WILKOMMEN
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Bill Kaulitz is teh seks. <3
I also wish for world peace, end of poverty,happiness and justice for everyone. :]
I am having a feeling that i suffer from inferiority complex.
I said 'falling in love,falling from grace. oh star fall down on me. says:
i thought of all ppl, avril lavigne wouldn't turn bimbo
falling in love,falling from grace. oh star fall down on me. says:
but she did.
falling in love,falling from grace. oh star fall down on me. says:
which is sad.'
I want more happiness and Hayley William's [lead singer of paramore] voice.
I wish that some un-shallow dude will marry me. hurray. but it won't happen. (:
I miss nothing much really, come to think of it. primary school was full of losers who just used me.
I hear it's not over- Chris Daughtry
I wonder why the world is the way it is now.
I regret truth be told, entering 3e2.
I am wondering what's the cause of my unhappiness, and i'd like to kill it quickly.
I dance by myself when i'm home alone.
I sing a lot songs and try my very best to go very very high or very very low
I am supposed to be doing work now =O
I cry when i'm pms-ing, when i'm sad, when i'm hurt, when i'm feeling left out. i'm an emotional biarch man.
I'm not normal, and loving it<3<3<3 color="#ffccff">I write sort of untidyly
I'm confused: why do people judge others by what's on the outside and not the inside? it's so disgusting.
I need someone who actually gives two hoots about me. and i DO mean that way.
I should be doing my english project now.
I tag peoples' blogs? more like flooding really. haw. =D
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1. YOUR REAL NAME
nadiah
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name, plus izzle)
nadizzle[heheh so cute! sounds like some pokemon species]
3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last)
N.KHA [sounds so cheena. hahaha.]
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
PinkHorse... what.? <-feffe cute :D PinkCat<-HAHAHAHAH WTH 5.YOUR DRUNK NAME.(FIRST 3 LETTERS OF YOUR FIRST NAME, then slam your hand on the keyboard.)
nadjuyh
6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's name)
Othatnoo HEHEH I LIKE ITTTT <-HEHHEEHE I LOVE THAT NAME TOO =O Khanasha<-why my name always so bullshit one -_- 7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color,favorite drink)
BlackMountainDew. fahahahaha
8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 3rd letter of your mom's maiden name,letter of a sibling's first name,last letter of your mom's middle name)
aamznh. bullshiiiiittt
9. ACT CUTE NAME : ( write your fav animal and erase the last letter of it and plus a yoki behind )
cayoki
10. SMELLY NAME : ( write your fav colour and plus a TOIL infront of it. )
toilpink hehehehehHEHEHE =D
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Rule #1: You can only say Yes or No!
Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!
Q: Kissed someone on the lips in your top friends?
A: no
Q: Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
A: yes.
Q: Been arrested?
A: sort of XD
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: no.
Q: Slept in until 5 PM?
A: i think.
Q: Held a snake?
A: yes
Q: Been suspended from school?
A: no
Q: Been fired from a job?
A: no
Q: Sang karaoke?
A: no
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
A: yes
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: yes! xD
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: yes.. i think.
Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: no
Q: Sang in the shower?
A: yes
Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: yes
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: no
Q: Broken a bone?
A: no
Q: Shaved your head?
A: no [HAHA IF YOU'RE MAKING REFERENCES TO BRITNEY SPEARS YOU ARE ONE TAK BAKE BODOWH K, THAT WOMAN DAH GILER YOU KNOW]
Q: Blacked out from drugs?
A: no
Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: yes
Q: Had a gym membership?
A: no
Q: Felt like killing someone?
A: YESyesYESyesYESyes
Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: no
Q: Cried over someone you loved?
A: yes
Q: Shot a gun?
A: yes
Q: Tripped on mushrooms?
A: no
Q: Donated Blood?
A: no
Q: Still love someone you shouldn't?
