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Bill Kaulitz is teh seks. <3
I also wish for world peace, end of poverty,happiness and justice for everyone. :]
Haha you know, i think gushing ABOUT a star is fine.
Gushing in FRONT of him though, isn't.
And being me, that's exactly what i did.
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Here's what happened.
After remedial a few days ago, i wanted to go home.
So i made my way outside school, where i met Priyanka at the traffic light. Aishah was waiting for me at the bus stop.
While making our way to the 135 bus stop, Priya and I discussed our mid year exam preparations (or to be more specific, the lack of it :s ).
We were walking past the normal shops we take for granted everyday- La Point, the durian stall, and...the new Pakistan/Indian (?) food stall that just opened.
And that's when something caught my eye.
His back was turned to me. His hair was long-ish, almost shoulder length.He was wearing black. And he looked really skinny.
I remember myself thinking how skinny he was and why the hell are boys getting skinnier nowadays.
And then he turned.
And looked at me directly in the eye.
Me: *Stops, stares, and jaws drop (probably quite obviously)* Oh. My God.
Priya: o_o?
Me: OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOOODDDD *runs to bus stop and ditches Priya temporarily*
-At bus stop-
Serious Black(Aishah) was leaning against the advertisement, stoning.
Me: OH MY GOD AISHAH, OH MY GOD OH MY GOD, I JUST SAW PAUL TWOHILL.
Aishah: *smiles slightly* I know. I saw him also.
Me: *Continues bouncing and squealing retardedly, and that was when i realised i was exposed.* *turns to Paul Twohill's direction. He was smiling at me -_-* *hides behind the advertisement and bounces more, nearly pushing Aishah to the road and killing her in the process (haha, sorry dude)*
Just then, i saw Diy walking to the bus stop. So i ran to her, squealing. (mind you, Paul Twohill could hear/see whatever i was saying/doing)
Me: DIYANAAAA! DIYANA!!!!!!!!!!
Diyana: (who already knew from atifa and syaf) I KNOWW! I KNOWWW!
Me and Diyana: *Squeal and run to the bus stop, hiding from him behind the advertisement again.*
-At the bus stop part 2-
Me: Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. I WANT A PICTURE OR AUTOGRAPH MAN, DIY.
Diy: YEAH ME TOO.
Aishah and Priya: -___________________-"
Priya: Haha look at me, i don't care.
Aishah: Yeah. He's like, so yesterday.
*Diyana and I ignore them*
Me: I WANT A PICTURE!
Diy: ME TOO!
Me: BUT HOW??? SO EMBARRASSING!
Diy: YEAH.
*goes on like this for about 10 tens before making our decision*
So Diy and I make my way to him, giggling and smiling like bimbotic retards.
Me: Very embarrassing man.
Diy: YOU THINK?
-WHEN WE FINALLY TALKED TO HIM :D-
Diy: *smiling and giggling* Uh, Paul, can we have a picture?
Me: *trying my best to hold back my laughter because Diy was so selambe and sounded pretty bimbo (haha no offense diy) and i was also very nervous*
Paul.T: HEY! NO PROBLEM! *points to friend, who's botak.* You want this one? He's also a bachelor.
P's friend: -_- *takes diy's handphone to take a picture of us*
Paul T, Diy and I: *smiles and have our picture taken*
Me: *tugs at skirt because I was scared that it was lifted up..in front of Paul.* *Paul holds his hand out to me* *Me: =O* *Shakes hand*
Paul: *shakes diy's hand*
Me: *was so happy, i think i was bouncing and dropped my water bottle*
Paul:*Picks it up for me*
Me: OH MY GOD, THANK YOU THANK YOU =D=D=D=D
Haha. So loser. -_________-
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ANYWAY. Before i take a long hiatus till maybe until after mid year (it's in 18 days and i haven't fugging started =] ), here's something:
1.How tall are you? I want to bite the person who rounded my 169.9cm to 169cm -_-
Around there, yeah.
2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship? Never had a relationship in the first place. =) Anyway if i did, no darling, that's just vile.
3. Do you own a gun? Nah. I'd love one, though.
4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be? Oh, but i already do. At least, it feels like it. Manic depressive disorder, a little bipolar, and obsessive compulsive disorder.
5. How many letters are in your crush's name? Don't have one.
6. What do you think of hot dogs? Hahahaha. Jacob Black XD
7. What's your favorite Christmas song? All i want for christmas is you -MCR. Gee's voice is cool.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? MILOOOOOOOOO. Or coffee.
