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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

MARYAM! NATASYA! KIMBERLY! you owe me pictures. don't think i have forgotten. especially maryam. heoauhouaha.

hmmm i miss cambodia. i'm having this weird 'countdown the hours' thing; in fact i always do when i come back from countries that i love.

like it's 6.32PM there now, and at this time all the UG people will be assembled at the ground floor of the soria moria hotel, waiting for the cute pink bus to bring us to somewhere for dinner.

)=

the weird thing is, the trip was 6 days but it felt like 3? o_o

and normally camps are for 2 days but they feel 5. -_-

maybe because we're being tortured.but it's just so weird how time can fly and can crawl at different times

oh and as i'm saying this, it's flying at a colossal speed. i'm not over the fact that we have only one month left to the most hectic year ever. the best part is that i'm not prepared for it. -_-

one month's a hell lot of time, just that it's so little because it flies too fast.

doesn't help if you have to go to school every other day. -_-

and i don't know, at random times nowadays when reality strikes and i'm having an epiphany of how little time left we have, i'm overwhelmed with the feeling of wanting to do something to change. but change doesn't come in one day. it's a process; slow and difficult, but if you're really determined, you'd pull through.

and i'm always feeling inadequate in every aspect but changing is hard. that being said, i can't accept myself this way. everything is screaming for something-a CHANGE.

damn, i hate that word.it's a painful but powerful word. but who am i to whine when i haven't even tried? i just can sense how much pain i'd be going through in the process, that's all. next year's going to be nuts.

anyway, did you read the news? some people drowned in cambodia.

the freakiest part is, we were at that lake as well, at maybe around the same time. =D haha told you bibs, near death experiences. there are a couple more.

but thank goodness they were at Phnom Penh, although still Tonle Sap river. we were at Tonle Sap river as well, but at Siem Reap.

i pity them but i'm really irritated by the fact that they didn't wear life jackets and thought it was safe. that's really wasted.they could be alive now, damn it.

that's me being extra with the sec 2 red cross people, melina and fatihah, just to get another chance to take a picture with Vannarith, the tour guide.

He's hot isn't he? too bad he's short. but he's good-looking. :D

that's the ONLY picture i have so far. -__-

maryam, you BETTER ah. nart and kim too. i'll get those pictures, somehow.

twisting beside myself @11:52 AM

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