I also wish for world peace, end of poverty,happiness and justice for everyone. :]
Friday, March 30, 2007
SCHOOL CONFESSIONS [x]Talked back to a teacher. [x] Been kicked out of class. [ ] Worn pyjamas to school. [ ] Had your tooth fall out at school. [x -_-] Gotten lost in your school. [x] Broken the dress code in school. [x] Completely failed a test. [x] Left class without asking. [ ] Missed a whole week of school [ ] Thrown up in school. [ ] Been beat up at school.
HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS [ ] Argue with your parents a lot. [x] Argue with your brother(s) a lot. [ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot. [x] Have your own room. [ ] Do your own laundry. [ ] Cook dinner once in a while. [x] Are loud and obnoxious at home. [x] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere. [hehe how'd you know =D] [x] You sleep in very long. [ ] All you do is watch television. [ ] Your parents are divorced. [ ] Your family makes you cry alot. [ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you. [ ] You cant stand being with yourparents.
FRIEND CONFESSIONS [x]You currently dislike one or more of your friends. [ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends. [x] You have known a friend your whole life. [ ] Your friends are all taller than you.[hehe NO hehe ok i sound like an asshole -_-] [xxxxx] You have been ditched by a friend. [x] You have memorized a friends phone number. [x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number. [ ] You have been to all of your friends houses. [x] You love most of your friends. [but do they love me?]
HABIT CONFESSIONS [x] You bite your nails. [x] You have an odd obsession with knives. [x] You cannot sleep with the door closed. [ ] You cannot sleep with the door open. [x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand. [yawh, the sexed up sound people make when they have an orgasm or something, eeyewww] [x] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers [not exactly write stories, more like go gaga over movies about them. *hints to feffe and starts singing* [ ] You are good at telling lies.
LIKE CONFESSIONS [x] You currently like someone. [ ] You want to kill one of your exes. [ ] You can stay committed for an unusually long time. [x] You get bored of your crush/bf/gfeasily. [ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before. [ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self-centered before.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS [xxxx] You hate George Bush. [ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal. [if it's about teenagers with raging hormones, it's bad, but if it's about rape then there's no other option, is there?] [x] Gay marriage is fine by you. [religiously wrong, but well that's the world for you] [x] Boys make better friends than girls do. [less bitching, etc.] [x] The beach is an excellent place for a date. [ ] Pink is an ugly color. [OMG DAMN YOU!!!NOOO!] [x] Needles aren't so horrible. [eh ello, you ask me for what? go ask gaspard ulliel.anyway what the hell is an agedveal o.o] Human flesh tastes like fine agedveal. [x] You have plenty of secrets. [but i'm quite readable]
HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS [-_________- this quiz is trying to defy gravity haww] Fallen up the stairs. [x] Someone has tied your shoelaces together. [ ] Had a nail fall off. [?] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis [ ] Had surgery [x] Slapped someone across the face. [ ] Killed someone. [ ] Someone has called you a tease. [x] You have been to Europe. [x] You have worn something inside out for a whole day.
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heyooo people, replying all your tags and whatever else shitz soon, but i don't know when soon is. i'm so sick and tired of myself you know, i can't just do the damn work and then play comp. must procrastinate. pfft
i want to tell you loads of things. how sec 3 life is, how was the fall out boy concert, how obs was, how npcc camp that happened very recently was.
however, i've got loads of work to do and i know you'll ask me why the hell am i givin you such an excuse all the time and i'll say it's coz i love to procrastinate for some reason. sigh
like, i'd feel a very very awkward feeling when it comes to studying; both irritated and satisfied that i'm procrastinating. o_o yes, don't ask me about the satisfied part because honestly, sometimes i don't even know who i am
..did you understand that? if not, nevermind
point of the matter is, i still have to
1) catch up with my studies which i neglected severely even though i seemed like i studied a hell lot in term 1
2) lose at least 5 kg (jogging everyday, amount of chocolate consumed to be minimised) before NCO camp, which has been brought forth to freaking MAY. and i heard from seniors that it's the worst camp ever with horrible horrible CIs. eeeeeeeee >_<>Part 1: The Birth of You
Were you a planned baby?: i don't think so.
Were you the first? nah.
Who was present at your birth?: mum, dad [he was helping to deliver me i think]
Were your parents married when you were born?: tsk, of course.
What is your birthdate? 15th december
Part 2: The Family
Are you parents married or divorced? married.
