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Sunday, January 13, 2008

nyaha sorry again, aishah.

1. Is it difficult for you to look into someone's eyes when you are telling them how you feel?
= quite. i'm not very good at face-to-face confrontations. i also like to see the body as a whole for that person's reactions. whether she/he is tensing up, crying, laughing, smiling, etc.

2. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call.
Who would you call?
= I'd call my family, tell them i said goodbye, and tell them to tell my friends i said goodbye, then say some religious stuff before my ass crashes to the ground.

4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live.
(A) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
(B) What do you do with your remaining days?
(C) Would you be afraid?
= (A) yes. my family and close friends. and to someone who barks at me to study hard for the 'future', and i'll go ' dude, i'm dying soon. what's the point anyway?' yeah.

(B)repent for my sins, see places which i've always wanted to see.

(C) WHAT DO YOU THINK??? i'm so not prepared to face Him.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love.
= love. because someone out there gives a damn about you and will help you in your times of need. and i don't just mean boy-girl relationships.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side ofthe street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get
fired. What do you do?
= probably save the dog. and if i get fired, heck. i was late for a good reason.

7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
= a place, wherever that place is, to find peace. and escape the hecticness of life.

8. Think of the last person who you really knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you?
=nobody i know personally died yet. haha. but if she/he was suffering from some terrible disease, i wouldn't want to give one year of my life for one more hour of suffering from her/him.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
= not...really. i'm very moodswingy, and i'm scared of moodswingy people.

10. Does love = sex?
= yucks. no.

11. Your best friend dies, what would you do?
= i have no best friends but if my CLOSE friend died, i'd probably cry my eyes out for a few weeks, then begin to accept it. but the few weeks are gonna be extremely tough for me, i'm not one to adapt to very sudden and painful changes.

12. When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
= i can't remember. haha.

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
= that i do not love them back. although i'd never do such a thing, it's very selfish.i'd just try to appreciate the fact that someone out there loves me.

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
= for now, chocolates and my habit of wasting time. for the future, probably my life.

15. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
= a few days ago i think.

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even
if you had "no regrets" what would it be?
= study harder from the freaking start of secondary school in sec 1. <-haha, damn right aishah. me too.

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you call?
= at first i'll just sit up in bed, and it gets louder and closer, i'd look out the window. then it depends on what's outside the window. if it's a burglar, i'd probably scream my lungs out and run to my parents' room and tell them. if it's a ghost, then i'd probably faint. if it's a cat, then i paiseh.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
= LAWL WHAT A QUESTION. i don't know how to do CPR dahling. i'd probably be just kissing the person trying to figure out how to give him/her CPR. then the person dies.

19. Are you old-fashioned?
= not really.

20. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved before?
= i guess the first one. it will be good to know that, even if it was for a short period of time, somebody gave a damn about you. not having love is very bad for the mental health. and by saying all this, i don't just mean BGRs. i mean it in every possible way whoever can love you.

and i have to go take a shit now. bye.

twisting beside myself @4:40 AM

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