WILKOMMEN
:3
Bill Kaulitz is teh seks. <3
I also wish for world peace, end of poverty,happiness and justice for everyone. :]
HAHAHAHAHHAHA I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE BLOGGING NOW BECAUSE I STILL HAVE 1000000000000000 TYS QUESTIONS TO DO AND 923483643543445 MORE THINGS TO STUDY, BUT CHECK THIS OUT
it's both disturbing and amusing.
i like radiohead, and this song is quite nice, but the video. heh.
bye (:
twisting beside myself @1:29 PM
Friday, December 21, 2007
you know what? i think i bear grudges.
and i'm not going to lie to myself anymore, i'd bear grudges from now on if i want to.
anyway, selamat hari raya haji.
twisting beside myself @11:54 AM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
| You are "Face with Glasses" |
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LAWL SO CUTE.not me, um. the picture i mean. hehe.
i still can't get over that stupid thing below.
twisting beside myself @6:25 AM
Monday, December 17, 2007
I AM VERY PISSED OFF.
and no, it doesn't concern you. well maybe it does. the situation i mean. not that i'm pissed with you. get it?
i don't think you do.
well, let me explain. i just so happened to be walking around in my parents' room, when my mother pulls out this sheet of paper from the pile of letters on her bed and hands it to me, saying 'padan muke, padan muke'.
and i was like, -_-. so i took the letter and read it.
it's a letter from the school. i read and read and read and thought it was fine UNTIL..
All Sec 4 students will continue to have CAs on a weekly basis to discipline them to carry out regular revisions leading up to the GCE O level exams. The schedule of CAs will start from Wk 2 term 1. In term 1 and 2, CAs will be conducted after school, from 2.15 to 3.45pm.In terms 3 and 4, all (yes, they underlined that part themselves, not me.) sec 4 students will continue to stay back after school everyday for extra coaching by teachers.Through the rigorous CA, the students will be able to remain focused and pick up momentum in their preparations for the exams.
get why i'm pissed now?
twisting beside myself @12:44 PM
OH MY GOD.
i have the same birthday as adam brody! XD whoever that is, but it's a name i always hear. hmm.
check out imdb for stars with the same birthday. huhu.
twisting beside myself @7:33 AM
hmm. yesterday was boring. was not in a pretty mood for almost the whole day, and went to swensons as usual, fish and chips and sticky chewy chocolate.
after that, thought of buying a new camera for my birthday, so went to mount mustapha (sp?). apparently $400 was a ridiculously expensive price for a camera, so we didn't get it in the end. mum said she would give me money.
went home, received two anonymous messages saying happy birthday, and i said thanks and who is this and only one replied so far, not to tell me who he or she is but to say guess. ah well. at least some people out there remembers.
and i was thinking of losing some weight before i make my IC, seeing i'm 15 years old now. but as soon as i brought the topic up my mother said she just got a letter a few days back saying that the picture is to be taken on the twenty-something-eth of this month.
so for these few days, i'm surviving on xando for breakfast and dinner.
-____-
has anyone out there accomplised at least half of what they want to study? i for one,have not.
eeeeeeeeeeeee.
twisting beside myself @5:08 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
stupid shameless bitch. -_-
don't worry, this doesn't refer to anybody that reads this blog. i mean, seriously. I'm the one messaging you first? gawd. don't make me puke. the only reason why i bother messaging you is to be polite and friendly.
and the way that person made it sound was like i'm some flirty bimbo.
'awk knp awak suke main msj ngan **** erk..?'
(censored stuff is that person's name.)
my reply: *acting innocent* 'Hmm?Tak ape.**** yg slalu msg dulu.'
HAHA! tak sedar diri punye babi.
or should i say. ba-freakin-bu
-________________________-
anyway, ha. in case you didn't already notice today's my birthday. yay for me. bittersweet fifteen. just like someone tagged in bibah's blog.
some people who usually wish me happy birthday have not, but it's okay. i guess i'm easily forgotten, but that doesn't bug me. well. maybe it does, but i'm used to it.
-_-
one year older to my deathday. yes, a pessimistic point of view, but a true one at that.
and if you just read that today's my birthday and want to wish me on my tagboard cos you forgot about it,don't bother. i really couldn't care less. i mean it.today is just like any other day,just that i'm one year older.
i look 21. hmm.