An only child?: nooooooooo.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: caught in the frikin middle, as always
What are your sibling's names?: nazrul and nazif
Which parent do you get along with best?: Mama we all go to hell
What do you fight about?: well, sometimes i'm rude and give attitude so yeah heh ):
Do you have step parents?: no
Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend? i don't have any best friends, many good friends
What do you like to do when you are together?: um, i try to stop it but sometimes i do gossip, i confide in them, i crack lame jokes which they go hohohoheuhehahhaheoehoahao about and heh ya that's about it =D
oh!and sing songs about gaspard ulliel too -_- hahahaha
Do you share the same interests?: quite.
Which friend can you tell anything to?: nade <-aww i'm so touched feffe (': hmmmmmmmmmm. aishah, atifa. yeah.
Part 4: Your Personality
How high/low is your self esteem?:
this song
KELLY CLARKSON "Low"
Everybody’s talking But they don’t say a thing They look at me with sad eyes But I don’t want the sympathy Its cool you didn’t want me Sometimes you can’t go back But why’d you have to go and make a mess like that Well I just have to say Before I let go
Have you ever been low? Have you ever had a friend that let you down so? When the truth came out Were you the last to know? Were you left out in the cold? What you did was low
No I don’t need your number There’s nothing left to say Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved My friends are outside waiting I’ve gotta go
Have you ever been low? Have you ever had a friend that let you down so? When the truth came out Were you the last to know? Were you left out in the cold? What you did was low What you did was low (low) What you did was low (low) What you did was low (low)
I walk out of this darkness With no sense of regret And I go with a clear conscience We both know that you can’t say that Here's to show For all the time I loved you so… So...
Have you ever been low? Have you ever had a friend that let you down so? When the truth came out Were you the last to know? Were you left out in the cold? What you did was low Have you ever been low? Have you ever had a friend that let you down so? When the truth came out Were you the last to know? Were you left out in the cold? What you did was low Have you ever been low? Have you ever had a friend that let you down so? Cuz what you did was low
says it all.
Do you get depressed about things easily?: yeah. i'm the type of person who lets negative things penetrate into my soul, then be a freaking radiator of negative energy and lash it out on people, then when i cool down i really cool down and bounce around. pfft. very very extreme person.
Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?: depends. around people i don't know or when i'm alone in my room and need my private space, i'm really introverted. but when i'm with friends and start being crazy, whoa.
extreme person, remember?
Are you happy?: hmmmmmmmmm. i don't quite know. but if i said no you'd think i'm a brat who has everything but still is unhappy, right? so no comment.
Do you live life to the fullest?: trying to.
Part 5: Appearance
Are you comfortable with the way you look? *frowns and shakes head* trying to lose weight but always failing because chocolate is like breathing to me and like reading to scout from 'to kill a mockingbird'
Describe your hair? slightly longer than shoulder length, straight but frizzy. and annoying because it won't grow.
How do you dress? i'm like a really really weird person with loads of extreme fashion sense. can be vintage, gypsy, goth, punk, lolita, tomboy-ish. honestly.
Part 6: The Past
Were you a strange child?: hahahha YOU THINK? hahaha.
What did you used to love that you no longer do? you know, when i was a baby, my mom said i used to throw toys down from my flat until the police came and fined my parents for 'killer litter'. i would love to do that now and not get scolded/arrested.
also, i loved to eat paper coz it has this weird nice plain taste =D
and once in primary one, i put eraser shavings on liquid paper and licked it HAHAHA it tasted cool =D
NOW do you think i'm wierd? =D
Do you have the same friends?: same friends? o_o
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? kind of. bad experience with friends. and my mum was a hell of a tiger in the past.
Part 7: The Future
What is your ambition? hum, i'm like a really artsy person so i'm not sure.
Are you scared of growing old? yahh! i can't imagine wrinkles man. eeeeeeeee.
Do you want to get married?: if i said yes, nobody'll want me. i'm fat and black and you need to be thin and fair for boys, you see.
Part 8: The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: indoors. i don't have a lot of self esteem coz honestly, i'm fat. and i don't like getting sunburnt.
Favorite Season: hmmm. tough one. i'd say winter? i love snow. so fun to play with. :D
Do you like walking in the rain?: yayieee! but if it means getting my school books wet until the pages stick, then eeww.
