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Bill Kaulitz is teh seks. <3
I also wish for world peace, end of poverty,happiness and justice for everyone. :]
I just finished my testimonial. No, crapped through, more like.
I really, really don't know what to say about myself -_-
By the way, i've been wanting to post a few things up here but i forgot.
1)
You must, MUST watch this movie! I LOVED EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF IT! Even though it gave me a major migraine when i watched it at night during the holidays and thus i couldn't study -__-
1)
You must, MUST watch this movie! I LOVED EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF IT! Even though it gave me a major migraine when i watched it at night during the holidays and thus i couldn't study -__-
But that was only because it was a movie taken from this character's video camera, and when they were running the camera just moves all over the place.
But i love it- The concept, plot, ending. Very, very gripping. And quite scary too, because the whole time i was imagining what i would do if something similar happened to me.
2) I actually wanted to type something but i forgot -_- oh well on to three
3) Haha, right after finishing my testimonial draft i decided to go to facebook for a while and check out one group Kapoor told me she joined.
2) I actually wanted to type something but i forgot -_- oh well on to three
3) Haha, right after finishing my testimonial draft i decided to go to facebook for a while and check out one group Kapoor told me she joined.
" I Farted And it sounded Just like the Jonas Brothers
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We are a group that enjoys REAL MUSIC unlike the shitty Jonas Brothers.Personally I really don't like the Jonas Brothers and I'm sick of all these girls falling all over themselves saying they are so good when they're not.I can't even believe their music is popular.
With their 1 chord riffs and shitty so called "solos" that anyone who's never touched a guitar could do, why are they still selling albums. The fact of the matter is. They suck. The inability of people these days to recognize true musical talent astounds me. Auto tune technology seems to have singlehandedly ruined the music industry.Disney Records SUCKS. "
Thanks for telling me about it Kapoor, i'm joining this group. NOW.
Global
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Basic Info
Type:
Common Interest - Beliefs & Causes
Description:
We are a group that enjoys REAL MUSIC unlike the shitty Jonas Brothers.Personally I really don't like the Jonas Brothers and I'm sick of all these girls falling all over themselves saying they are so good when they're not.I can't even believe their music is popular.
With their 1 chord riffs and shitty so called "solos" that anyone who's never touched a guitar could do, why are they still selling albums. The fact of the matter is. They suck. The inability of people these days to recognize true musical talent astounds me. Auto tune technology seems to have singlehandedly ruined the music industry.Disney Records SUCKS. "
Thanks for telling me about it Kapoor, i'm joining this group. NOW.
twisting beside myself @2:58 PM
I'm supposed to be doing my testimonial now.
No, i'm actually supposed to be studying.
-_-.
Nevermind. Can (and will) do all that later.
So term 3 has started, the most infamous term for the secondary fours because it is the term where we must
"Really concentrate"
and
"Really get into revision mode".
Which, i swear i really wouldn't mind if we didn't have to STAY BACK IN SCHOOL EVERY SINGLE DAY.
How the heck are we supposed to consolidate our own revision? EVERY DAY we stay back, and we come home late and then we're supposed to study again? I always resolve to do that but end up sleeping (VERY unintentionally. Many times, it's one of those 'i-already-set-my-handphone-alarm-clock-to-ring-in-ten-minutes-time' cases. Then i get into this weird world, where i see totally random things, then i wake up to find that it's the next morning already and someone mysteriously switched off the snooze button on my handphone.).
Garh. I. Am. In. Need. Of. More. Time.
We have BARELY three months left to that dreaded exam, by the way. I have the countdown written on the whiteboard beside my table. Better to give yourself wake up calls than to live in your own disillusional world.
Yesterday was quite an interesting day.
