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Saturday, June 28, 2008

I'm supposed to be doing my testimonial now.

No, i'm actually supposed to be studying.

-_-.

Nevermind. Can (and will) do all that later.

So term 3 has started, the most infamous term for the secondary fours because it is the term where we must

"Really concentrate"

and

"Really get into revision mode".

Which, i swear i really wouldn't mind if we didn't have to STAY BACK IN SCHOOL EVERY SINGLE DAY.

How the heck are we supposed to consolidate our own revision? EVERY DAY we stay back, and we come home late and then we're supposed to study again? I always resolve to do that but end up sleeping (VERY unintentionally. Many times, it's one of those 'i-already-set-my-handphone-alarm-clock-to-ring-in-ten-minutes-time' cases. Then i get into this weird world, where i see totally random things, then i wake up to find that it's the next morning already and someone mysteriously switched off the snooze button on my handphone.).

Garh. I. Am. In. Need. Of. More. Time.

We have BARELY three months left to that dreaded exam, by the way. I have the countdown written on the whiteboard beside my table. Better to give yourself wake up calls than to live in your own disillusional world.

Yesterday was quite an interesting day.

Morning, started with PE. Since Napha's not very far from now, we had to run three rounds. Me, being me, and a friend, decided to cheat and eventually only ran two rounds. (Halfway i found out that i wore my shorts the other way round -_-)

Then we took height and weight and i was appalled. I shrunk by half a centimetre (every millimetre counts!) and i am still gargantuan. One of my resolutions after the O's, is to go to the gym like i go to school everyday.

And then had lessons and after school IR, and then we had the official Passing Out Parade (POP). I screwed up because i was nervous when my name was being called out.

Then after that we chilled at the bubble tea shop and played cards. I really will miss my squadmates. And NPCC in general. It's one of those things which you think you hate but in the end you grow to love it. And as much as it is a 'tough' CCA, there are sentimental attachments.

This whole week, I've been feeling awkward around certain people. They're so dense to not be able to get some of my signals. Hmm, and i thought that only those who didn't do well in their studies were the 'dense' ones? -_-

But nevermind. I'm not going to be close, neither am i going to drift apart from certain people. I suppose i'll just be civil.

And i'll get back at them in ways that won't harm my morals. Unlike them, i'm not going to compromise my morals for ANYTHING. I'll leave the revenge part to God, for only He knows how much i have suffered.

twisting beside myself @1:11 PM

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