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WILKOMMEN

Sunday, March 25, 2007

EEEEE.

i want to tell you loads of things. how sec 3 life is, how was the fall out boy concert, how obs was, how npcc camp that happened very recently was.

however, i've got loads of work to do and i know you'll ask me why the hell am i givin you such an excuse all the time and i'll say it's coz i love to procrastinate for some reason. sigh

like, i'd feel a very very awkward feeling when it comes to studying; both irritated and satisfied that i'm procrastinating. o_o yes, don't ask me about the satisfied part because honestly, sometimes i don't even know who i am

..did you understand that? if not, nevermind

point of the matter is, i still have to

1) catch up with my studies which i neglected severely even though i seemed like i studied a hell lot in term 1

2) lose at least 5 kg (jogging everyday, amount of chocolate consumed to be minimised) before NCO camp, which has been brought forth to freaking MAY. and i heard from seniors that it's the worst camp ever with horrible horrible CIs. eeeeeeeee >_<>Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?:
i don't think so.

Were you the first?
nah.

Who was present at your birth?:
mum, dad [he was helping to deliver me i think]

Were your parents married when you
were born?:
tsk, of course.

What is your birthdate?
15th december

Part 2: The Family

Are you parents married or divorced?
married.

An only child?:
nooooooooo.

If you have siblings are you oldest,
middle, or youngest?:
caught in the frikin middle, as always

What are your sibling's names?:
nazrul and nazif

Which parent do you get along with best?:
Mama ~~we all go to hell~~

What do you fight about?:
well, sometimes i'm rude and give attitude so yeah heh ):

Do you have step parents?:
no

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?
i don't have any best friends, many good friends

What do you like to do when you are together?:
um, i try to stop it but sometimes i do gossip, i confide in them, i crack lame jokes which they go hohohoheuhehahhaheoehoahao about and heh ya that's about it =D

oh!and sing songs about gaspard ulliel too -_- hahahaha

Do you share the same interests?:
quite.

Which friend can you tell anything to?:
nade <-aww i'm so touched feffe (':
hmmmmmmmmmm. aishah, atifa. yeah.

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?:

this song

KELLY CLARKSON
"Low"

Everybody’s talking
But they don’t say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don’t want the sympathy
Its cool you didn’t want me
Sometimes you can’t go back
But why’d you have to go and make a mess like that
Well I just have to say
Before I let go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low

No I don’t need your number
There’s nothing left to say
Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I’ve gotta go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can’t say that
Here's to show
For all the time I loved you so…
So...

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
Cuz what you did was low

says it all.

Do you get depressed about things easily?:
yeah. i'm the type of person who lets negative things penetrate into my soul, then be a freaking radiator of negative energy and lash it out on people, then when i cool down i really cool down and bounce around. pfft. very very extreme person.

Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?:
depends. around people i don't know or when i'm alone in my room and need my private space, i'm really introverted. but when i'm with friends and start being crazy, whoa.

extreme person, remember?

Are you happy?:
hmmmmmmmmm. i don't quite know. but if i said no you'd think i'm a brat who has everything but still is unhappy, right? so no comment.

Do you live life to the fullest?:
trying to.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?
*frowns and shakes head* trying to lose weight but always failing because chocolate is like breathing to me and like reading to scout from 'to kill a mockingbird'

Describe your hair?
slightly longer than shoulder length, straight but frizzy. and annoying because it won't grow.

How do you dress?
i'm like a really really weird person with loads of extreme fashion sense. can be vintage, gypsy, goth, punk, lolita, tomboy-ish. honestly.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?:
hahahha YOU THINK? hahaha.

What did you used to love that you no longer do?
you know, when i was a baby, my mom said i used to throw toys down from my flat until the police came and fined my parents for 'killer litter'. i would love to do that now and not get scolded/arrested.

also, i loved to eat paper coz it has this weird nice plain taste =D

and once in primary one, i put eraser shavings on liquid paper and licked it HAHAHA it tasted cool =D

NOW do you think i'm wierd? =D

Do you have the same friends?:
same friends? o_o

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?
kind of. bad experience with friends. and my mum was a hell of a tiger in the past.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?
hum, i'm like a really artsy person so i'm not sure.

Are you scared of growing old?
yahh! i can't imagine wrinkles man. eeeeeeeee.

Do you want to get married?:
if i said yes, nobody'll want me. i'm fat and black and you need to be thin and fair for boys, you see.

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:
indoors. i don't have a lot of self esteem coz honestly, i'm fat. and i don't like getting sunburnt.

Favorite Season:
hmmm. tough one. i'd say winter? i love snow. so fun to play with. :D

Do you like walking in the rain?:
yayieee! but if it means getting my school books wet until the pages stick, then eeww.

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?:
i wish. i swear i'd lose like 10kg in a span of a few months. HEY OMG WHY NOT I TRY THAT OUT?? LIKE VEGGIES AND GREENS AND CHOCOLATES AND THAT'S ALL I EAT? OMG I THINK I'LL LOSE WEIGHT HAHAHA I LOVE YOU MAN QUIZ

What is your favorite food?:
CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE

(Nadiah and chocolate,till death do us part. )

What food makes you want to gag?
ummm xando. i gagged before apparently, coz i swallowed the goddamned thing too freaking fast. it was horribleeeee

What is your favorite dessert?
CHOCOLATE AND THAT UNCLE AT NEWTON CENTER'S ICE KACANG! AND MOCHEE [SP?] AND ICE CREAM HURRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

*reminder: veggies for one month*

What is your favorite restaurant?:
i go to any that has decent food =D

Are you a fussy eater?
cheeyah!

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?:
i thought you said questions i've never been asked in other surveys before. bloody cheat. <-yah, i agree man.

single of course.

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?:
*starts singing the 'nobody likes me' worm song from NPCC*

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?:
once you're really into it, yes.

Do you believe in love at first sight?:
*starts a long lecture about people being shallow*

anyway no, i'd rather get to know someone who has average looks but an amazing personality, rather than someone who is hot but has a pea-sized brain

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?:
ummm, i'm not sure. but i should say, the most disgusting one is the 197-bus incident with ida. tell you more in another post.

What was one of the worst?
i have no idea.

Have you ever done drugs?
pills for diseases yeah. drugs, nah. and cough syrup is delicious!

Have you ever thought you were going to die?:
YAHHHH OMG LIKE THE FREAKING KAYAKING IN OBS, OR THIS INSTANCE WHEN MY HEART HURT A LOTTT AND I WAS LIKE 'this is it, nadiah. let's face God'AND NOTHING HAPPENED HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEH

that heart incident happened loads of times, by the way. =O

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