss that???

31 Jan 07, 22:46
nadia: i noe i said 'buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih' and u said no use cos theres still air yang keruh.. well, just throw it away.

31 Jan 07, 22:47
nadia: i know its hard for u to forget/throw away all my wrongdoings towards you.but i'm a human, i make mistakes.

31 Jan 07, 22:49
nadia: i just want to be ur fren again & be close like before. one more thing, I WAS NEVER F*UCKED UP WITH KAPOOR BECOS OF THAT POST.. i could accept that post.. but it was the confrontation tat madeit WORSE

31 Jan 07, 22:51
nadia: and pls tell ur best fren not to involve/drag other INNOCENT ppl like shahiylia & syafiqah into this thing.. shes just making it worse..

31 Jan 07, 22:53
nadia: aft tis, u're surely gonna hate me like crazy i guess. i'm just asking for ur forgiveness.. but if u still want to insist on me reading the letter and confront me all abt my bad character..

31 Jan 07, 22:54
nadia: i cant do anything but one thing for sure, i'm going to break down like shit in front of you..

31 Jan 07, 22:55
nadia: u always tell me not to be so emo abt all this and be brave to face tis. but the reality is, I AM WEAK, I AM EMOTIONAL, esp abt these things..kalau Allah da nak jadikan saya begini......

31 Jan 07, 22:56
nadia: [if GOD wants me to be like this, TAKKAN KITA NAK MELANGGAR QADA' DAN QADAR?]

31 Jan 07, 22:56
nadia: every human has different personalities, why cant u just accept that i'm like tis?

31 Jan 07, 22:57
nadia: wateva it is, i have faith that our frenship is not ruined yet.. we still can save it.

31 Jan 07, 22:59
nadia: lastly, i'm SORRY/menyusun 10 jari/memohon maaf atas semua kesilapan saya. just really praying that u still can accept me as ur fren,cosi still love u as my fren...

31 Jan 07, 23:10
nadia: honestly and i really mean it, i still LOVE YOU as my fren even tho u dislike my character.

ok. here's the thing.

1)My name is nadiah with a 'h', in case you have forgotten.

2)I wanted you to realise your mistakes because i wanted you to change for the better. As a friend who cares for you i tried to do that, but you didn't want to coz like you said yourself, you're weak. You should have taken it as constructive critisism instead of destructive critisism like you always do. But you didn't, did you? And you blamed me for not wanting to give you the SIX PAGE LETTER that i wrote?? You said that i obviously didn't want to give it to you even though you didn't want it. Why the HECK would i not want to give you a six page letter? It's even longer than a composition and it took quite some time to write.

3) Of COURSE nobody's perfect. Not me, not you,not anybody except Prophet Muhammad [May peace be upon him]

But, God said we should try to be good to the best of our abilities didn't He? And one way to do that is to admit your mistakes and try to change. And when people tell your mistakes to you, you should accept it and try to change! But YOU on the other hand, dah lah tannak accept, then want to blame others for your own mistakes. Come on lah. Be real here. As the saying goes, the bitter pill is hard to swallow.

4) Excuse me, but when the heck did Yi Sze tell you that? It is true but when did she tell you that? She talked to YOU about ME? wow.

and i'm sorry to burst your bubble but you are not my best friend. I have no best friends. Everyone is my good friend or friend and that's it. You were my good friend, but look what happened. tsk. Yes i do miss it, i miss my friends when i fight with them. Especially those whom i consider very precious to me. But seeing your attitude flaws, i tried to change you but you didn't want to. So it's your loss, not mine.

5) What confrontation with kapoor?

6) Kapoor isn't my best friend. (refer to my paragraph in point 4)
But, she didn't drag innocent people in. Shahiylia told me something she disliked about you, and i don't know about syafiqah but shahiylia does. See what i mean?

