WILKOMMEN
:3
Bill Kaulitz is teh seks. <3
I also wish for world peace, end of poverty,happiness and justice for everyone. :]
...k.
Honestly, stop making yourself seem innocent because you're not. atifa and i aren't innocent either. and saying that whatever you said doesn't mean you think you're not innocent is total B.S. it's actually REALLY obvious that you think you're innocent. so don't go around contradicting yourself.
"the both of u start stabbing me over and over and i'm just left alone with just me myself and i on my side,coz i'm the only one here who rmbs wat i say,and wat i mean."
see what i mean.
fine. it wasn't right of me and atifa to go around saying things behind your back.i am personally against gossipping too, but i'm no perfect person. i avoid gossip as much as possible, so when i do, i actually DO mean big business.
but could you AT FREAKING LEAST FOR ONCE, PUT YOURSELF IN OUR SHOES?
you're always so caught up with what YOU feel and not what ANYBODY ELSE AROUNDS YOU FEEL.
if you did care about what atifa and i felt, then why did you totally and completely ditch atifa during the first month of school? what's the excuse now? us misinterpreting you? that you wanted to expand your friendship horizon [or whatever that phrase is] and make new friends?
fine, fine. i get it. but what the hell was disappearing when atifa waited for you during recess all about? if you wanted to make new friends so much, why didn't you just tell atifa in a nice way, so that at least we would have KNOWN ? think i don't feel for her is it? as a matter of fact, unlike you, i do. i can tolerate certain things but one thing i am most PANTANG about is DITCHING FRIENDS WHEN YOU'VE MADE NEW ONES.
then what about the letterS? fine, thanks, i appreciate your effort of at least trying to communicate with us in a way. that was really quite nice of you. but don't you think it hurts OUR feelings when we put in so much effort to write the letter and get a stupid reply which totally reeks of your indifference?[eg:me talking a HELL lot in the letter, like 2 or 3 pages, and your reply filling up only one page going all LOL or HAHA REALLY that kind of thing, you don't even say anything else.] didn't ever occur to you, did it? i might be a bit sensitive when it comes to this, but honestly, it's THE LITTLE THINGS THAT MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE.
and what you said that day, maybe i didn't take offense so much but atifa did. you could have at least put yourself in my shoes before saying that. cutting was stupid,i agree.
if you think about it now, we only fought because of what you tagged,one pathetic tag. and worst of all it was about gaspard ulliel-totally irrelevant to our friendship. but WHAT you said, the WAY you said it, wow. like i said, it's the little things that make a big difference.and btw, atifa and i are BOTH the kinds of people that bottle things up before letting it really come out once a stupid event triggers it, and in our case, it was your tag. i'm sorry, it is an unhealthy thing to do but we all have our share of imperfections. like you said yourself. nobody is perfect and nobody's lives are perfect.
and what sweeping fallacy? what cheemness are you trying to use to prove your innocence now?i learn literature too, but i don't use something which really doesn't make any sense or logic in this case.
another thing. are you saying i'm wrong and that i haven't completely gotten through the phase you went through in sec 1, and therefore i am stupid?well sorry ah babe, i'm like this. i'm a very obsessive person if you knew me better, and which you obviously don't[and probably but hopefully not, you don't BOTHER to know]. when i see someone hot i'd be squealing for the moment then totally forgetting it later. i'm just like that okay? imperfections which you have to accept remember?
then now you'll ask me, why I haven't accepted YOUR imperfections. i'm used to the fact that you're laid back and not serious, i can take that. but ditching your friend? no way. if that's not being really horrible i don't know what is. i mean, you could have least told us. it wasn't so hard, and we'd understand that well, you HAVE to make new friends
THAT was written all out of anger, shahirah. i'm sorry. i guess we've resolved the situation already, no? i'd just want you to know that you are special and that i never would want to lose someone like you. :D
anyway. i'm supposed to be studying history and bio now, and i'm dead. english and SS was a bitch, but surprisingly english compre was pretty easy [:
okay let's not get all complacent and start being melodramatic when the results suck saying things like 'oh my God i'm going to kill myself coz i flunk' or bullshit like that
i just hope i can get at least majority of Bs and Cs and [hopefully] no fails for this stupid exam. thank you negative energy and negative feelings and slackerness for making me this way. and i swear depan Al Quran i don't know where i got that slackerness from, seems that i've lost all my kiasuness this year. but then again, i don't want to be a minah so i'm tryina tell myself to snap out of it.