9. Do you do push-ups? Yeah, during NPCC parades. At least i attempt to.
10. Have you ever done ecstasy? Haha naw.
11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nay.
12. Do you like the rain? YES, very much. I love the freshness of the air after the rain. I love the broody aura it gives, and the black clouds and the thunder. I especially love it when i'm at home and sleeping when it's raining. It's beautiful :D
13.Do you own a knife? Of course! *evil grins*
14. What do you smell like? Most of the time, sweat. I rain sweat everyday, sometimes even in air-conditioned rooms.
15. Do you have A.D.D.(Attention Deficit Disorder)? Uh. Sometimes?
16. Full initials? N.A.B.K
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
1) Why the hell am i on the computer when i have a gazillion homework to do by TOMORROW and mid year is in 18 days
2)I'm missing this someone to death
3)-
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today:
1)Chocolate Oreo bubble tea
2)My correction tape refill
3)Chocolate cake with cream during recess
19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.
1) WATER
2) Milo
3)Nescafe coffee
4)Milo Oreo bubble tea
5)Chocolate Orea bubble tea
20. What time did you wake up today? 5am. But i slept from 8.45pm the day before -_-. God, i'm such a pig.
21. Can you spell? Ok ah.
22. Current worry? What my L1R5 for the mid years will be, whether i'll FINALLY pass some subjects, when am i going to get my FAT ASS OFF THE COMP AND START MUGGING
23. Favorite place to be? Anywhere alone. I like being alone. Gives me time to reflect.
24. Least favorite place to be? In crowded places. I hate people who ignore me when i say 'excuse me' to them a billion times. And when they FINALLY move, they don't even say sorry. What a rude bunch of asses.
25. Where would you like to go? Nowhere in particular. Especially not... London ):
26. Do you own slippers? Lol duh.
27. What do you think you'll be? I want to be a teacher, actually. Though my parents highly disapprove. -_-
28. Do you burn or tan? ..Both?
30.Yellow or blue? Blue and yellow (: *starts singing the The Used song*
31. Would you be a pirate? Heha. Can ;)
32.Last time your cell rang? Around 6 plus. Friend wanted to ask how much my mother charged for teeth whitening. Lol.
33. What songs do you sing in the shower? Whatever's playing on the ipod amplifier. Mostly from my 'recently played' list.
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Haha, i swear my old house was haunted, and i'll see this floating green shirt with an eerie glow around it almost every night. Then i'll just stare at it, wondering if that was the 'ghost' my maid was referring to, to get us to sleep. (turns out she was just making us scared to make us sleep. But i swear i saw that thing!!!)
35. What's in your pockets right now? Nothing.
36. Last thing that made you laugh? I went home with Shahiylia, and it was raining and we had to go through these two big puddles of water, and we were laughing and screaming because we couldn't find a short cut -_- HAHAHAHA. And i dropped my school badge because i was laughing too hard, and i put my umbrella down and the rain drenched the left side of my uniform.
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? I love all my bed sheets! I still have em. Heart shaped and pink. NYEHEHEHEHEHEE.
38. Worst injury you've ever had? I can't remember. Probably when i was trying to scare my grandmother's maid by jumping out from underneath the table, and i didn't know she was boiling water and my upper right arm touched the metal of the boiling thing
39. What is your GPA(Grade Point Average)? Next question.
40. How many TVs do you have in your house? Uh. four?
41. Who is your loudest friend? I think i am the loudest. Heha.
42. Who is your most silent friend? I'm not sure... Everyone speaks.
43. Does someone have a crush on you? Nah. And judging by what usually happens, it probably will never happen.
44. Do you wish on stars? I pray to God.
45. What is your favorite book? Don't really read books until i have ample time... I hate how long i take to read them and usually give up halfway
46. What song did you last hear? Under Pressure by The Used and MCR.
49. What were you doing 12AM last night? Sleeping. Like a pig.
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? Fuck. I overslept. Again.
51. Does anyone know your password to your email? Unfortunately, yes. -_-
52. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds? I swear i can't remember.
53. Are you an emotional person? Hell yeah -_- TOO much sometimes. I want to be stone cold. Life would be so much easier.
