WILKOMMEN
:3
Bill Kaulitz is teh seks. <3
I also wish for world peace, end of poverty,happiness and justice for everyone. :]
nah. it was wishful thinking. it always is, isn't it?
i'm surprisingly not sad anymore, though yesterday atifa was online on facebook and gave me guinea pig videos which made me feel better (: but then i felt down still as i got off the comp and then my mum called and could tell i was feeling down and then i just told her and broke down in the process.
today was still really depressing in the morning, i put on loads of eyeliner to school today to prove my point. but i'm better now, thank God.
tomorrow will be the first class with him since that happened. but i'll just face it i suppose. anyway he seems slightly guilty on facebook. he jolly well should be.
no, i'm more of disappointed than i am hurt. i put my hopes, my expectations into something.
just to have them dashed the very next day.
but i'm reminding myself that i am here for one thing : my grades. i can't and will not be distracted by anything else.
today another problem arose, though. i realise that because of this misunderstanding my friend had with another one of my friends, people are taking sides and hating me (?) just because i'm friends with this person.
which is totally unfair.
well. after much consideration, i still do wish i had gone to CTC in croydon, which is my brother's college. but i can't do anything about that now, can i?
anyway, life moves on.
twisting beside myself @1:37 AM
Friday, February 20, 2009
haha. i swear i'm a flirt.
i can't wait for monday, even though i've got an outline of a 3000-word bio essay to hand in, plus a test on like 6 topics.
because i know there's something else that's going to make me happy ;)
twisting beside myself @6:56 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
half term is dead.
Dead.
I want to go to primark in oxford street with someone or watch slumdog millionaire, but my friend has gone to india for a holiday, and my brother's friends who are girls and whom i like can't go because their half term was from thursday to sunday -_-
i'm bored now, really. all i do is:
1)study
2)gym
3)msn my friends and facebook (which is probably the only fun thing)
-_-
and not to mention how i'm so behind in my work. i really have to do well in my AS Level Exams!!!
eurgh.
okay i'll try to reply your emails now. probably next entertaining thing, lol.
twisting beside myself @4:16 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
i'm better now, sort of. :)
you really shouldn't be on facebook one day before a chemistry test. =\
twisting beside myself @4:08 AM
Monday, February 02, 2009
IT'S SNOWING!!!!
=D=D=D=D=D
Well it actually happened last night. I tell you the weather here is mad. I went to the gym yesterday afternoon and it was fine, maybe 10-15 degrees and just windy.
Then at night, i was studying chemistry in the kitchen. Was tired so i looked out of the window and GUESS WHAT I SAW =D=D=D=D=D
Then i told them excitedly that it was snowing and then the kids and their cousins who came to stay over and their aunt and my hostess and i all went outside.
I brought my camera along and took pictures, but unfortunately i can't put it up because i lost my usb port. :\ just think roads ankle-deep in ice kacang minus the syrup. hahaha.
Today i wanted to go to school. i knew there would be problem with the buses because the snow's very deep.
So i walked to my bus stop (or rather, prodded to the bus stop in ankle-deep snow) and waited for the bus. Then this kind lady who passed by told me that there were no buses. So i felt quite annoyed and walked all the way to the tube.
Again, there was a crowd because the tubes were delayed. So i texted my friend and told her the buses and tubes were effed up, and told her i was going to be late for school.
She called me and said ,
"Are you a nutter? There's no school today. Go home!"
HAHAHA YESSAH.
So i went back home. Now i'm at home.
I think i'm going to have a snowball fight later on with the kids. hahaha hurray, fun. :D
All the best in your new schools everyone! :D
twisting beside myself @6:24 PM
What are you listening to now?
Someone's in the toilet, and the room i'm in is very near the toilet, so.... yeah.
The person is bathing though.Haha.
What is your favourite number?
2
What was the last thing you ate?
Kus kus (spelling? It's a moroccan dish)
When was the last time you smiled?
when aishah said something about 'sunni' and 'shiah' on msn. i didn't smile, i exploded. -_-
How is the weather right now?
cold but not freezing (thank God)
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mom ):
What is your worst habit?
exploding (though that's SERIOUSLY been toned down now that i'm in a co-ed school), burping and farting (sometimes silently, sometimes not) -__-
Do you smoke?
nay.
Do you drink?
nope.
When was the last time, if ever, blacked-out from drinking?
let's see, i drank coffee a couple of nights ago and was supposed to stay up to study, but then i ended up sleeping.
-_-
Hair colour?
black with brownish highlights (no,i don't have pink hair extensions................yet =D)
Eye colour?
dark brown
Do you wear contacts?
only to see clearly but those coloured ones freak me out
Favourite Holiday?
i'm happy as long as i can stay at home and sleep in.
Favourite Month?
December =)
Have you ever cried for no reason?
Not really.
What was the last movie you watched?
haha, mean girls. very long ago, i know.
Favourite day of the year?
don't really belive in that.
Are you too shy to ask someone out?
...Yes. Except friends though. Hahah.
Last advice you received?
aishah is singing to SNSD says:
look at my face.. U WILL
HAHAH. not exactly advice but encouraging thing.