bullshit laziness. honestly orh. sleeping like until 5am the next morning IMMEDIATELY when i come home from school. can fucking die or what sial. pfft.
okay i'm sounding like a stupid minah cum ah lian come act ang mor bodowh in this post, i might as well go away now. goodbye world.
ps:you know, i dreamt that i went to another planet and dyed my whole head red this morning, from 6am to 6.30 HAHA then when i woke up my hair was the blackest black it had ever been. -_-
my momma said i can highlight one strand of my fringe pink for hari raya. wooo
oh shit someone's ringing the bell BYE
twisting beside myself @10:45 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: map of the problematique-muse
Waking up: monster-the automatic
Average day: i'm a fake-the used
First date: pieces-sum 41 :D
Falling in love scene: unintended -muse
Fight scene: soundeffects and overdramatics-the used
Breaking up: cute without the 'e'- taking back sunday
Getting back together: new american classic- taking back sunday
Secret love: pieces-sum 41 =D
Life's okay: the only difference between martydom and suicide is press coverage- panic! at the disco
Mental breakdown: soundeffects and overdramatics-the used, error operator-taking back sunday, by my side-the automatic
Driving: bat country- avenged sevenfold [coz the first part has a car sound HAHA]
Learning a lesson: i so hate consequences-relient k
Deep thought: showbiz-muse
Flashback: muscle museum-muse
partying: this ain't a scene, it's an arms race-fall out boy, beautiful liar-beyonce & shakira, maneater-nelly furtado
Happy dance: dance dance -falloutboy, and all songs for partying.
Regret: demolition lovers-my chemical romance, S.O.S-good charlotte
Long night alone: early sunsets over monroeville- my chemical romance, new american classic- taking back sunday, falling away with you-muse
Death scene: helena-my chemical romance [the video!]
Closing credits: intermission-panic! at the disco
twisting beside myself @10:12 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
okay what the hell, i'm suddenly obsessed with that fucking hot dude today, and i haven't studied for SS yet.here are three more vids.
here, you'll see gaspard kissing a girl AND a guy. first part is pretty boring and it's only them dancing crazily, then 1:29 onwards is them making out. then gaspard kisses dude. haha. weird and entertaining. =D
[haha, the first part, the person's joke about fingers is so lame -.- HAHA]
then you see gaspardo being hot as usual and answering questions. accent not bad for a french, non?
this girl giler, like me. "look at his beauty" HAHAHA. i totally agree damn it. fucking hottie. EURGH.
HOHOHOHO *snorts*! (only kapoor,nabbo and aishah will get this)
and i just came across this video where the dude put hannibal rising scenes with a muse song, but the damn person also disabled the embed code. wtfh. pfft.
but this video
nicer! haha. and OMG SO FREAKING HOT THE WINK PART AHHH ATIFA FINALLY I SAW IT!
hot arse purlease.
till i find more good videos, i'll be off till after mid year. goodbye good people.
Labels: hannibal (and body temperature) rising.
twisting beside myself @5:34 PM
OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD.
OH.
MY.
GOD.
1) OH MY GOD FUCKING HOT FUCKING HOT FUCKING AHHHHHH FUCKING HOTTT EURGHHHH I NEED TO BITE HIM AHHHH
2) check out his voice. SO HOT!
3) his singing rocks because it's SO HOT!
4) His acting bitchy is just sizzling lah kae
5) OMFG CHECK OUT THE LAST PART!!!! THE WAY HE LICKED THE BLOOD OFF HIS HANDS ARE.. AHHHHH!!!
HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT.
damn you lah gaspardo, so hot for what.sheesh.
and don't mind my sudden thing of putting hot guys up on my blog, i don't know why they just have to be so fucking hot, it annoys the hell out of me.
goodbye and i hope you squeal when you watch that video. =D
twisting beside myself @12:43 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
1:19-1:27 = HOT HOT FREAKING HEAT
i swear that thing literally made MY heart beat faster!!!NO WAIT! MORE LIKE, HEART PAIN COZ GOT FREAKING HEART ATTACK! SO HOT CAN! AHHHH *squeals like a bimbo and bounces around*
hmm.to bad he's gay uh. gotta, gotta dress up like a guy and seduce him, i suppose.
hawhaw.
oh yeah, i'm getting more depressed nowadays. lack of faith in God, i suppose. lalalalala =D
Labels: GAYGOD AHHHHHHHHHHH
twisting beside myself @9:54 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
i'm so irritated now. why?
this guy
is gay.