ANYWAY! i was just watching ANTM, something i just got interested in recently, maybe because i was so in awe of renee of cycle 8.
but i was watching cycle 9. gawd, i can't believe heather got voted out before bianca,who's a bitch. i really reallyyyyyy liked heather )=
but i like this cycle because even though the batch is not as good as the previous one, the top three are all fabbbb. i can't say who exactly i'm rooting for. chantal is gorgeous and takes great pics; saleisha takes really good pictures as well; jenna is very...intriguing. and she has this rockstar look.
hmmmmmmmm. sorry if you were watching and didn't want to know who's the top three. my bad.
bye. i'd better go do something useful with my life now. that's the best birthday present i could ever reward myself with.
twisting beside myself @9:07 AM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
well, i just got back from Malaysia today. melaka, nothing much.
anyway, just as expected.
MCR WAS TEH ROCKX! =D
heha i can't wait to blog about it, but seeing i've got scarcely a month left to catch up on a whole year's worth of work, i'd rather blog about it when i have the time.
oh, by the way. does the date of this post ring a bell?
XD
twisting beside myself @5:15 PM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
HELLU HELLU HELLU =]
I SHALL BE WATCHING WITH MY VERY EYES MCR IN ABOUT THREE HOURS' TIME
=D
YAYYIEEE I CAN'T WAIT.
woke up at like 12pm today and then immediately took a bath and studied lyrics. i want to get A1 for MCR exam yo!
i think i memorise more of three cheers than black parade. i love cheers much more than black parade. there's just something about it which i find so appealing. hmmmmmmmm
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.
and my parents who went to a seminar in bangkok a few days back and told me not to waste my time are coming back tonight, and i haven't done anything.
=D
i am sooooo screweddd.ah nevermind, maybe read my textbook or something in case they asked me what i've done for these few days later.
and i'm talking to bibah online now, and this just dawned upon me:
i CANNOT call myself a sec 4. i don't know why, i'm just not prepared for it. the thought gives me the creeps.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyooooooooooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhho.
D:
haha anyway yesterday i ketawe rabak-ed at something on friendster.
heha that was an irrelevant piece of information.
AHHHHHHHH WTF AM I DOING?? I'M SUPPOSED TO BE (doing something which looks like) STUDYING NOW.
bye everyone! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MCR YAYIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
twisting beside myself @9:08 AM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
| Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Fire |
 You are intense, internally driven, and passionate. Your emotions are unpredictable - and they often get the better of you. Both radiant and terrifying, people are drawn to you. At your most powerful, you feel like the world belongs to you. Why you would be a good superhero: You are obsessive enough to give it your all Your biggest problem as a superhero: Your moodiness would make it difficult to control your powers |
hoohaa. damn right. i love claire from heroes' power tho. then when i'm feeling emo and start self-mutilating it will heal by itself
-_-
it's the 5th of december today, and i remember distinctly four days ago when i vowed to myself to make this month not as wasted as the other months.
and look at what i'm doing now.
ah, enough of the self-pitying and whining, you say,it's all a matter of self-control.
-________________________-. i'm really sick of myself.
oh, speaking of self-pitying emoshits, check this out
http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/index.php/Emo
heheh. some things are true, some things are funny, and some things are stereotypical.
i find this part funny:
'It is common knowledge that the emo subculture is only for middle-class white people, who have more problems than everyone else on the earth combined, such as being dumped, having bad hair days, having to wash the dishes etc. Basically those guys over in Ethiopia could only dream of the pain and torment that these emofags are going through'
heha. atiqah said she won't let me label myself an emokid. FINE. i'm not EMO,i'm just emotional.
there's a difference. but what's the real definition of emo anyway?
and if everyone you knew who labelled themselves emo was a poser, then what's the real emo?
-__________-?
stupid stupid stupid.
ahhhhhhhhh. i need to do something man. i need to, to lose weight. i need to do well in my exams (prove teachers i ain't stupid) and i need to be less emo emotional (haha that wasn't in my list of priorities but i just felt like adding it seeing i'm talking about it anyway. it's still important though).
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH.
i don't think miracles can happen in the 26 days that's left of the holidays.
way to go, you shithead. you've just screwed your last chance of salvation.
again.
twisting beside myself @2:06 AM
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
WHY WOULD GERARD WANT TO KILL ME?? <=O
twisting beside myself @5:02 AM
tag replies, before i forget!
19 Nov 07, 22:10
iRah: HAHA u and "eh cute band" or "eh cute song title" or "eh cute album name" HAAAAAH.i do smtyms,though.like,REAL BADDDD.
huh what? lol! i don't know what you're talking about haha =D -_-
20 Nov 07, 17:48
feffe (returns): eee. what an idiot! (that npcc dude) don't have to be all sarcastic right. is there no such thing as just being straightforward (for essential stuff)?