54. Do you like your school? No.
55. Do you believe in love at first sight? Not..really.
56. Ever felt jealous of your friend? Yea.
57. What was the last thing you did? Doing this quiz.
58. Who is right next to you? The wall.
59. Who was the last person you ate with? My family.
60. What song are you listening to right now? Kill All Your Friends - MCR
61. How's the weather right now? Okay :)
62. Last person who called you today? Su Lynn.
64. Last song you sang? Uh, i think Speeding Cars by Imogen Heap. Was listening to her.
65. Last time you danced? Sports Day mass dance practice for P.E today in the hall.
66. Lost a friendship over something stupid? Uhuh. Many times.
67. Last thing you ate? BRIYANI! It was delicious.
68. Been really depressed before? UM, DUH????
69. Faked being sick to miss school? No. Mum will kill me.
70. What time did you wake up today? Haha repeated question XD
71. Current taste? I love chocolate.
72. Who is the person that posted this survey?Tique.
73. What are you wearing right now? A shirt and track pants.
74. Are you too shy to ask anyone out? Somewhat.
75. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Nothing much.
76.Where are you right now? Home.
77. What date and day is it? 27 March, 2008, Thursday.
78. Did you go anywhere today? School. Then the bubble tea shop, then the mrt, then back to PP because my mum had to do something, then my grandmother's house, then home.
79. What did you do there? Lol.Many,many things. XD
80. How old are you? 15 years, 3 months and 12 days.
81. Are you mature or immature? Both.
82. Do you call your parents by their first name? NO.
83. Are you an only child? I have two brothers.
84.Where do you go shopping? PP, most of the time. But other places too.
85. Do you like where you work? I don't work.
86. Do you like books? Yes, I just hate how bad my speed of reading is.
87. Do you want to get married? ...Uh..Yes... =(
88. To whom? Someone who can accept me and understand me for who i am.
Also, tolerant to obssesive compulsive disorder and terrible paranoia.
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Toodledoo~ Maid's threatening to complain to mum.
twisting beside myself @12:05 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i am absolutely addicted to this video.
i'm not okay backwards :D it sounds so nice!!!
chorus: OH! I'M NOT OKAYYYYYYYYYYYY OOOOOAUUUU I'M NOT OKAYAYAYAAAYYY *other inaudible stuff that sounds german*
and i don't mean to whine, but life pretty much sucks now.
but then again, when has it ever been pretty?
meh.
taking a hiatus till maybe after mid year.
twisting beside myself @1:20 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
You Are Fruit Flavored Gum |
 You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one style or rule book. You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources. While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people. You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all. You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure. You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them. |
o.o
You Are Ginger |
 Like ginger, you are a total shape shifter. You can be sweet, spicy, mellow, or overpowering. You are both soothing and unique. You are popular... yet you are often overlooked. |
ahaha. riiiiiight.
blogging when i have the time. got loads of stuff to say.
toodles~
twisting beside myself @4:16 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
HAHAHAHAHA.
I WAS JUST READING ATIQAH'S BLOG AND DECIDED TO TRY THIS OUT MYSELF.
What Nadiah Ameerah Binte Khairul Means |
 You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. |
i think most of the things here are bull EXCEPT for this one VERY, VERY, VERY, accurate paragraph. Minus off the last sentence of it.
'You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.'
my troubles are not fun, dude (:
twisting beside myself @12:32 PM
i have this baaaaadd feeling that camp's going to be horrible.
mainly because all of us are so ill-prepared.
-_-.
i haven't even finished packing my bags. hahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHhahahahhaah
-________________________________________________-.
anyway.
i love danny.
i mean it!
and this one too.
HAHAHAHHA.
and me, being well, ME, i added some appropriate things to his pictures ;D
courtesy of the hungry ghost XDDD (atifa and aishah you two know what i'm talking about)
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DANNYYYYY. I'D DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU COME BACK.
and just a few hours ago, this thought crossed my mind:
I AM MOSTLY ATTRACTED TO BUTCHES/ MASCULINE GIRLS AND GAYS/PRETTY BOYS.
it's vaguely disturbing.
twisting beside myself @12:21 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
i have a few problems.
1) annual camp/camp preparations are going to take up four days. I'm not even one-third through my homework, and not to mention studying.
2) I have a piano theory exam this saturday. o_o
3)My parents don't trust me or anything i do, and they think CCAs taking up a lot of time is my fault.
4) Everyone thinks i'm a retard and i have to prove them wrong.