7) Break down like shit in front of me? For what? Haven't the worst situations of this confrontation gone through your head? Or are you still living in lalaland where everything is all fun and games? Pls lar, the world isn't a nice place and the truth sucks and hurts.In this world where people get killed/raped/molested/kidnapped/God knows what else every single day, you think you're safe from your feelings being hurt? i doubt it. The truth hurts.

It's how you want to handle it that's important. If it's destructive critisism (e.gyou're such a bitch) it's okay to hate the person, but if it's constructive critisism(e.gi think you sometimes make false accusations of people and you should really change it.) then it's ok to handle, right? The point is, you have to THINK of our motive for doing these things. Like kapoor's post was to not gossip or bitch about us anymore,and my own reason for wanting to give you the letter is because i wanted you to change.

8) I don't think God made you sensitive. I just think that you should be less sensitive for the horrible world that we are living in now. The world isn't a nice place-it's FAR from a nice place. So have more thick skin and be more humble to accept the fact that you should change.

9) I can accept that you're sensitive actually, because i am myself. But the fact that you love to do hateful stuff, that just pisses the hell out of me ok. And the worst thing is that you call people syaitans when you're not exactly an angel yourself. Even vanessa and rachael who are christians know that calling people the devil is really one of the biggest insults ever.

And i hate it when you confront people on YOUR blog but when people want to confront YOU, you don't let/get scared. It really is very very vile of you.

10) One last thing. Based on a lot of people's bad experience with you, the only conclusion is that you only come to people to be their friend when you don't have many friends. A lot of people agree. So i don't know if you're apologising sincerely or because you're just desperate. I just feel that you don't make any sense.

Even if we become friends again, it won't be the same right? So i don't know what to do now. I guess you're nothing but an acquaintence now.I just hope that you do realise your mistakes because if you yourself don't want to sedar diri, nobody can.

1 Feb 07, 18:20
kapoor: so pathetic.

1 Feb 07, 18:2
1kapoor: anw, heeqmah, ur damn cute in saying 'lembu'! i mean, i didnt realise the word 'lembu' is soo cute!!!

1 Feb 07, 18:21
kapoor: ahahahahah, cant wait to go to tj!! i wanna brush my tennis skills and try for DSA

1 Feb 07, 18:22
kapoor: and nadiah, u showed the video like, alot of times on ur blog already!!

1 Feb 07, 18:22
kapoor: talk to u more on msn

haha wth is DSA? and it's only the second time i showed this vid lah. lol. I miss each and everyone of you in the video or the one who taped it. I just wish all of us had malay classes together again... so fun.

1 Feb 07, 21:36
HeQie: eh guys....check if u guys can meet up next tuesday....nade if you want follow them....but ill have to confirm again....lol

1 Feb 07, 21:36
HeQie: oopppps....kapoor you're right....why suddenly someone's stooooping SOOO LOWW!!!

YAYIEE I WANT TO IKOT =D=D=D but next week and the week after got loads of test.. argh. and don't be so bad lah, she just wants to admit her mistakes what. lol.

2 Feb 07, 19:28
hanis: supercooool. hahahaha

what is supercool? lol. anyway i sent you the song already! hope you enjoy it.

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Okay wth, i feel so bad. My dad just bought me a $100 simple phone because i told him mine was quite spoilt, but he didn't tell me that he bought it.

It has no camera, no video, or anything. Just plain call and sms phone. I had actually wanted to study hard and get good grades this term or the next term to get a new and nice phone. So i told him that i didn't want it because i want to work hard for a nicer phone.

Then he looked sad and was like," you don't want it ah? ok ah, i send back."

Gah. I feel so obnoxious. But wth do i do now? Accept that phone? My present phone is in working condition but only the keypad is slightly sot. I really wanted one nice phone i saw in a nokia shop so i wanted to work hard for it. But wth do i do with this phone? And what will my mum do when she hears from my dad that he gave me a phone but i didn't accept it? Doesn't that just sounds hateful and ungrateful?

I really don't know what to do now. o_o

twisting beside myself @9:19 AM

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