A: no
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one- what you wearing now:
&; tkgs blouse and hgs shorts
two- where you going later:
&; my room.
three- who you missing at the moment:
&; nobody.
four- what you stress about this days:
&; studies, studies, lack of time management which would have horrible effects on my studies, studies.
five- whose the last person you chat with:
&; currently chatting with my cousin.
six- what makes you happy when you're down:
&; most of the time, i either take chocolate or let loud music temporarily drown my sorrows.
seven- do you wanna get into a r/snow:
&; r? whatthat?
eight- have you got a crush on someone:
&; nawh.
nine- ever have a neardeath experience:
&; maybe?
ten- whats the time now:
&; 1802.
eleven- met anyone earlier on:
&; nope.
twelve- what did you do just now:
&; school. a maths remedial.
thirteen- whats your favourite show:
&; unfabulous and drake and josh. too bad i have no more nickelodeon. )=
fourteen- what language do you speak:
&; english, malay. the normal.
fifteen- what you hate:
&; many many many things. oh my gosh, i just got angry/sad at something and i'm immitating hayley william's voice on 'oh star' and i sound almost exactly like her! hurray for anger.
sixteen- do you like to watch MTV:
&; yeah. =D
seventeen- what annoys you :
&; if i were to list everything down, you'd think i'm phsyco, but it's okay i already know i'm quite phsyco, i think i need to see the school counsellor coz of thing in number fifteen.
eighteen- where you living at:
&; kembangan.
ninteen- when did anyone last ask for ur number:
&; no idea.
twenty- whats your favourite pet:
&; i don't know, they're all the same.maybe sylvester, he's so cutely manja.
twentyone- wheres the place you wanna go now:
&; no where.
twentytwo- do you like sweet talks:
&; if it's just to use me, i'd say go eff yourself setan
twentythree- would you mind your boyfriend whose a gangster:
&; no. 1: i don't have a boyfriend. <-what a lie -_-
1)nobody'd want to date me anyway coz i'm fat and dark, total no-nos for boys because they're all shallow fucksters who watch porn and only want fair-skinned skinny people
2)gangsters are scary, so no wayeeee
twentyfour- would you mind your boyfriend's body's full of tattoo:
&; hahahhaha creepy, of course i'd mind!
twentyfive- whats your real name:
&; nadiah ameerah binte khairul
twenysix- whats your favourite month:
&; i'm not sure actually. holidays seem to make me inevitably lapse into a state of depression,i realise. well, any month that isn't full of exams i guess.
twentyseven- have you ever been stung by a bee:
&; nope, but i'd like to see how it feels like and how it looks like. ahahhaa.
twentyeight- will you post bulletin as when you like:
&; yea.
twentynine- whose the last person you hug:
&; dunno.i tend to GET hugs more than GIVE them.hahaha. <-it's vice versa for me, damn it. uhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hugged my teddybear )=
thirty- whose the last person you said 'iloveyou' to:
&; i don't remember anyone who said that. and nobody does anyway. and when i die nobody'll come to my funeral and my body will just decompose on the ground. and people will just walk past saying 'tsk tsk..' and not help. and people you've help will forget you.
and people do nothing but use you anyway.
and i'm currently suffering from inferiority complex and i think everyone hates me, and i don't like my class coz of this and i think people think that i'm frikin weird like
and the world is bullshit and what the hell why am i feeling so unhappy although i have everything many people want?
i mean i know many MANY people out there are suffering from stuffs like aids and poverty and whatnot, and i should be appreciative for what i have but it's kinda comforting to know that despite all their cabarans God loves them a lot right
I hope God hears me out, i hope people would just stop being bullshit and i hope my paranoia doesn't make me insane, and i hope that this
book is helpful. and i need to form a band NOW, and i want to write angsty songs and sing them like hayley williams, and i think i'm going mad so goodbye to you lucky birches out there who actually have someone to like you and you like them too and have a possible romance and marriage later when you're older
PARAMORE
"Conspiracy"
Please speak softly, for they will hear us
And they'll find out why we don't trust them
Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you
I need to know why we don't trust them
Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power
Where can I turn? Cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainty I'm so unsure
Tell me why I feel so alone
Cause I need to know to whom do I owe
Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power
I thought that we'd make it
Because you said that we'd make it through
And when all security fails
Will you be there to help me through?
Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power
I've lost my power
twisting beside myself @6:49 PM
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