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Friday, May 11, 2007

well, today started off pretty badly.

i woke up at about 5.50am coz we were supposed to be in school by 6.45am for npcc day, where we would be standing around the flagpole in a circle and sedia and senang diri and all that shitz.

well, so then i bathed and blah blah and packed my uniform and wanted to go out of the house by 6.35am but then it started raining and my mum said that 'nobody would be early coz it was raining', so i had to wait till about 6.55am for all of them to get the freak out of the house so she could send my brothers in the car.

so then, i was getting really panicky and pissed off because i reached the school at about 7.10am when i was to be there about half an hour earlier. ran and as i had expected, nobody except maryam was 'late because it was raining'.

k. so 1)was pissed off with mum.well, quite.

fine, fine. so shut up and just change into your goddamned uniform coz you're late already anyway.

and here was when i got REALLY pissed off: i forgot to bring my skirt. yes you did not read wrongly, i did not bring my skirt.my skirt. just my damn blouse and that was about it.plus my freaking shoes and belt and beret. i was happily and panically [sp/grammar?] changing into my blouse, and i looked into uniform bag, and it was empty. i looked on the floor in case it fell, but there was nothing.

and i clearly remembered my maid say "semua kat dalam bag tu" before i carried the god-fucking-damned thing to school today.

so i had to run to the NP room and borrow this fucking skirt which was 6 sizes less than my normal size [haha shocked aren't you].

when i tried to wear it, the zip couldn't meet;it was at least 5cm apart.

so maryam and aishah who helped this pitiful hippo get into her skirt, finally left it at that and told me to use the belt to tighten it so it won't drop.

2) pissed at maid for spouting rubbish and getting me into trouble

before disgracing myself in malay class, i changed into school uni to look decent. oh well. at least this is better than being the only npcc fucker to wear the uniform in class and have everybody starring at you. *shivers with paranoia*

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after recess we had english paper checking.

well, i was pretty pleased with my compo, got 45/60 overall. alas, an A1.

then came compre which was supposedly 'so easy'. fuck it man. got 29/50. fucksheetz, i really don't get how on earth i got 12/25 for the first part.i honestly thought i'd score higher.but sometimes in life, things don't go your way.

wow, i hung on to that confidently and got let down. pfft to self-esteem

so, i got a gorgeous b3 for my overall.

and i have a gut feeling that this is the best piece of news i will be receiving for the whole of MYE's results. fuck this whole damn year lah. i wish i could start again. i've made lots of mistakes and let myself be bothered by annoying obstacles.

twisting beside myself @11:44 PM

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