Part 9: Food
Are you a vegetarian?: i wish. i swear i'd lose like 10kg in a span of a few months. HEY OMG WHY NOT I TRY THAT OUT?? LIKE VEGGIES AND GREENS AND CHOCOLATES AND THAT'S ALL I EAT? OMG I THINK I'LL LOSE WEIGHT HAHAHA I LOVE YOU MAN QUIZ
What is your favorite food?: CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE
(Nadiah and chocolate,till death do us part. )
What food makes you want to gag? ummm xando. i gagged before apparently, coz i swallowed the goddamned thing too freaking fast. it was horribleeeee
What is your favorite dessert? CHOCOLATE AND THAT UNCLE AT NEWTON CENTER'S ICE KACANG! AND MOCHEE [SP?] AND ICE CREAM HURRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
*reminder: veggies for one month*
What is your favorite restaurant?: i go to any that has decent food =D
Are you a fussy eater? cheeyah!
Part 10: Relationships and Love
Are you single or taken?: i thought you said questions i've never been asked in other surveys before. bloody cheat. <-yah, i agree man.
single of course.
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: *starts singing the 'nobody likes me' worm song from NPCC*
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: once you're really into it, yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: *starts a long lecture about people being shallow*
anyway no, i'd rather get to know someone who has average looks but an amazing personality, rather than someone who is hot but has a pea-sized brain
Part 11: Experiences
What was one of your greatest experiences?: ummm, i'm not sure. but i should say, the most disgusting one is the 197-bus incident with ida. tell you more in another post.
What was one of the worst? i have no idea.
Have you ever done drugs? pills for diseases yeah. drugs, nah. and cough syrup is delicious!
Have you ever thought you were going to die?: YAHHHH OMG LIKE THE FREAKING KAYAKING IN OBS, OR THIS INSTANCE WHEN MY HEART HURT A LOTTT AND I WAS LIKE 'this is it, nadiah. let's face God'AND NOTHING HAPPENED HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEH
that heart incident happened loads of times, by the way. =O
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i swear you'll die laughing if you watched this
video =D
twisting beside myself @2:00 AM
Friday, March 23, 2007
The Part of You That No One Sees
You are aloof, mysterious, and distant. People feel like they really don't know the true you... Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.
Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself. It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose. You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.
Is anyone annoyed with the new blogger google system thingie? Because honestly, it really annoys me.
1) you have to sign in TWICE.
2) I honestly don't see the difference from the old blogger, apart from the fact that this blogger has new buttons and a 'label for this post' thingie below your post.
and if you're thinking 'huh? what problem?' that just goes to show how bimbotic i am in not being able to use this blogger properly. pfft.
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
60% is so freaking little. and i never ever considered myself normal.
You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check
Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person. You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way. But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral. Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.
hmm? i'm pessimistic lah dhey. and rarely happy too, to the extent of borrowing that *points below* book from the library. some advice it gives is really helpful.
Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.
You may be depressed. While you can be moody, your moods generally fall within the range of normal. It's up to you to decide if you're depressed... or if you're simply having a bad week.
oh yeah. did i mention tomorrow is npcc camp and that i'll be doing freaking nightwalk
ALONE???
like, goodbye bullshitters and hello creatures of the night -_-
arghhh hayley williams, give me your voiceeee ):<
twisting beside myself @9:13 PM
I am having a feeling that i suffer from inferiority complex. I said'falling in love,falling from grace. oh star fall down on me. says: i thought of all ppl, avril lavigne wouldn't turn bimbo falling in love,falling from grace. oh star fall down on me. says: but she did. falling in love,falling from grace. oh star fall down on me. says: which is sad.' I want more happiness and Hayley William's [lead singer of paramore] voice. I wish that some un-shallow dude will marry me. hurray. but it won't happen. (: I miss nothing much really, come to think of it. primary school was full of losers who just used me. I hear it's not over- Chris Daughtry I wonder why the world is the way it is now. I regret truth be told, entering 3e2. I am wondering what's the cause of my unhappiness, and i'd like to kill it quickly. I dance by myself when i'm home alone. I sing a lot songs and try my very best to go very very high or very very low I am supposed to be doing work now =O I cry when i'm pms-ing, when i'm sad, when i'm hurt, when i'm feeling left out. i'm an emotional biarch man. I'm not normal, and loving it<3<3<3 color="#ffccff">I write sort of untidyly I'm confused: why do people judge others by what's on the outside and not the inside? it's so disgusting. I need someone who actually gives two hoots about me. and i DO mean that way. I should be doing my english project now. I tag peoples' blogs? more like flooding really. haw. =D
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1. YOUR REAL NAME nadiah
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name, plus izzle) nadizzle[heheh so cute! sounds like some pokemon species]
3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last) N.KHA [sounds so cheena. hahaha.]