[is it me or do i look a bit like him?]
honestly. can i kill someone now, please?
twisting beside myself @11:36 PM
I dedicate this song that automatically plays on my blog to everything now.
with new subjects, new teachers, new friends.
and people change, and things change, and without you even realising it, you change too.
"Franklin"
And when we get home, I know we won't be home at all
This place we live, it is not where we belong
And I miss who we were in the town that we could call our own
Going back to get away after everything has changed
Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
(Everything has changed)
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
(Everything has changed)
Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind?
(Everything has changed)
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
So we stand here now and no one knows us at all
I won't get used to this
I won't get used to being gone
And going back won't feel the same if we aren't staying
Going back to get away after everything has changed
Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
(Everything has changed)
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
(Everything has changed)
Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind?
(Everything has changed)
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
Taking up our time
Taking up our time
Taking up our time
It's taking up our time again
Go back we can't go back at all
It's taking up our time again
Go back we can't go back at all
It's taking up our time again
Go back we can't go back at all
It's taking up our time, taking up our time
Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
Labels: everything has changed.
twisting beside myself @2:51 AM
Friday, April 06, 2007
Tag Replies from the dawn of time -__-:
16 Feb 07, 20:37
maryam: HAHA. you were so super CUTE just now can? " I LOVE YOU!" *jumpjump*
16 Feb 07, 20:38
maryam: and you looked like you were gonna cry. tears of joy aye!
hahahah! wellllll, i had wanted that cd for a verryyy long time, so yeah.. hehe =D
17 Feb 07, 20:07
RACHAEL: NADIA AAAAAAA! I MISS TWOFOURRRRR!
hehe, me too actually )= and to be brutally honest, i kinda really hate our class now. heh.
22 Feb 07, 20:27
random: Ahhh,itsn't your blog name a F.O.B song??
hehehe yepp =D
22 Feb 07, 20:56
modnar: hi my name is modnar. i am indian. vanakam.
wahlao, don't cute around can? bloody geezers XD
24 Feb 07, 20:18
kapoor: where's ur post??
coming, coming.
25 Feb 07, 10:04
shasha: haha.yo cuz!aiyo,you pms until like that?haha.all in capital letters.i thought it was an interesting story or what.sekali,you pms-ing la.hahaha.
haha. yes, i'm unfathomable when pms-ing.
25 Feb 07, 12:01
atifa: hehe i was modnar =D
25 Feb 07, 12:01
atifa: if you notice, it's random spelled backwards! =D
25 Feb 07, 12:02
atifa: hehehehe and OH MY GOD RELAX MAN! RELAX!! i am WHOLLY on your side, PEOPLE LIKE THOSE IDIOTS SHOULD BE SHUNNED
25 Feb 07, 12:02
atifa: HANNIBAL LECTER THE OH SO HOT YOUNG HANNIBAL LECTER DAMN HAMSUM GUYY SHOULD BLOODY EAT THEM SAMPAI TERMAMPOS MAMPOS
25 Feb 07, 12:02
atifa: OKAY WAIT HE'S TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR THEM, THEY SHOULD HAVE CANNIBALS WHO ARE AS UGLY AND DISTORTED AS THEIR SOULS TO EAT THEM. LIKE KILLER, LIKE VICTIM
25 Feb 07, 12:04
atifa: DON'T JUST GOUGE HIS EYES! CHOP HIS DICK INTO PIECES AND ASK THOSE TRIBAL PEOPLE WHO TEAR OFF SCALPS TO HAVE HIS
HAHAHAHAHHA HURRAY TO GASPARD ULLIEL XDXD
and yes, shun people like those. pfft.
25 Feb 07, 20:25
kapoor: nadiah, you okay?? OK, TMR,I'LL MAKE YOUR DAY OKAY?[chey,chey.chey]
haha cute.anks [:
25 Feb 07, 21:44
oRA-RAnge 0>=): O_O heyy i'll always be here for u kay..chill (:
hehehehehhe thanks[:
26 Feb 07, 15:14
random: i know what it's like to be in the glacier situation,also to feel used.