Morning, started with PE. Since Napha's not very far from now, we had to run three rounds. Me, being me, and a friend, decided to cheat and eventually only ran two rounds. (Halfway i found out that i wore my shorts the other way round -_-)
Then we took height and weight and i was appalled. I shrunk by half a centimetre (every millimetre counts!) and i am still gargantuan. One of my resolutions after the O's, is to go to the gym like i go to school everyday.
And then had lessons and after school IR, and then we had the official Passing Out Parade (POP). I screwed up because i was nervous when my name was being called out.
Then after that we chilled at the bubble tea shop and played cards. I really will miss my squadmates. And NPCC in general. It's one of those things which you think you hate but in the end you grow to love it. And as much as it is a 'tough' CCA, there are sentimental attachments.
This whole week, I've been feeling awkward around certain people. They're so dense to not be able to get some of my signals. Hmm, and i thought that only those who didn't do well in their studies were the 'dense' ones? -_-
But nevermind. I'm not going to be close, neither am i going to drift apart from certain people. I suppose i'll just be civil.
And i'll get back at them in ways that won't harm my morals. Unlike them, i'm not going to compromise my morals for ANYTHING. I'll leave the revenge part to God, for only He knows how much i have suffered.
twisting beside myself @1:11 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
and, i'm finally done with all those crazy tests.
*breathes a huge sigh of relief and... pats chest softly five times* -_-
you know, i love maths but i hate it when i don't get the answer. I get really, really angry for some reason.
and my conscience won't be clear. Like something else (hint: toilet paper)
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
And school starts tomorrow, and i'm very unprepared, and my homework isn't complete, and my studies are still in shambles, and i want revenge.
A few days ago i was appearing offline and doing my heymaths benchmark tests when bibs came online. I told her about certain conceited people and i was so amused at how many 'wtf's there was in that convo HAHAHAHA
i mean, what is up with making yourself seem superior all the time to somebody else by bragging?
also, maybe for the olevels i'm just going to distance myself from some people.not ditch,just slowly drift apart.
because really, the last thing i need to take a big exam are people trying to bring me down.
and i'm seriously not going waste my energy being bothered by these kinds of people (and in some cases even their parents, who are plotting your downfall so their kids can beat you), because i swear the only RETARDED thing people do is to compromise their morals for freakin good results.
i'm not saying bad results are acceptable, but neither is insensitivity and self-indulgence.
so if you ask me if i could choose between bad morals and good results, or good morals and bad results, i'll choose the latter hands down.
anyway,
Four jobs I’ve had
- brides maid (erase your mental image. i was only 7!)
-librarian (during CIP)
-performer
-student -_-
Four movies I can watch over and over
-WHITE CHICKS! definitely. guan ta la meh la doesn't ever fail to crack me up
-stardust
-spongebob squarepants
-iron man
Four of my favorite songs
i only have one, and that is Just For Now by Imogen Heap. Amazing song.
Four of my favourite food
-CHOCOLATE
-grandmother's dendeng ayam
-ice cream
-Famous Amos no nut chocolate chip
Four people i feel sorry to
-parents mainly, for being such a great letdown
Four bottles of perfume I own
only one and hahaha i can't even remember the name -_-
Four things i bring around in my bag
school bag?
-books
-pencilbox
-school reflections book
-certain.. feminine things *goofy grin*
Four places I’ve vacationed
-Amsterdam
-Japan
-Malaysia
-London
Four places I want to vacation
-Venice (haha zomgsh atifa me too!)
-GERMANY
-Russia
-Somewhere i can find peace and happiness
Four of my favorite drinks
-milo!
-coffee
-coke
-plain water
Four sites I visit daily
well technically speaking, i don't. not daily at least. -_-
Four of my recent purchases
oh God. I don't remember o_o
Four places I would rather be right now
Only one- in the toilet. I have to go!
Four bloggers I am tagging
anybody who wants to do :)
twisting beside myself @2:57 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
oh my God.
HORROR.
I just stepped on the weighing machine.
twisting beside myself @2:38 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Strange happenings part 1.