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) PinkHorse... what.? <-feffe cute :D PinkCat<-HAHAHAHAH WTH 5.YOUR DRUNK NAME.(FIRST 3 LETTERS OF YOUR FIRST NAME, then slam your hand on the keyboard.) nadjuyh
6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's name) Othatnoo HEHEH I LIKE ITTTT <-HEHHEEHE I LOVE THAT NAME TOO =O Khanasha<-why my name always so bullshit one -_- 7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color,favorite drink) BlackMountainDew. fahahahaha
8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 3rd letter of your mom's maiden name,letter of a sibling's first name,last letter of your mom's middle name) aamznh. bullshiiiiittt
9. ACT CUTE NAME : ( write your fav animal and erase the last letter of it and plus a yoki behind ) cayoki
10. SMELLY NAME : ( write your fav colour and plus a TOIL infront of it. ) toilpink hehehehehHEHEHE =D
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Rule #1: You can only say Yes or No! Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!
Q: Kissed someone on the lips in your top friends? A: no
Q: Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? A: yes.
Q: Been arrested? A: sort of XD
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? A: no.
Q: Slept in until 5 PM? A: i think.
Q: Held a snake? A: yes
Q: Been suspended from school? A: no
Q: Been fired from a job? A: no
Q: Sang karaoke? A: no
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? A: yes
Q: Laughed until you started crying? A: yes! xD
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? A: yes.. i think.
Q: Kissed in the rain? A: no
Q: Sang in the shower? A: yes
Q: Sat on a roof top? A: yes
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? A: no
Q: Broken a bone? A: no
Q: Shaved your head? A: no [HAHA IF YOU'RE MAKING REFERENCES TO BRITNEY SPEARS YOU ARE ONE TAK BAKE BODOWH K, THAT WOMAN DAH GILER YOU KNOW]
Q: Blacked out from drugs? A: no
Q: Played a prank on someone? A: yes
Q: Had a gym membership? A: no
Q: Felt like killing someone? A: YESyesYESyesYESyes
Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? A: no
Q: Cried over someone you loved? A: yes
Q: Shot a gun? A: yes
Q: Tripped on mushrooms? A: no
Q: Donated Blood? A: no
Q: Still love someone you shouldn't? A: no
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one- what you wearing now: &; tkgs blouse and hgs shorts
two- where you going later: &; my room.
three- who you missing at the moment: &; nobody.
four- what you stress about this days: &; studies, studies, lack of time management which would have horrible effects on my studies, studies.
five- whose the last person you chat with: &; currently chatting with my cousin.
six- what makes you happy when you're down: &; most of the time, i either take chocolate or let loud music temporarily drown my sorrows.
seven- do you wanna get into a r/snow: &; r? whatthat?
eight- have you got a crush on someone: &; nawh.
nine- ever have a neardeath experience: &; maybe?
ten- whats the time now: &; 1802.
eleven- met anyone earlier on: &; nope.
twelve- what did you do just now: &; school. a maths remedial.
thirteen- whats your favourite show: &; unfabulous and drake and josh. too bad i have no more nickelodeon. )=
fourteen- what language do you speak: &; english, malay. the normal.
fifteen- what you hate: &; many many many things. oh my gosh, i just got angry/sad at something and i'm immitating hayley william's voice on 'oh star' and i sound almost exactly like her! hurray for anger.
sixteen- do you like to watch MTV: &; yeah. =D
seventeen- what annoys you : &; if i were to list everything down, you'd think i'm phsyco, but it's okay i already know i'm quite phsyco, i think i need to see the school counsellor coz of thing in number fifteen.
eighteen- where you living at: &; kembangan.
ninteen- when did anyone last ask for ur number: &; no idea.
twenty- whats your favourite pet: &; i don't know, they're all the same.maybe sylvester, he's so cutely manja.
twentyone- wheres the place you wanna go now: &; no where.
twentytwo- do you like sweet talks: &; if it's just to use me, i'd say go eff yourself setan
twentythree- would you mind your boyfriend whose a gangster: &; no. 1: i don't have a boyfriend. <-what a lie -_- 1)nobody'd want to date me anyway coz i'm fat and dark, total no-nos for boys because they're all shallow fucksters who watch porn and only want fair-skinned skinny people 2)gangsters are scary, so no wayeeee
twentyfour- would you mind your boyfriend's body's full of tattoo: &; hahahhaha creepy, of course i'd mind!
twentyfive- whats your real name: &; nadiah ameerah binte khairul
twenysix- whats your favourite month: &; i'm not sure actually. holidays seem to make me inevitably lapse into a state of depression,i realise. well, any month that isn't full of exams i guess.
twentyseven- have you ever been stung by a bee: &; nope, but i'd like to see how it feels like and how it looks like. ahahhaa.