26 Feb 07, 15:16
random: i had adream,and i told thef-ing person to piss off.And i flashed her the middle finger.So yeah.There you go.
people who use other people should have the middle finger pointed to them... and stuffed up their asses. hahahaha.
28 Feb 07, 01:56
random: Haha.You DO know me.But since I've irritated a lot of people,which I think includes you too,i will not bother you and remain anonymous.
28 Feb 07, 01:57
random: anyway,you added me on msn already lah dhey.
tsk, where got you irritated me one. you're like my good friend can.
1 Mar 07, 17:15
Ayeshah: hi maam...whoa u have 7 cats!!my neighbour used to have 11 but they got stolen...but still...7 is ALOT!!my mom wont even let me have 1 -_-''
whoa. eleven cats? STOLEN? that must be a bummer for your neighbour lah. what happened to them? kidnapped? haha. and it's okay, cats are cute until you see poop all over your carpet =D
1 Mar 07, 21:05
CHARIS: HIHI NADIAH!
heyho!
5 Mar 07, 14:58
hanis: whoa. u finally updated. haha. what came over u?. i agree with the whole richt stuck-up b*itches thing. hahahaha.
6 Mar 07, 18:31
hanis: hey. u ok not? so pms-ish. chill. go watch some comedy and knock ourself out. haha
6 Mar 07, 18:39
hanis: oh. love your music playlist. extremely AWESOME songs. hahah
thanks for your concern, but like i said, i'm really weird when pms-ing. and thanks! i love those songs too! =D
7 Mar 07, 13:33
shah: I prefer the tasteofsin....must be because I'm a sinful person myself : 3
7 Mar 07, 13:33
shah: Yep. It's me. Returned from the dead. MWAHAHAHAHA.
7 Mar 07, 13:34
shah: Anyway, I read the first few posts in your blog and...do you feel that we're drifting apart? As in...you seem distant sometimes. And judging from your blog...some problems concerning ppl.
7 Mar 07, 13:34
shah: Um...if I'm not one of those ppl giving you said problems you can...talk to me you know. Call or something. : )
7 Mar 07, 13:35
shah: I feel detached from my class too. I don't feel bonded with anybody else and usually I only stick around with Hwee Key, Yi Sze, Isabelle, Sherry(?) or Shi Lin.
7 Mar 07, 13:35
shah: And the ones I know the best out of both of them are the first 2.
7 Mar 07, 13:36
shah: So yeah, hope that you don't feel uncomfortable hanging round me or anything. Stick your head through my classroom shutters anytime u want k? XD
AWWW THANKS MAN! and yes, in my history of friends (most of whom disappoint me in the end), you're one of the best listening ears ever. thanks so much for that.
haha what only, sinful person.returned from the dead? lmfao.
and YAY i shall stick my head through your classroom whenever i feel like, thanks a lot. (:
oh yeah, i still owe you a goddamned birthday present. pfft. such a bad friend i am.
8 Mar 07, 23:36
hanis: no its nottt. well maybe it is.. hahaha. just kidding.
10 Mar 07, 10:37
hanis: dont tell me u got to go to fallout boy's concert... noooo!!!!!!! nooo fairrrr!!
i told you my blogskin was gay.haha. and it's okay, there's always a next time for FOB right? =D
10 Mar 07, 10:48
shah: Hey nadiah! I shall reply the letter you've written and give it back to you once school reopens k? =)
10 Mar 07, 10:49
shah: Plus, thanks for the FOB cd!
10 Mar 07, 10:50
shah: As in, thnx for lending it to me.
hehehe THE LETTER IS THREE WEEKS DUE =O
and no problem ;)
10 Mar 07, 15:39
feffe: haha awak. awak bored
10 Mar 07, 15:39
feffe: hahahaha, your blog's been about 3 months dead =O
10 Mar 07, 15:39
feffe: fine exaggeration. 2 maybe. hmmmmmh.