I'll make this really quick because
- My mother/maid/brother(go figure) will kill me if they find me here.
- I'm not done with my work! OR, ten hours of studying. (something my dear maths teacher suggested and i'm trying to put it into action. partially because i want to do well for the O's, and partially because i want to see how long my concentration span REALLY is.)
Anyhoo.
Strange things started happening since last tuesday (shall blog about that another time), but today's strange happening was especially. strange.
Or to be more specific...... creepy.
I was doing chem, and was having this terrible, terrible craving for Chocolate McVities Digestive biscuits,so i decided to go to the shop to get some as a break.I didn't wear my spectacles because i didn't feel like it.
I cycled there, and about three-quarters of the way, i braked hard, mouth agape.
It was him. HIM. That digusting, repulsive, vomit-inducing, MAT who stalked me before. He spun around and saw me as well.
I wasn't wearing spectacles, nor was i wearing my contacts, but i recognised him anywhere. He was wearing the same long-sleeved blue shirt that he wore when he approached (for lack of a better word) me.
So i cycled in a totally different direction and there was this makcik in front of me walking and i uttered a curse word under my breath (out of shock) and hoped she didn't hear.
I cycled all the way home, and told my maid and brother what happened. My craving was terrible, and i didn't want to let any disgusting cheekopeks prevent me from getting my chocolate.
They both didn't want to follow me. My maid suggested waiting a while longer so he could completely disappear, but i was desperate. I NEEDED CHOCOLATE!!!
So, as a last resort, i told them that i was going to disguise myself, by wearing a cap and very, very thick eyeliner. They couldn't stop me.
In the middle of putting on eyeliner, my maid gave in and told me to write down what i wanted so she could buy it for me.
She did, and my lust (for food) was satisfied. :D Thank God.
It would have been cooler though, if i could go there myself again, in my disguise, to get the chocs. I wonder if he'll notice me.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'll feel extremely hurt, angry, and cheated. I'll cry my eyes out and first ask myself what I did to make him betray me. Then if i find out if he was the one in the wrong, I'll bear a permanent grudge against him and wish him and his new girlfriend a horrible death.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaah. XD
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Well, for now.... Good O Level results. But generally, I'd say to lose weight, to have a good balance in life, and for happiness.
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I don't care, really. The only dream wedding is getting married to someone i truly love.
#4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Donate some, put some in my bank, spend some, give some to my family, and START A FREAKIN' CHOCOLATE FACTORY :D
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Romantic, accepts and loves me, has a sense of humour, understanding, laughs a lot (lol)
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
For now...Being loved by someone.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
God chooses, not me.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Be reallyyyyyyyyyyyy jealous, but still secretly like the person haha. (But knowing me... 'Secretly' is quite impossible)
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes, plenty actually. But i won't say here.
#10. What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
Does an inferiority complex count?
#11. What cheers you up the fastest?
CHOCOLATE!!!!!
unless... I'm in the mood for savoury stuff....
But food, in general, yeah.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I've no idea! All i know is i'm going to streak my hair pink after secondary school, because my mother allows it!!! :D (Haha so off topic)
#13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family, friends.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Nobody tagged me! But i got it from tips's blog. Tips is aweeeeeeeeeeeeesome.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
MARRIED BUT POOR! Definitely. I'd rather suffer with a loved one than be blessed with nobody to share it with
#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Drink looooooooooooooooooooots of water.
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
All within my control, yes.
#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
You know, when this sort of thing happens in real life, it's with a real person and a celebrity hahahahaha.
But if it were two 'real' people, i really don't know. Like i said, God chooses, not me. My fate is cast in stone, can't do nuts bout it
#19. What type of friends do you like?
Those who support me, make me feel better when i need it, and accept me even though i'm a nutcase
The 8 people who will be tagged are;
I don't know! Anyone i guess :)
AAAAAAAAAAND back to chemistry.
Goodday.
twisting beside myself @4:13 PM
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