20 Nov 07, 17:50
feffe (returns): i mean, please, if he's gonna drip with sarcasm every single time for something serious you might as well like do the literal equivalent of his sarcastic statements and see what his fays says THEN bow
20 Nov 07, 17:50
feffe (returns): [cont'd] -dohe
20 Nov 07, 17:51
feffe (returns): who cares if you sucked or whatever, people don't have the right to like batter all your emotions just because you suck right. they want to do that tell them to batter whatever stupid angry faggot
20 Nov 07, 17:51
feffe (returns): [cont'd] feelings they have on a bloody pillow since it has no feelings. bodoh.
20 Nov 07, 17:52f
effe (returns): hahahhaha i feel so satisfied saying all that -_- anyway I MISS YOUR MEREPEKNESS AND CUTENESS ON MSN ALREADY :'OOOO anyway hope you're enjoying every single second in cambodia right now
20 Nov 07, 17:52
feffe (returns): ouch, i sort of tore a muscle before and it sucked. eee.
20 Nov 07, 17:54f
effe (returns): lalalalalalalalala. don't be so affected by what other people think of you k. i guess sometimes you do need to feel that the world revolves around you. SOMETIMES
thanks! to everything you said. yes that guy sucks eggs ah. lol =D
25 Nov 07, 21:41
iRah: xxx...rated X?hahhhh.how come i got this stupid tag also >=(
26 Nov 07, 13:03
feffe: i also got, but the person came as Cristy. bodoh lah. go away shapeshifter
the funniest video tag? don't open. it's a virus -_-
26 Nov 07, 17:33
fatihah: HEY!link me yo!
linked :D
26 Nov 07, 21:11
iRah: WHEE!GUESS WHO'S BACK?BACK AGAIN.NADIAH'S BACK. :D:D
HAOUHAOHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHALMAO XD
27 Nov 07, 20:16
aishah: i see u got a pic of TT. hmph. i miss cambodia and the selenge moments. haha
me too! it's exactly one week and one day since we left the airport. boo )=
27 Nov 07, 22:18
fatihah: ohh so that's the TT you guys were talking about haahaha. anw, no lah u weren't extra!
haha now you know the truth! :O haha, yes i was so extra -_- lol.
28 Nov 07, 14:11
tiky: Dude. I spotted orbs in your picture.
28 Nov 07, 14:15
tiky: Oh, btw, METALLICA ROCKS. They. Are. Not. DEAD! Metal FTW.
HEHA. i never said they were dead! and anyway. i see no orbs. XD
29 Nov 07, 17:02
fatihah: hahah lols. anw, you posted the pic u had with us twice -.- ade ape2 ke? heh
haha, might as well post again with the other pics what lol XD
29 Nov 07, 21:48
maryam: haha but seriously you pronounce it as laugh, which is a cue to laugh right? HAHA. erh i try and upload as soon as possible eh okay. then i tell you. HAHA. bye.
HAHA SO BAD SEH. hahaha, it's just my own pronounciation kae D: yeah k thanks! for the pics. i'm still waiting.,
29 Nov 07, 21:52
feffe: HAHA I WAS TRYING TO DIG OUT WHAT EXACTLY ABOUT THE BUS DRIVER LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE AFIFAH BUT ENDED UP LAUGHING MY ASS OFF INSTEAD
29 Nov 07, 21:52
feffe: look like her ke? look more like leprechaun
29 Nov 07, 21:54
feffe: argh the cambodian kids are so adorable i feel like hugging the one in the brown pants in the group photo omg
29 Nov 07, 21:56
feffe: AND THE ONE DIGGING FOR HIS WEEWEE! so selamba cute! omgosh!
29 Nov 07, 21:56
feffe: HAAAAAAAHA VANNARITH IS A VERY CUTE NAME
29 Nov 07, 21:57
feffe: edward and vannarith ARE TWO AMUSINGLY DIFFERENT NAMES LOLLXLXLUXBXXXX
HAHAHAHHAHAHA LEPRECHAUN. YEAH OMG HE DOES LOOK LIKE A LEPRECHAUN =O, BUT HE ALSO DOES LOOK LIKE FIFAH A BIT! but more similar in the way they both walk XD plus he has a horny smile ah wtf. yeah the kids and vannarith cute kan! HAHA.
he looks like edward cullen sikit eh? the cambodian version. he has beautiful brown eyes. like edward gitu :D
29 Nov 07, 22:23
iRah: 'afifah'? o_O HAHA. EHHH nice eh u all renovate! next time can ask u help renovate my room huh.HAHA.