10 Mar 07, 15:39
feffe: turkeyturkey. hehe have you eaten turkey before? IT TASTES YUMDEEDELISH
10 Mar 07, 15:39
feffe: i want xan freaking do too
haha you cute lah. and my blog has been dead for as long as i can remember.
fine, exaggeration too, i mean from the start of this year.
and yes i've eaten turkey! deliciousssssssss
i need xando actually, i have a major npcc camp next month and if i don't lose weight i'm doomed =D
12 Mar 07, 16:40
ain: hehehe.Love the Frank iero pantene hair ad part.AND GEE IS NOT MARRIED.THAT'S HIS GRANDMOTHER'S.Mikey once wore it but since he's engaged now,he gave it to Gee.
i love that part too! i looove his new hair man. and whoa, i never heard of rock stars who wear their grandmother's rings o_o
awww mikey's engaged? so shweeeet
12 Mar 07, 18:10
feffe: OMG THAT DUDE IN THE VIDEO I GORGEOUS EVEN THOUGH HIS FACE IS COMPLETELY OILED =D he must look almost as stunning as gaspard ulliel without the oil on his face
12 Mar 07, 18:11
feffe: and dahling, they make the couple look retarded for a purpose. haha. wasn't it you who said something about most couples being shallow?
12 Mar 07, 18:11
feffe: AND GERARD LOOKS SOOOOOO ADORABLE WITH THAT HAIR!!!! =D=D=D=D he looks more like mikey now
12 Mar 07, 18:11
feffe: THE ENDING OF YOUR POST IS FREAKING CUTE AND HIGH OKAY. HAHAHA. STUPID JESSICA SIMPSON. WTF.
12 Mar 07, 18:14
feffe: i looooooooooooooooove gerard's "i feel pathetic" face love love love : D if my boyfriend does that face i would clap his head like crazy
12 Mar 07, 18:15
feffe: i think mikey looks flaming with his hair like that in the vid. GERARD CUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE =D=D=D *replays video to see pathetic faces again*
12 Mar 07, 18:16
feffe: wow the guy is reallllyyyyyyyy gorgeous in an indirect way, i wanna see gaspard ulliel oiled if that guy in the vid can pull it off he can pull it off even more SHITTT CRAZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYY WOWWWWW
12 Mar 07, 18:16
feffe: I'M IMAGINING I'M IMAGINING....... =O=O=O=O
12 Mar 07, 18:17
feffe: i love the oiled man's side view. gorrrrgeousssssssssssssssssss. and i like the way his eyes are heavy lidded and lazy-like, it looks sexy on him =D
12 Mar 07, 23:25
feffe: you know what. what if the guy in the video is gaspard ulliel O.o omg HAHAHAAH.
HAHAHHA AWAK CUTE GILER! yes that guy is gorgeous! and gee is too! and so is um, mikey (wait did you mention that? hahaha.) and OMG YEAH HORRRR WHAT IF IT WAS GASPARD ULLIEL HMMMMM
15 Mar 07, 22:05
feffe: =O good luck for np nightwalk! HEY AT LEAST BLACKMOUNTAINDEW SOUNDS MORE PRO THAN PINKMILKTEA! PINKMILKTEA SOUNDS LIKE SOME LAME CUTESY STUPID USELESS SIDEKICK! HAHA
15 Mar 07, 22:06
feffe: hey! i won't let that happen to you when you die ok! if anyone does that i will burn THAT person alive! >=O
15 Mar 07, 22:07
feffe: hehe you want to form a band? *grins at you expectantly and sings opera-ishly*
15 Mar 07, 22:08
feffe: i feel like grabbing my hands on a book like that too
pinkmilktea, let me tell you, sounds effin hot okay.
and it's okay lah, when i die i don't expect anyone at my funeral because i'm very insignificant to many people. not trying to step-pitiful but yeah. i always feel like people don't care about me, which is the truth anyway.
YAYIEE LET'S START A BAND AND ROPE IN AIN AND BIBAH HURAAYYY FOUR PEOPLE LIKE, LIKE P!ATD LIKE THAT =D
16 Mar 07, 00:08
kapoor: NOBODY HATES YOU LARR!! you have friends what
16 Mar 07, 00:08
kapoor: and that jovina thingy was TWO YEARS AGO! ppl say she's nice !
