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WILKOMMEN

Thursday, May 31, 2007

I WANT: to lose weight and get better grades.

I HATE: a lot of things.

I MISS: ..nothing?

I HEAR: my maid waking my brother up.

I REGRET: a lot of things.

I LIKE: chocolate.

I SHOULD: seriously lose weight and get better grades. i swear to God.

[WHEN YOU SEE THESE NAMES YOU THINK OF...]

RYAN: RYAN ROSS<3

DOUG: douglas.

JOHN: uhm... the thingie. if you know what i'm talking about. although it's more for dick i guess HAHA

SCOTT: a fat guy blowing windpipes. (scotland)

KENNY: john kennedy -_-

[IN THE LAST FEW DAYS, HAVE YOU...]

CRIED? HELL YES. CAMPPP

HELPED SOMEONE? yes.

GOTTEN SICK? not really.but emotionally yes =S

GONE TO THE MOVIES? naw.

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nah.

SAID "I LOVE YOU"? nah.

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nay.

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? nope.

[WOULD YOU EVER...]

1. EAT A BUG? i can't believe i'm saying this, but yes, i would.

2. BUNGEE JUMP? NO.

3. HANG GLIDE? whatever that is, the rope or whatever supporting my body will break lah can.

4. KILL SOMEONE? if it weren't illegal and haram.

7. WALK ON HOT COALS? siao ah.

8. GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER? haha. maybe.

9. GO OUT W/ SOMEONE FOR THEIR REPUTATION? no lah. that's like using the person.

10.BE A VEGETARIAN? maybe. i was thinking about it before. because honestly, the way i'm bingeing on chocs now, i can get diabetes by like, 20 years old.(nauzubillah.)

15. WOULD YOU DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE? HAHA YEAH.

17. MAKE SOMEONE CRY? i don't recall...

19. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT? duhh.been there,done that.

{mann ur math sucks...} <-haha shahirah.

[THE LAST PERSON WHO...]
1. SLEPT ON THE SAME BED WITH YOU? i think my younger brother. idiot.

2. SAW YOU CRY? heh. squadmates.

3. YOU SAW SOMEONE CRY? squadmates. a lot of emotional and physical pain during camp.

4. WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH? family.

5. WENT TO DINNER/LUNCH WITH? squadmates.

6. THAT CALLED YOU ON THE PHONE: i can't remember.

7. THAT YOU CALLED ON THE PHONE: aishah maybe?

8. TEXT YOU: aishah.

9. MADE YOU LAUGH: i don't know.

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WELLL. i'm back from camp! yay!

and i'm currently using the comp with my brother and maid saying stuff like:

"eh. mama cakap boleh main tak."

pfft.gimme a break.

so anyway.

NCO CAMP.

I think i'm blessed with good luck when it comes to camp. seriously. even with last year's ATC camp, i thought it would be tough but it was frigging slack.

and despite this being an NCO camp, it was sort of slack compared to what i thought it would be.

THE CIs DIDN'T COME.

yes. they didn't. only the sec 4 maams did, and it was all sort of like annual camp without the juniors and slightly tougher.

training was tough, and we did sooo many pumpings that my arms are now twisted beyond belief. i can't even reach up to put on my specs properly. it's that bad.

and the worst part is, i didn't even do the freaking push ups properly.

shows you how totally fit i am, doesn't it

-_______________-.

so we were told to build a shelter in the quadrangle to sleep for the night. we did so with ponchos and dowel poles. and a hell lot of teamwork.

then blah blah blah we had drills and they played this 'game' where we were to run up to the toilet near the npcc room from the void deck to change into different types of uniforms (half uni, mufti, etc.) over and over again. very infuriating.

and the day went on and on and on.

and then.

nightwalk.

in the evening, something totally creepy happened. we were marching in the void deck, when suddenly natasya started crying. and trust me, she isn't the type to cry.

so we asked her what happened.

guess what she said.

"i saw something.."

almost everyone started being hysterical and crying and all that. even ida, who, like natasya, doesn't cry, did.

apparently, aishah and fathima saw the 'thing' at the classroom block too. on the second floor at a fire extinguisher. standing.

so then the seniors tried to comfort us and miss seah said we could sleep in tents at the circular block instead of our shelter. i suddenly turned hyper while everyone else was scared shitless o_O

then we did a couple more things and it was kinda late at night (11.30pm) when we were told to sleep in the void deck, to probably prepare for the nightwalk.

and while sleeping, i swear i heard maam sherlyn i think, saying 'oh my god, oh my god' or something like that. i'm not sure if THEY saw something too. o.o

so then! i was woken up by maam ezza, who said it was my turn for nightwalk. undoubtedly i was scared, but somehow sleeping helped calm my nerves.

i held my torch light and whistle in one hand, and walked normally, uttering prayers under my breath repeatedly.

we were supposed to walk behind the rifle range, but i was kinda scared so i just skipped that part and walked into the canteen, where i was supposed to do something.

then i made my way to the piano staircase, which was half closed by a shutter. i opened it slowly and shone my torchlight at the staircase, although i couldn't.

okay. continue later. my brother and maid are nagging at me. haiz.

twisting beside myself @7:06 PM

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