What was the highlight of your weekend?
Being able to sleep in. =)
Chocolate or Vanilla?
you think? -_-
What is the last text message you received?
"Haha k i'll be on soon. I'm downloading the new msn and it's taking FOREVER.Gimme bout an hour k. Btw, i wasnt down, i was just saving sms money! Haha motorola counts by pages, u see. K see u soon on msn!"
HAHAH sorry tips, the question asked for it, not me.
What is the last message you sent?
"Hey can come online now? :) im online and so are the other two."
Who was the last person to call you?
Mom
what books are you reading?
no time, so the only ones are my textbooks -__- lol.
When was the last time you slept in someone’s bed?
everyday! i'm sleeping in someone else's house.
Favourite movie?
white chicks!!!
Favourite football team?
too girly to indulge in that stuff, lol
What were you doing before this?
laughing at toilet brush jokes concerning a*** on msn, with the superhero kids
Any pets?
many, many cats (i gave up counting HAHA)
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. (does that come under butter?)
Dogs or cats?
cats =D
Favourite flowers?
roses
Have you ever loved someone?
i thought i did. I think i still do, but not really.
If you get what i mean.
Who would you like to see right now?
superhero kids!!! i just cried (out of laughter) because of the stuff we say on msn! xD
Are you still friends with people from Kindergarten?
forgot most of them, lol. Except diy.
Have you ever fired a gun?
haha yeah. NPCC ehem. lawl.
What website do you frequently visit?
blogs
If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
=]
How many pillows do you sleep with?
currently, three.
Are you missing someone?
YAA. :O
Do you have a tattoo?
wish i did. but no. religious reasons.
What is the most unique thing about you?
Sometimes i crave for company, but sometimes i just want to be alone. Something i recently discovered.
Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded?
They don't ask it, they just say it.LOL. As a joke of course.
Who was the last person you were in a fight with?
I DON'T FIGHT BABE =D at least, not physically. hehehe.
Where do you spend the majority of your time?
currently, my host family's house. haha.
How many texts have you sent/received today?
don't count babe. (don't mind me sounding like a mat, i just miss speaking malay, that's all)
Are you hated or a hater?
more of a hater.
How tall are you?
169-170cm.
Who has been the most influential person in your life?
well to be honest, my grandmother. for a lot of reasons. don't know how i can live without her.
What song are you totally sick of?
those that sound along the lines of secondhand serenade's songs (haha tips i agree.)
Who are you totally sick of?
nobody. i've been quite at peace with myself and other people since i've been in london, thank God.
If you could buy anything, what would it be?
i'm not sure. i just love shopping random things o_O haha.
who do you spend the most time with?
now, my host family. haha.
How do you deal with stupid people?
i don't discriminate. haha. just treat them as a human being i guess.
Do people take advantage of you?
there were instances in my life, yeah.
What show on TV do you always turn off?
the hills.
What cell phone are you dying to have?
i'm contented with the one i have as long i can call and text people easily. haha.
Who was the first boy/girl you fell in love with?
forgot. was in kindergaten. lol.
Why do you take these surveys?
dunno. just feel like it. haha.
Who do you really miss?
my family and friends!! =(
Besides your driver instructor, who taught you to drive?
self-taught! =] (go-kart -_-)
Do you wish you could be a kid again?
well, when i see how happy and cute the kids in my host family are... haha.
If you only had 100.00 in your wallet, what would you spend on?
clothes, accessories and make up. hehe.
Would you consider yourself sarcastic?
only when necessary.
Tell me about the best job you ever had?
never worked.
Do you lick your plate when you’ve finished eating?
used to xD
Who has disappointed you most in your life?
hmm. this is a rather complicated question. let's just say many people have, and so have i to them. other than that, i've also been disappointed with myself several times.
What is your favourite board game?
checkers and snakes and ladders! HAHA.
Do you get mad if you lose?
haha yeah.but only for a while.
Who is someone who can push your buttons the most?
'push your buttons' means turn you on right? or something along those lines? o_O
hahaha. i don't tell youuuuuu :p
Could you live without cheese?
i don't think so! though i'm mostly a junkie for chocolates. hahah. (and recently discovered, caramel frappucino from starbucks. you would too if your school is a 3 minute walk from starbucks x_x)
Who is the best cook you know?
grandmother! :D
If you could eliminate one word from the english vocabulary, what would it be?
unfairness.
Is there anything you think is over rated?
birthdays. definitely.
Are you at work right now?
well, i'm supposed to be studying but seeing that this is the last post till i'm free...
What is the last surprise you got?
someone saying this sweet thing to me.
--
sorry can't blog much/reply your tags/ or emails/tag your blogs/go on msn. been busy busy bussyyyy.
i just had three tests in a row last week. not to mention homework and the amount of revision i have to catch up with!
don't worry though, i have this one-week holiday called half-term in two weeks' time. i can't wait for it. i can catch up with my revision, go out with my friend who invited me to go to central london with her, and reply your emails and such.
okay until then =) hope to see you on msn soon. and don't worry, i will reply your tags eventually.i do read them.
twisting beside myself @3:42 AM
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