16 Mar 07, 00:09
kapoor: RMB, GOD LOVES YOU
i'm paranoid lah... and people forgive but don't forget, which is something sad about human beings. thanks for the third tag though, it helped (:
17 Mar 07, 10:37
hanis: cool skin. veri coooool. haha. i like the songs in ur plalist!!!. haha. ok.
17 Mar 07, 10:37
hanis: *SMILE*its not so bad out there.
thanks, and thanks. hahaha.
19 Mar 07, 17:09
Ayeshah: hello =) i came here outtof curiousity and...YOUR SKIN IS SO FRIKIN COOL!!!haha i liike!!ithink i shall stop now
hello! 'out of curiousity'? loool. can come any time you want; i'm not cold, which is why i don't believe in having gaps with juniors like other seniors do.
22 Mar 07, 22:07
HeQie: OMG!!! i realizzed i missed u......haha.....and that i havent been hearing ur annoyinglaughter and eeing u laugh for no reason in malay classes
22 Mar 07, 22:07
HeQie: im so bored with school.....how i wished u guys were here........
heqie!!!! i miss you too! and heheheh sorry for the annoying laughter yeah, but i just can't help it. hahaha.
i'm bored with school and with LIFE. argh. wish you were here too )=
23 Mar 07, 18:41
hanis: ver cool quiz thingy
thanks
25 Mar 07, 14:24
ain: you know,ma'am.The freakiest thing is that my brother likes almost all of these bands too,especially saosin.Okay.That is just weird.
*squeals like a bimbo*
25 Mar 07, 15:08
kapoor: OI! WHAT PAPPARAZZI! hahahhaha, omg, why?! i wanna know NOW
HAHA! your blog has the latest gossip mah
25 Mar 07, 16:59
feffe: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'VE SEEN THAT POK VIDEO EVERYWHERE SEH. BLOODY HELL. SO MEREPEK! AND THE BLOODY GUY SCREAM LIKE MONSTER SIAH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
25 Mar 07, 17:00
feffe: and lol seriously, i liked overdosing on medicine last time D: like when i was young i finished this whole bottle of the sugary kid's panadol stuf you know, and also drank one bottle of pink liquid
25 Mar 07, 17:00
feffe: medicine, then my mom saw me and marah siah!
HAHAHAHAHAH SCREAM LIKE MONSTER. for me, it sounded a bit like a little girl o_o LOL. and you cute siah, getting overdosed on medicine sampai gitu. LOL.
27 Mar 07, 21:20
aishah: eh what 'pok' video ah?? -____-?? POK? tipah, what POK?
27 Mar 07, 21:26
aishah: ur quiz funni sia. shallow good looking guys wif pea-sized brains..reminds me of an OSTRICH!!
27 Mar 07, 21:27
aishah: but ostriches are not hot..MINWOO IS!!
27 Mar 07, 21:50
aishah: Pok video funny sia
27 Mar 07, 21:51
aishah: i almost muntah laughing ok
haha ostriches are hot man. and your definition of hot is....nevermind =D=D=D
lmfaorofl, muntah laughing. i was laughing at that fact alone. haha.
28 Mar 07, 15:46
shah: I want to rape gaspard ulliel
28 Mar 07, 15:46
shah: Ok. I can feel everybody giving me O__o WTF looks now. Haha.
28 Mar 07, 15:49
shah: Oh. This month's lime got wentworth miller's picture. AAAAAAAAH. *goes into stupid girly irritating squee mode*
28 Mar 07, 15:50
shah: And he's over 30. 32 I think. AAAAAH. Smexy older men makes my world turn.
28 Mar 07, 15:51
shah: Btw. I got make my ic already. : 3 I think I look retarded in the picture. Well, not retarded actually but...Meh. I just look weird.
haha. WHO doesn't want to rape gaspard ulliel? fucking hottie can.
and you know what kapoor told me, she said that she didn't expect you to be that type of squealy person. HEHAHOUUU
umm, i think old men are sexy too, but if datuk with pot belly, then nah
and shut up i know you're trying to hint to me that you think you look pretty. go away lah bodowh D:
28 Mar 07, 21:52
hanis: hellooo. u know i never came here for so long. hmmm
29 Mar 07, 22:17
hanis: omg the darn vid. so crap nd hilarious
29 Mar 07, 22:18
hanis: u noe i forgot wat song u wanted. the other time
it touches me deeply that you're an avid reader of my blog. hehehe. i'm really sorry i'm not the same. i'm so busy nowadays, mostly wasting time listening to music when i should be studying. hmmmmm
and the vid is hilarious okay!!!! i felt better last year watching when i was in a bad mood. and it's okay, i downloaded that song already. =D
29 Mar 07, 23:19
maryam: lol. CHARLIE! THEY TOOK MY FRICKING KIDNEY! :DD
HAHAHAHAHA
31 Mar 07, 11:13
shasha: lol.i finally tagged again.haha.your quiz,plus the video all damn cute lahh.haha.made me rofl.heheh.
