Tuesday, March 11, 2008
i have a few problems.
1) annual camp/camp preparations are going to take up four days. I'm not even one-third through my homework, and not to mention studying.
2) I have a piano theory exam this saturday. o_o
3)My parents don't trust me or anything i do, and they think CCAs taking up a lot of time is my fault.
4) Everyone thinks i'm a retard and i have to prove them wrong.
5) I want to do well for the MYEs, but i can't really catch up because of (1) and a little bit of (2)
6) I cut my hair at the wrong time. (I'm supposed to scare my juniors during the night walk at the library, hehaheha. Now the only thing i can use is my laughter because my hair's short. -_- Better get Syahirah to tell me some lame jokes at night.)
7)I'M STILL IN PAIN AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I MUST BE SO DEPRESSED. I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S THE WEATHER OR IS IT ME OR IS IT THAT THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME. I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONTROL MY FEELINGS ANYMORE, OR IF I EVEN HAD CONTROL IN THE FIRST PLACE. I HATE TO FEEL. IT ONLY MAKES ME A WORSE PERSON.
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7) I haven't packed for camp.
8) I haven't done some things i'm supposed to do for camp.
9) I'm in charge of the souvenirs and i feel like a terrible leader.
10) I'm going to be in charge of bringing my group around the katong area, and the best part is that i don't even know the route and if i get lost, my whole group gets lost. (-___-)??
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
11) HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO MY 2646461144164 TONS OF HOMEWORK???
12) Aishah, i think it's quite impossible to stay up at night during the camp to do homework. It's not realistic. It's just not bloody realistic.
13) why.
14) huh?
15) Meh
16) (I'm entertaining myself)
17) hahahahha
18) You suck.
19)OH MY GOD. HOW COULD I FORGET TO TELL YOU THIS PROBLEM.
DANNY NORIEGA IS OUT. DANNY NORIEGA IS FUCKING OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL.
like.
WHAAAAAAAAAAAT?????
WHAT THE FUCKETY FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM, AMERICA??
I MEAN, HE MAY NOT HAVE THE BEST VOCALS IN THE WORLD, BUT AT LEAST HE COMES IN A WHOLE BLOODY PACKAGE!!!!
HE'S GORGEOUS, HE'S CUTE, HE'S. HE'S DANNY!!!!
WHY ARE YOU ALL SO CRUEL??
WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WORLD??
WHY?
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????
why am i using big letters.
now that's better.
you suck maaannn.
you all suuuuckkk.
(i'm feeling angst, jealousy, love, hate, hyperness, sadness and confusion right now.)
YOU SUCK.
twisting beside myself @2:11 PM