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Sunday, January 06, 2008

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

D:

i can fucking die, i tell you.

there's this jay chou song my piano teacher keeps playing on the piano (which she geniusly figured out the notes and wrote out herself when she heard the song) and i can't find it on youtube!!!!

it's so beautifullllllll. it's like a fast-fast-crazy-crazy-split-personality-split-personality song. first it goes soft, then soft, then

TE NENENENENENENENENENEE

TE NENENENENENENENE(HIGH PITHCED)

TENG! TENENENE! TENG! TENG! TENENENENE

TENG! TENG! TENENENE! TENG! TENG! TENENENENE

TENENEENENENENE(HIGH PITCHED)NENENENE

TENENENENENENENEENE

*repeat that several times*

and THEN,

TEN TENNNNN!!!!! *ten!*

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH IT'S SO PRETTY, THE SONG.and the first time she played it while i was doing some theory work on the table, i was literally like

O_O

except my mouth was open, so it was like

O0O

haaaaaaaaaahahahahahah.

and it's exactly like me, in a sense that it's crazy, and it sounds quite angry.

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEED THE SONG NOWWWW.NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

another song i want to hear is 'prelude in C minor', one of my exam pieces. I LOVE THAT SONG! I keep practising it until i neglect my other pieces (hehehe) till the last minute before my piano teacher arrives.

that is an emo piece. the first part is like something out of a movie, then it goes fasterrrrr.

and it's kinda fast, cos i used my metronome(sp?) for the actual pace of the song and i was struggling by page two.

BUT IT'S SO PRETTY.

and just now after piano lesson i followed my teacher to funan mall (coincidentially near city hall mrt, where me and some friends were just a few days ago) to look for a new piano, cos my current piano sucks and higher grade is more demanding, y'know y'know (wtf)

hahahahaha.

and a piano which was really nice-sounding was 4k+. so that was obviously too expensive.

one that was nice and i liked by the first time i played on it, was 3.5k, after a discount.

and my mother said we'll see first when i called her, cos apparently it's too expensive.she thought of getting me a second hand piano that didn't exceed 2k.

BUT I WANT A NEW PIANOOOOOOOOOOOOO =O

sorry, i know i sound freaking obnoxious, but i do! really really. even if it means 10 years of no birthday presents.

i remember going to tips' house to watch the shining (ha, hahahha -_-) and i played her piano. WHICH WAS GODDAMNED AWHSUMMMM.

it was a bit hard but the sound was beautiful.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

and then, just now at the piano shop, i saw a cd for grade 6 pieces. and it cost $13+, so i whipped out my wallet and just as i was about to hand $15 to the guy, my piano teacher held my hand and said not to waste money because she has the CD and i can rip the pieces if i want to.

BUT I WANT TO HEAR PRELUDE IN C MINOR SO BADLY.

and i can't stand the thought of waiting another week for her to show up just so that she can lend me the CD to rip.

i want to know how that piece is played! because according to my piano teacher, i will change my mind about taking that piece for the exams when i hear it on the CD. it's too fast.

I DON'T CARE! I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I WANT TO HEAR IT I WANT TO LOVE IT I WANT TO PLAY IT FOR PIANO GRADE SIX EXAM EVEN THOUGH I FREAKING FAIL,WHICH I SURE AS HELL WON'T LET MYSELF DO BECAUSE IF YOU LOVE A PIECE YOU WILL PRACTICE IT AND IT WILL TURN OUT NICE UNLESS YOU ARE FREAKING NERVOUS DURING THE EXAM AND SCREW UP IN FRONT OF SOME BLONDE AND OLD EXAMINER WITH A PAUNCH AND A BRITISH ACCENT, WHICH I DID FOR GRADE 5, WHICH I REGRET.

:D

sorry, this post was unnecessarily bimbotic, long and hyper.

but i was never really an expert in the area of self-control.

-_-

WHICH reminds me. i need to control my laughter. really badly. i don't want to go around making a lot of noise and giving my school, family, parents, and especially myself a bad reputation.

but i'll try. it's not easy you know! breaking the habit.

breaking the habit by linkin park.

=D

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right, before i waste any more precious time on the comp, i'd better start doing homework now. g'bye.

twisting beside myself @1:16 PM

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