hahahaha. you know what my parents said about the video? they said the pink and purple horses sounded like porn stars HAHA
31 Mar 07, 13:30
aishah: someone took his kidney?LOL. and tnx for uploading it.
31 Mar 07, 13:31
aishah: charlie...charlie...lol. but its a knda lame funny video
no problem! in fact i wanted to upload too.
anyway, i didn't find it lame in the least bit. it was hilarious all the way. =D
31 Mar 07, 23:33
hanis: i did the quiz. whoo hoo hoo! haha
yayie! shall check later =D
4 Apr 07, 19:20
feffe: WOW RELAX MAN. IF PEOPLE IGNORE YOU, JUST IGNORE THEM BACK AND YOU WILL FEEL THE SATISFACTION!
4 Apr 07, 19:20
feffe: funky song by the way. people who don't click that play button are so at a risk. tsk!
HAHAHA. cute lah you! 'feel the satisfaction'. lmfao. and i am the type who feels hurt when people ignore me, so yeah... but nowadays i'm ignoring them back. no, that post was meant more for FRIENDS who ignore me. like if i tell them something they don't even bother to reply, that kind of thing.
and that song is a MUST HEAR. to everyone reading this. (it's below this post)
5 Apr 07, 21:30
Orange iRah 0>=): U SHLD LISTEN TO THE INDIAN REMIX OF "TWINLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR".DAMN CUTE.HAHAHAHAHAHA.
wow. for once you tag my blog man.i thought you completely forgot about me. haha. and okay, i shall.
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writing more stuff when i'm freer later.
Labels: in case you all didn't notice, love is actually hate turned inside out.
twisting beside myself @6:44 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
'you like rap, you like emo, you like baroque, you like hardcore, you like metal, you like r&b, you'll still love that song, i swear. it's the most wonderful piece of music ever created on earth.' -atifa.
Labels: i put my trust in my cow =D
twisting beside myself @10:21 PM
okay. my homework/studies aren't complete, it's almost 12am and there's school tomorrow, but i don't care. since i don't ever seem to have the time to blog about stuff, i'm going to blog it out now and probably ditch my blog for about a few weeks until after MYE.
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OBS.
heh. obs overall was okay i guess. some people are still mourning about the fact that obs is over, but i thought it was okay. i don't have the mood to list down the chronical events exactly, but it was alright. i was just quite sad during the last day, though.
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Fall Out Boy, 3/3/07
=D
well. of course, my family being my family, reached there at 8.40pm. =D
the concert was cool, cool coool. pete wentz rocked. he was so nice.
hurray.
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haha. obviously you can tell i'm not in the mood to update about all those stuff.
reason: i'm not in the mood.
i'm in the mood for killing people now, really.
why?
i'll fucking tell you why.
but before i do, i'd like to say something. my mother told me once that i shouldn't tell people about my insecurities because i'll never know when they'll turn those insecurities as ammunition to attack me. But let me just tell you that if you do that to me, it will, needless to say, hurt me a hell lot. but it also shows poorly of how you are. so ultimately, it's your loss.
I'm really really hurt now. by a lot of people.
it just hurts when you talk but people reply either with
a)monosyllabalic[sp?] replies-showing they are indifferent
b)replies that are completely irrelevant to the situation-annoying and SO not comforting, showing that they are insensitive
c)replies which reek of their indifference; replies which show they aren't as enthusiastic as you when talking/messaging each other/msn-ing etc.
d)NOT FUCKING REPLYING AT ALL I.E IGNORING YOU
and i can't stand a hell lot of other people, i'd blog about them once i feel like it because honestly, now i just feel horrible and depressed because in the end, people are just going to let you down anyway.
Labels: she's like so whatever
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