5) I want to do well for the MYEs, but i can't really catch up because of (1) and a little bit of (2)
6) I cut my hair at the wrong time. (I'm supposed to scare my juniors during the night walk at the library, hehaheha. Now the only thing i can use is my laughter because my hair's short. -_- Better get Syahirah to tell me some lame jokes at night.)
...
7) I haven't packed for camp.
8) I haven't done some things i'm supposed to do for camp.
9) I'm in charge of the souvenirs and i feel like a terrible leader.
10) I'm going to be in charge of bringing my group around the katong area, and the best part is that i don't even know the route and if i get lost, my whole group gets lost. (-___-)??
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
11) HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO MY 2646461144164 TONS OF HOMEWORK???
12) Aishah, i think it's quite impossible to stay up at night during the camp to do homework. It's not realistic. It's just not bloody realistic.
13) why.
14) huh?
15) Meh
16) (I'm entertaining myself)
17) hahahahha
18) You suck.
19)OH MY GOD. HOW COULD I FORGET TO TELL YOU THIS PROBLEM.
DANNY NORIEGA IS OUT. DANNY NORIEGA IS FUCKING OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL.
like.
WHAAAAAAAAAAAT?????
WHAT THE FUCKETY FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM, AMERICA??
I MEAN, HE MAY NOT HAVE THE BEST VOCALS IN THE WORLD, BUT AT LEAST HE COMES IN A WHOLE BLOODY PACKAGE!!!!
HE'S GORGEOUS, HE'S CUTE, HE'S. HE'S DANNY!!!!
WHY ARE YOU ALL SO CRUEL??
WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WORLD??
WHY?
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????
why am i using big letters.
now that's better.
you suck maaannn.
you all suuuuckkk.
(i'm feeling angst, jealousy, love, hate, hyperness, sadness and confusion right now.)
YOU SUCK.
twisting beside myself @2:11 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
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i hate it when i get depressed. it catches me off guard. it dominates my rational thinking.
and the best part is, sometimes i don't even know why.
twisting beside myself @2:44 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
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has been stuck in my head for an extremely long time, and i think i know why now.
twisting beside myself @1:09 PM
so five minutes ago i had this HUGE craving for kinder bueno, but my maid was being difficult and not letting me go to the shop to buy some and made me call my mother to ask if i could go to the shop and i wore a black jacket before i came downstairs because in case my mother DID let me go to the shop, i'd have to cross *that* path where this dude stalked me the other day and i want to look as unnoticeable (and if possible, even androgynous XD) as possible but when i called my mother she said no, i could not go to the shop because there is some ferrero rocher on my dad's table and i could only take two, so i went upstairs but my craving was so bad so i took five and now i'm kinda pissed because WHAT IS THE HARM IN LETTING ME GO TO THE SHOP (with me wearing a black jacket that has a hood which can hide my identity) AND GETTING KINDER BUENO.
):
and we're running out of condensed milkkkkkkk. i need sweet milooooooooooooooo.
)':
boo you.
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ANYWAY.
i wonder what gender his *crush* is XD
'cute little tomato'. RAWR.
and he looks like a sexy girl too, which makes him somehow very much more... attractive.. o_O
and haha, check out how bimbo he is to simon towards the end XD (i have a feeling simon is attracted to him and vice versa)
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ahhhh. i don't know why these past few days have been filled with melancholy for me. i don't know if it's the weather, the results, or all the...happenings of my life.
or maybe all three.
and the march holidays won't be holidays because i'll have to spend three days in school for camp and i have a piano theory exam and i can't catch up with anything and life is just so confusing sometimes
):
i'm sick of being a disappointment. it really meddles with your mental and emotional health.
one more time (save for maybe when i get back my term 1 results) i hear my mother sighing when she looks at me and giving me the hopeless look, or starts giving me long, looong lectures about how disappointing i am, i'll just die.
no more. i've had enough.
twisting beside myself @11:49 AM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
argh.
just had another one of those 'what are you going to do with your life now since you're so fucked up' talks with my mum.
i'm so sick of them. i hate it when people are disappointed in you. it just makes you feel so.. inadequate.
i think there's a limit to the number of times you can break hearts, especially your own.
i'm going to work hard from now on.
twisting beside myself @12:37 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
^_^
got to do CIP in the library with aishah and maryam. some funny shit happened.
i'd like to say more but my mom is bugging me to get off.
g'bye.
twisting beside myself @2:32 PM
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