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Sunday, April 27, 2008

shit. i've put on the three kgs i've lost this year.

garhhh.

ANYWAY.

MID YEARS ARE OVER.

:D

Some papers like (surprisingly) bio was okay, but it's one of those papers where the F9 students will hope to pass, the C6 students will get B4s, and the B3 students will get A1s.

-_-

but i can't tell really. i just hope i pass. for once in my wretched life. eurgh.

Others were either killer papers or difficult papers. Killer papers consisted of chem and Emaths. To hell with the excuse of 'lack of practice'. Even the 'sufficient practice' given to us in class were not half as difficult as the exam papers.

I won't do extremely well, i know. But i just hope to improve for now.

And i'm planning not to stop studying, though of course not as pressurising as exam studying.

Yesterday after the exams, we chilled at PP before going to Tipa's house to watch this amazing love movie, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (nothing sappy or sexual or disgustingly lovey-dovey, it was truly not your typical type of love story)

And this may sound random but i hate it when people falsely assume that other people are not intelligent just because they have not been doing well. I'm not going to elaborate further; I'm sick of it.

Last night i just got news that this friend of mine is suffering from this terrible, terrible auto-immune disease (meaning, own body against ownself and there's no cure) and it's a slow deteriorating process and she might just. succumb.

And i felt absolutely miserable for a long time because

1) Nobody needs that kind of thing, especially when it's during the Olevel year

2) That person is nice. Why in the world would God give her such a test?

3) People like that don't seem to be giving up and people like me with everything i have give up easily. Shame on me.

Nothing i say or do will make her feel better, but she'll always be in my prayers

like everything else around me. I just hope and pray things get better.

and thank you atifa for putting 'speeding cars' on your blog! Now i'm a huge fan of Imogen Heap. She looks damn girly in that video, wtf androgynous -_-

twisting beside myself @6:05 AM

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