~headlock

WILKOMMEN

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EVERYONE!!!!!

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yes, very different tone to this post as compared to the others, no?

welllllllllllllllllll.

i'm feeling hyper giler happy sad annoyed pissed happy exam-mood lalalalallalalalalalalalalla

:D

this morning i was in a serial killer bad mood because i hated bio to bits, and now i think it's okay, partially because i've completed something and feel a sense of achievement in my worthless life

nothing's truly complete though

English EEEEEEEEE

Social Studies SUCKS

Chemistry CHI BAI

Higher Malay MAK KAU

A Maths ASS

Biology BABI

Literature elec LOSER

E maths ENDURING! [whatever]

History Core HAKKKKKTUIIIIIIIII (if you don't get this, try spitting and you'll see what i mean.)

BUTTTTTT

life moves on.

:)

How old will you be in 3 years?
= 18

Do you think you'll be married by then?
= -_-

What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months?
= after EOYS, after malay O'levels :D

Who was the last person you talked to?
= i... can't remember o_o

What do you think about the person that took this survey before you?
= BIBAH BOWEEWA! love her open-close-mouth-big-eye gesture whenever she sees me :D

Who was the last person to text you?
= diyana, i think

Who was the last person you hugged?
= i don't remember.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
= sleeping.

Parents separated/divorced/married?
= married

Last time you saw your dad?
= about half an hour ago.

What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?
= just finished bathing (yes shut up all of you who bathe at 6am, i don't give a shittt.)

What is your fav color?
= black and pink

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or barefeet?
= depends.

Are you a sociable person?
= i'm different to different people, so i wouldn't know. depends.

What was the last thing you drank?
= plain water

Favorite ice cream?
= too much to name!! :D

What is your favorite dessert?
= chocs and ice cream.

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1. Would you marry for money?
eeyer, what kind of superficial bitch would i be if i did that man

2.Have you had braces?
chyah

3.Could you live without a computer?
technically,yes.but no. <-HAHAHAHAHA SHAHIRAH. I GET YOUR JOKE HEEEEHOU =D

i can't bare the mental torture mannn.

4.If you could live in any past time,where would it be?
i... wish i didn't live at all sometimes.

5.Do you drink enough water?
hell yeah. TOO much. -_-

6.Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off?
take them off.

7.What are your favorite fruits?
jackfruits are yay

8.What is your favorite place to visit?
nowhere in particular

9.Are you photogenic?
nope.

10.Do you dream in color or black and white?
colour.

11.Why do you take survey??
this survey?coz i'm bored.

12.Do you drink alcohol?
nope.

13.What is the most beautiful language?
i don't know.

14.Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
no, it wakes me up and i get cranky, even if it was for good intentions. haha. (btw, it's a kiss on the cheek by my parents i think, if you are thinking dirty)

15.WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
sunset. it's peaceful and it's so beautiful it makes me...sad, somehow. it's hard to explain.

16.Do you want to live until you're 100yrs old?
nope.

19.When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights switched on or off?
most of the time, on.

20.Do you believe in magic?
yeah, but because they use black magic.

22.Do you like to watch cartoons?
depends on cartoon. spongebob, needless to say.

23.At what age did you find out that?
find out wat?that i like to watch cartoons?i don't know.i just do.

24.Do you write poems?
sometimes.

25.Do you snore?
it depends. i'm weird when i sleep.

26.You sleep more on your back,front,or sides?
i think back.

27.Would you rather have a poodle or arottweiler?
i don't know what they are but i assume they're dogs, therefore, no.

28.Are you basically a happy person?
nope.

29.Are you tired?
yeah.

30.Did you drink anything with caffeine?
yeah.

32.How many land line/cellphones do you have in your house?
i don't want to count.

33.Do you get along with your parents?
kind of.

34.Do u smoke?
no.

35.Do you have a kitty?
eight.

36.Have you ever had a birthday party?
yeah. hated it.

37.What do you do when you're sad?
listen to music, mope around the house,be sad.

38. What do you need most now?
to know how to do my studies.

39.What song are you listening to now?
nothing.

40.what are you craving right now?
....i won't tell.

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this sucks. i want to forget it. but yet i don't want to forget it. i want it to happen. but it's wrong. and everyone knows it's wrong. i love it, yet i hate it. it's definitely wrong in God's eyes. it's wrong in everybody's eyes. but screw what they think. they don't matter. the only thing that matters is _______________________.

i think.

i think i need a temporary distraction to forget __________.

why does it feel so half-hearted then? one part of me wants to stick to this feeling so much, one wants to break apart from it. it's a constant war going on inside. and whenever i think of what MIGHT happen if i get distracted and forget about it, i get sad.

if only you knew.

but then again, if only you didn't.

you don't. and that's good.

garrrhhhhhh. i love you too much.

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