twentyeight- will you post bulletin as when you like: &; yea.
twentynine- whose the last person you hug: &; dunno.i tend to GET hugs more than GIVE them.hahaha. <-it's vice versa for me, damn it. uhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hugged my teddybear )=
thirty- whose the last person you said 'iloveyou' to: &; i don't remember anyone who said that. and nobody does anyway. and when i die nobody'll come to my funeral and my body will just decompose on the ground. and people will just walk past saying 'tsk tsk..' and not help. and people you've help will forget you.
and people do nothing but use you anyway.
and i'm currently suffering from inferiority complex and i think everyone hates me, and i don't like my class coz of this and i think people think that i'm frikin weird like carol coz of this, and they also think i'm anggek coz when they we walk past each other on corridors, i don't say hi coz i think they hate me but they pass it off as anggek i guess
and the world is bullshit and what the hell why am i feeling so unhappy although i have everything many people want?
i mean i know many MANY people out there are suffering from stuffs like aids and poverty and whatnot, and i should be appreciative for what i have but it's kinda comforting to know that despite all their cabarans God loves them a lot right
I hope God hears me out, i hope people would just stop being bullshit and i hope my paranoia doesn't make me insane, and i hope that this
book is helpful. and i need to form a band NOW, and i want to write angsty songs and sing them like hayley williams, and i think i'm going mad so goodbye to you lucky birches out there who actually have someone to like you and you like them too and have a possible romance and marriage later when you're older
PARAMORE "Conspiracy"
Please speak softly, for they will hear us And they'll find out why we don't trust them Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you I need to know why we don't trust them
Explain to me this conspiracy against me And tell me how I've lost my power
Where can I turn? Cause I need something more Surrounded by uncertainty I'm so unsure Tell me why I feel so alone Cause I need to know to whom do I owe
Explain to me this conspiracy against me And tell me how I've lost my power
I thought that we'd make it Because you said that we'd make it through And when all security fails Will you be there to help me through?
Explain to me this conspiracy against me And tell me how I've lost my power
I've lost my power
twisting beside myself @6:49 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
"Oh Star"
Oh star fall down on me Let me make a wish upon you Hold on, let me think Think of what I'm wishing for
Wait, don't go away. Just not yet. Cause I thought, I had it. But I forget.
And I won't let you fall away, From me. You will never fade. And I won't let you fall away. From me. You will never fade away from me.
And now I let my dreams consume me, And tell me what to think. But hold on, Hold on. What am I dreaming?
Wait, don't go away. Just not yet. Cause I thought, That I had it. But I forget.
And I won't let you fall away, From me. You will never fade away. I won't let you fall away. You will never fade away.
And I won't let you fall away. You will never fade away. And I won't let you fall away from me, You will never...
AHHHH!!!!!!! *does a retarded hideous self-choreographed dance*
well, so someone told me first before i knew it but still! NEW VIDEO + MCR =AHH *dies*
=D =D =D =D =) (= =) (=
=OOOO
AHHH.
hmm okay okay i'll calm down.
.
.
.
there.
okay, so mcr has a new video, and a nice one too.
:D
although the people in it looked a bit...cacat. =\
things you'd realise in the video:
1) GERARD WAY DYED HIS HAIR BLACK AGAIN! =O
2) HAHAHAHHAAHEHOHOEHUHUHUH LOOK AT THE DUDE'S EXPRESSION, LIKE HE WANTS TO CRY LIKE THAT. SO FUNNY. REMINDS ME OF
hahahahahah. you should see my rendition of that video <3
3) 1:43- GERARD WAY HAS A RING ON HIS FOURTH FINGER LIKE WTH, WTFH, WTMFH he's going to get married
-_-
geeeee is goingg to get marrieeeed
i said geeee is going to geeeeet marrieeeed
*excuse me, i've been writing loads of songs nowadays.some include 'nobody knows who da hell gaspard ulliel is' and 'i lost 18 marks in my A maths test*
:D
ok, i had better got my gargantuan arse off the comp now, because it's almost three and i haven't done anything. goodbye lovelies.
HEHEHE I BELONG TO MEEE, I DON'T BELONG TO YOUUU, MY HEART IS MY POSSESSION, I BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAHH
i changed blogskin, updated the playlist there << and replied some tags. now i gtg bathe and do work. goodbye.
ps: on saturday i so freakishly slept for SIXTEEN HOURS HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA -__-
freaking waste of my time man. i mean, i slept from 5.30pm on saturday all the way to 9.30am the next day.hoho.now my plans of finishing the homework on the weekends can't be carried out =D