29 Nov 07, 22:23
iRah: haha that bird pic was damn cute xD -.-
HAHAHA. HE DOES LAH (refer to tips' reply above). haha ok we can renovate your room, the whole 30 or so of us -_- LOL.
and i swear i thought you were referring to the dude who's putting his pants in his shorts when you said 'bird'. XD yeah the bird is so cute and model-ish hhahahahahaha
30 Nov 07, 10:03
aishah: the bus driver doesn' look like afifah. he walks like afifah tts why we call him afifah. haha
HAHA. damn right
2 Dec 07, 22:54
nadia: imy lehs! sorry cant reply ur smses. my card rabak no balance... ):
nawh it's okay =)
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anyway, saturday and sunday were really eventful days =D
saturday, we had POP. went to pasir ris mrt at about 9am and ate with ida, maryam and syahirah at Mcdonalds'. aishah didn't come early because she was collecting satay from her uncle.
then we took a taxi to pasir ris park. saw some horses there and we horsed around with them XD especially maryam.
rented bikes, and the initial plan was that maryam and i were to ride a single bike each, and ida and syahirah a double-seat bike, because ida can't cycle.
but then the uncle said he needed someone to 'balance' and syahirah was too small.
so guess who they picked. =.=
in the end, syahirah rode my single bike and i had to ride with ida. it was quite fun actually =D
then later we barbequed chicken, satays (when aishah reached) and baked potatoes.we were overall, very prepared, so it was quite disappointing when only a few maams came.
on top of that, i had to leave early cos i had a family gathering. so we had to make last-minute changes because i was supposed to be the emcee.
when i had to leave, maam bahiah gave me a hug and a postcard saying all those optimistic things. awww.
and cambodia really did help make some of us bonded. i was quite awkward still with some of my squadmates, but i'm fine with them now.
afifah, for instance, who used to intimidate me, does nothing but amuses me now. first impressions don't last. one look at her and you'd think she's a frikin minah bimbo and you'd roll your eyes at her, but as you get to know her more she's really very cute. i swear. almost everything she says amuses me nowadays =D they're sexual and (genuinely) bimbo. which is really reallyyyyy cute XD
and she loves aishah too. HAHA AISHAH.
so that was POP. i left before we had the sec 3 item. turns out, according to aishah, that we didn't have an item after all. i was guilty cos i thought it was my fault but turns out there was no time and they had to clean up and finish up the food by 9pm. woooooooow.
i was at the hotel by that time. conrad hotel, to be exact. mum won voucher for a free stay for a night there. the hotel rocks! it's so comfortable and they even have a pillow menu. i couldn't be bothered to go swimming cos i didn't want to wash my hair. haha.
that night we ate at fish and co at suntec city. next morning which was yesterday, we ate at secret recipe. the lasagne is beautiful :O so was the tom yum spagetti, but it was too spicy and hot and made me make weird noises to get some water.
then we went home and sent our kitten, snowball, to the vet. he fell off the stairs with a loud 'plop' one day and was limping.
waited for a very very long time till it was his turn. further inspection by the vet shows that he has other problems-ringworm(fungus), lice and ear mites- besides the limp in his leg. then after an x-ray the vet explained that he didn't break a bone, but his joint got sort of.. disconnected o_o poor little thang.
then we went to a shop selling things for the pets beside the pet clinic, and my mother had a long conversation with the petshop owner, who said that she hates the pet clinic to the core because they killed four of her cats. she sent three for vaccination, and all were in perfect health. all died in the end because of their carelessness.
and the fourth one, i find this one the most gory and pitiful : she sent her cat to the clinic for dental cleaning, and they cleaned very rougly.
so what happened then, was that the cat bled and bled and bled and she demanded to know why her cat was bleeding when all she asked them to do was to clean its teeth. they said they didn't know.
she sent her cat to a clinic somewhere else, and they said that something had penetrated its palette (probably the cleaning tool) and caused a blot clot all the way to its brain. the cat bled to death later.
geez, if i were her i'd sue them. i swear. that's so careless and stupid and inhumane. she told us other horrifying stories about the cruelty of some vets. i don't think i want to say here. i'd tell you if you asked me. i didn't catch every single thing she said, but i can remember some.
then we went home after buying some cakes and very VERY nice ice cream from the shop 'awfully chocolate'.
i thought my long day would end there, but it didn't.
we still had to go to a relative's house because he and his wife would be going to mekah for pilgrimage this friday. you know,i hate it when my brothers act all prim and proper in people's houses and leave me looking like a freaking shameless idiot.stupid idiots.
ate at a shop near my house, went home, and that was the end of yesterday.
now, i have to get ready to go to parkway parade to get my mother a present for her birthday (6/12). tata!
twisting beside myself @4:50 AM
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