i will now prove to you why i think i look like a male nowadays.
here, i look like a fat girl, which i am. fair enough.
if i had a mohawk, i'd look like a dude here.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FAT+BOY LOOKING
._.
FINALLY. a picture where i actually look like a girl. hehum.
i didn't know that trying to control my laughter while taking the picture with fifah posing like a pussycat doll will make me look so freakin HANDSOME.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHH.
i have GOT to lose weight. and i don't think it's for vanity or health issues which i've given up on anymore. it's about GENDER-DISTINCTING ISSUES.
-_-
anyway, i think i want to cut my hair. it's too long and this year is going to be hectic.
oh, and speaking of THIS YEAR, well. i haven't been updating for quite long so here's a summary:
ML O Level results- screwed. FAR from what i had hoped for.
the rest of my tests- screwed. bad results are beginning to get to me. see, never too late right? i thought i was a gone case. heho.
my moods- THEY ARE SWINGING UP AND DOWN LIKE THE SINE GRAPH. i thought i was enough of an oddball in sec 3, but i swear i've been through SO many emotions this month alone.
i mean, i'm pretty used to be high and hyper at school and going home and being sad there, but now i can be happy and sad both at school. there was this week, i think two weeks ago, where i cried two days in a row.
all because of results.
I AM GOING TO STUDY HARD. seriously, i have the 'fire of determination' (haha so corny right) burning already.
but now i'm just wondering how i'm going to catch up with the emaths, amaths, BIO, CHEM, HISTORY, LIT AND SS syllabus for two years in a matter of a few months before the O's.
and yes kapoor, lit is 31 chapters, not 25 =D
you can study the 'most important and likely to be tested' parts but the most insignificant(or so you thought) parts will come out and you'd have to analyse that and you'd be like WHOT???
-_-
my time management seriously sucks. most of the time i don't know how my time just flies out of the window and i'm not even doing anything useful in my life at that moment
pffffffffft.
okay i will stop whining and sound like him (haha atifa). may we all be strong enough to take the bull by the horns and KILL THE DAMN BULL. (the bull is the olevels)
=D
bye -_-.
